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A Garden for Death [A TianShan fic]

Guan Shan was doomed the moment he was born. Forced to be raised in isolation by his mother, the goddess of nature, Guan Shan grew up to hate everything about himself that made him unique. His hair. His powers. 

Wanting to escape the loneliness of always being kept away and be rid of the boredom that comes with being alone, Guan Shan strikes a deal with the last god that he had ever expected to encounter. The god of death - the renowned and powerful He Tian. 

A tianshan twist to the infamous myth of Hades and Persephone. 

Read the first chapter here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42473580

[The fic is only inspired by the greek myth, it does not follow greek mythology to the tea]

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afraid that he tian and guan shan is being slight ooc for my new fic 

i need a second pair of eyes 😓😓😓😓

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Imagine Guan Shan waiting for He Tian to initiate their first kiss (yes first kiss because he doesn’t count that disaster as their first). His ego doesn’t let himself be the one to initiate and of course He Tian is very hesitant because the last time it ended with Guan Shan in tears. 

Guan Shan tries to give obvious hints but He Tian doesn’t read into any of them. One day they are standing outside in the cold for a taxi to take them to He Tian’s place. Guan Shan tells He Tian that his lips are cold with a slight pout to his mouth - thinking surely He Tian can read into that. But He Tian just takes off the scarf he’s wearing and puts it on Guan Shan.

Something in Guan Shan just snaps right then because he’s being so obvious and He Tian is being so stupid so he decides to fuck his pride and goes unto his tip toes to chastely press his lips unto He Tian’s.

He Tian’s brain completely combusts and then he crashes with the realization - oh Guan Shan had wanted this for a while.

So he decides to make up for it by pressing chaste kisses unto Guan Shan’s lips the whole night - outside, in the taxi and even at home. Guan Shan protests half-heartedly that his lips are warm already but his mouth is lifted into a smile as He Tian presses sweet kisses on his lips again and again.

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infuriatingly kind

“He Tian looks like he would be mean in bed,” Jian Yi comments to Guan Shan one day. Half joking, half not. Guan Shan chews on the statement for a bit, way past the point of being embarrassed by such a statement. 

“He’s not,” Guan Shan denies simply. 

In fact he’s the opposite, he’s infuriatingly kind. Caring with gentle whispers of  “are you alright?’ and “is this okay?”. Gentle in the way that even when he tries to bruise he soothes the heat with kisses in the aftermath. Lovely as he breathes achingly sweet compliments onto Guan Shan’s skin. And he’s warm, so impossibly warm when he clings onto Guan Shan afterwards, holding him like he never wants to let go. 

“He’s not,” Guan Shan repeats strongly when Jian Yi looks at him in disbelief. 

Jian Yi gives him a look that questions him for more but Guan Shan doesn’t elaborate because some things are just for himself. 

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Final Chapter of Hate That I Love You is Out!!

Read it here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31692422/chapters/103132704

Thank you so much everyone for reading this fic!! The support was incredible it really helped me finish up this fic. 

Stay tuned for the next tianshan fic!! 

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this chapter of HTILY needs to be perfect which is why it’s taking a while - i have scrapped parts and rewritten a bunch pls everyone wait patiently for the next chapter 😓

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Hate That I Love You Update

Chapter 9 now posted and titled: I hate it when you lie 

Posted here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31692422

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no tianshan thursday this time around - every part of this next chapter hurts me :((((((

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Chapter 8 of ‘Hate That I Love You’ is posted!

An excerpt 

“Hey,” He Tian breathes, his breath slightly knocked away, Guan Shan is wearing a simple white t-shirt and sweats, but the shirt was tight enough that He Tian could see Guan Shan’s muscles ripple beneath it.

Seeing the way He Tian’s eyes were focused on his body, Guan Shan’s eyes narrows, “What are you looking at?”

He Tian didn’t even try to look ashamed at being caught, “You should wear tighter clothes often, you have a nice body,” he compliments easily.

“Just drive you pervert,” Guan Shan responds without much bite, his face even looking smug.’

Read the whole thing here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31692422/chapters/100376220

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TianShan Thursday

Here’s a little out of context spoiler for Chapter 8 for Hate That I Love You

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What to write next?

What do you guys want to see from me moving forwards after ‘Hate that I Love You’? Here are some ideas that I have: 

Hades HeTian x Persephone Guan Shan

Vampire Guan Shan x VampireHunter He Tian 

tianshan Harry Potter au 

tianshan actor au 

Which should I go with and if you have any ideas feel free to send me a message through inbox!! 

All the 19 days fics I have written so far

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Just realized a poll would be easier (dw all suggestions already given is being counted) 

Vote here: https://poll-maker.com/poll4393960x93404623-138

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What to write next?

What do you guys want to see from me moving forwards after ‘Hate that I Love You’? Here are some ideas that I have: 

Hades HeTian x Persephone Guan Shan

Vampire Guan Shan x VampireHunter He Tian 

tianshan Harry Potter au 

tianshan actor au 

Which should I go with and if you have any ideas feel free to send me a message through inbox!! 

All the 19 days fics I have written so far

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Hate that I Love You - New Chapters Coming Soon!

I am currently trying to write the last few chapters for the fic before uploading, just because I want to remain consistent in the plot line from the start instead of having to go back and make changes for future chapters to make sense. So the upload will take a while... 

I’m NOT neglecting this fic - it’s just going to take a bit to complete it before posting. 

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the tragic story behind the sandwiches asjkdjkadhcjsd

guan shan TT

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Chapter 7 of ‘Hate That I Love You’ is posted!

Preview:

He Tian finds that being released from the hospital is one of the worst things that is going to happen to him. Which even He Tian knows sounds ridiculous.

But he has spent the last two weeks spending hours and hours with Guan Shan when the redhead came to visit him in between school and his shifts at work. And with each visit, He Tian finds his heart grow fonder...

Read the whole thing here: 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31692422/chapters/97220301

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exam season had kicked my ass and i’m starting a new job this week so i have been a bit behind on schedule but i will try to update Hate That I Love You by the end of this week!!  

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TianShan Thursday

Here’s a spoiler for chapter 7 of Hate That I Love You that I couldn’t wait to share: