i wish i know how to draw hands

fandom people where you at? come look at my stuff. i need validation.

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:(

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Finished work. Bought a javanilla cookie as reward. Spilled the drink (not even a sip was consumed). Wiped the floor. Sang the capybara song (or is it kape-bara? i'll see myself out). Settled for instant coffee. Fought the final boss. Played til 1am. Thumbs weak. Slept. Woke up 4am. Played.

God slain! Thumbs shaking!

Time for work. The real life grind. But my colleagues will never know nor care that they're interacting with a Lord of Frenzied Flame.

And damn it! In my excitement, I forgot to screenshot the god slain text!

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Drawings

Night drawings

Late night drawings

Red late night drawings

[Drunk]

Drunkings?

Druwnkings?

Idiot me experimenting if something "artistic" will come from this

Maaaaaaannnnnnn lotzzzz of realizatoon.. dare.. i say... i'm pissed thatvmyblife didnt even becomw come a micrometer closw t[ honeyband clover...

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Hats not it. .. notvthe r÷ason but thats what1looponh rn.. :( :( "( :(

Fuciing disappontbx... them leople... me me me me .. emesis blue... yah that one scene reslly hits close...

Yesternight i actyally sleptnormally... dodnt do shit... still an idiot... sti ll an asshole...

This is it... all there is... all that will be...

[Sleep]

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Figuary dump

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Oooh free poses from croquiscafe!!!

Gotta join the Figuary this year. Hope I improved.

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So my 2023 mood is:

How many times must I get this wrong, to get it right?

Huh. I mean, I am a Souls-player. It takes me months to defeat a single boss. I should be able to handle this disappointment.

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Oooof never mind. They're back. With digits in the middle. Smart?

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Don't fret! I don't ever wanna see you and I never wanna miss you again!

My sigma self portrait. Weird start of the year but let's go!!!

ALSO.

If i post it online it will come true.

New Year's Resolutions 2023. Because I now have to chase all the things I didn't do since I legit thought I would be dead by 30. Oh yeah! We livin'!

1. NO MORE SUDOKUS AS A RITUAL/JUMPSTART FOR MY BRAIN!!! (promised minutes after I finished one)

2. SAVE MY MEDICAL PHYSICS CAREER!!! FOR MARIE CURIE'S SACRIFICES, I WILL FUCKING STUDY THE BASICS AGAIN AND WORK ON THE NEW PROCEDURES (i promise i will also perform the daily and monthly QAs on time... oh god help me)

3. I WILL NOT SPEND MONEY WHEN I AM DEPRESSED OR ANGRY!!! NO MORE SHENANIGANS THAT I BOUGHT OUT OF SPITE!!! HIDE MY CREDIT CARD!!!

4. BUT I WILL WORK ON MY DRAWINGS!!! IF I HAVE TO JOIN ONLINE COURSES I WILL FUCKING MAKE MONEY RAIN!!! (hmmm watercolor looks nice)

5. I WILL GO TO THE GYM!!! (if i am not too tired. coz i can't lift anything when my brain is fried)

6. NO MORE PORN!!! (except that one video that "helps" me sleep. limit it to once per week i guess. but smut fictions are fine. even i have needs)

7. FUCKING FINISH ELDEN RING! (yeah been playing since day one but at least i am now at the snowy fields) THEN PLAY ALL THE OTHER GAMES!!!!

7.5 FINISH ALL THE UNTOUCHED BOOKS TOO!!! I SPENT ALMOST P10000 ON THOSE

8. TRAVEL? (bitch i'm broke! not really but i still can't. best i can do is cross the street)

9. LEARN A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT OR DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?

9.5 or you know... improve my english... or start that one video project brewing in the back of my cluttered mind...

10. ALCOHOL and smokez.... you know what, keep it coming. i need it.

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Oh no! Where are my fembots? No more notifications for me :(

Good thing tho! Seems like all the girl names and numbers were taken coz the last follow I got is just random letters.

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*Opens social media app

*Sees notification symbol

*Gets excited (omg! did someone liked my work? thankyou!)

*Taps

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*female name + random number started following you....

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Is this a bot? Should I be scared? Do I need vpn?I did a deed to tire myself to sleep. Is the world out to get me for being touch starved?

wuuuuuuut?

Local females near my area can I borrow P20?

Gotta sleep gotta sleep work early tomorrow

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The Crow

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Replaced with the re-scanned and edited one

[poreyneel]

EVERY DAY I WAKE UP AND THINK ABOUT THISSSSSSSSSS

[horsebra]

the first draft of this was soap with his whole ass out but i thought i'd spare you guys and myself also

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Simon "Ghost" Riley.

Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 (2022).

Samuel Roukin. (attempts were made. sorry.)

Yo!!! Down bad for this guy again! I don't even play CoD. Saw this guy in that one doujin where he's the top back in the day. Saw his face in a meme again lately. Heard his voice. KyaaAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

Had to draw the guy to move on!!! But dammit got the voice actor's face wrong. But oh well.

Had fun with the new colors and white pen.

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What's this? A wholesome souls game?!

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PSA: Don't forget to take your jellyfish to her sister's grave once in a while.

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Black flame supremacy!!!

Also, there's an RoB user in that drawing somewhere.

This is probably my last drawing for inktober :(

I have sketches for some previous entries but I really need to focus on work...

But I want to draw :(