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Cuenta que posee mis pensamientos, rencores, dolores, colores y alguna otra cosa que salga de mi cabeza :)

[justonedayblog]

A lo mejor yo no sé querer a nadie y no sé dejar que nadie me quiera a mi.

[encajamos-de-puta-madre]

Damn It!

[mrdoce]

Y estoy seguro que eventualmente acabaré perdido en unos ojitos que me vean con amor, unos ojitos que al verme se sientan afortunados de tenerme, quiero creer que podré morir de amor viendo las estrellas reflejadas en esos ojitos y que todo lo malo habrá valido la pena.

[yeovv-r]

The look of love 😭😭 im so proud of this one 🫶

[angel-enamorado]

Llevaba varias semanas desconectada del mundo, me deshice de mi celular y de todas aquellas redes en las que me pudieran encontrar. Me aleje de todos esperando calmar mis pensamientos, buscando encontrar paz en mi interior; y así fue que lo logre, dándome un espacio solo para mi. Mas sin embargo, al volver a mostrarme activa todo empeoro; aquella paz empezó a agonizar, ni una llamada, ni un mensaje, nadie me había buscado, no se habían preocupado por mi. Por un instante pensé que no lo hicieron por que se encontraban ocupados, pero nadie esta tan ocupado como para no brindar un pequeño espacio de su tiempo; después creí que al igual que yo decidieron darse su espacio, pero eso sería demasiada coincidencia; después supuse tal vez que era un error o una caída del sistema, sin embargo esas fallas siempre son solucionadas a las pocas horas. Estuve así por unos cuantos minutos, buscando una excusa para justificar la verdad; no me buscaron, ni hablaron y mucho menos me mandaron mensaje porque a nadie le importaba mi presencia y al parecer tampoco mi ausencia 😔

-Brendavm🖤🌻

[joenaydi-blog]

Y a la final esa amistad y hermandad que había, se fracturó y se esta desmoronando poquito a poquito. 😔

[white-fang-22]

"Hay momentos en los que estoy convencido de que no soy apto para ninguna relación humana..."

----Franz Kafka

[volandoenimaginaciones-deactiva]

Los amigos también rompen corazones... y duele horrible cada que los recuerdas.

[completely-blue]

Voy por la vida intentando reparar personas rotas, esperando que algun día llegue alguien que vea lo rota que estoy yo.

[somos-deseos]

Es curioso cómo pasa el tiempo. Cuando me uní a “Tumblr” era una adolescente sufriendo en la secundaria y hoy soy una adulta sufriendo en la vida.

— Seguen Oríah ᥫ᭡...

[saturnwrld]

[planeta-de-escritos]

Jimmy Escritor

[seguen-sd]

“No sé por qué estaba triste ese día, solo sé que necesitaba ayuda y nadie se dio cuenta”.

— Seguen // Adderall.

[astronautaevanescente]

Me siento tan solo, tan cansando.

[withered-r-ose-deactivated20240]

Me duele vivir.

-🥀

[ladylovesloki]

The Fated Apple

Pairings: Loki x Reader

Warnings: Language

Summary: You’re in Asgard to witness a ritual for Thor and Jane. Things don’t go as planned.

A/N: This was an idea that was pestering me. If y’all want a part two lmk ☺️

Thanks for reading 💚

“How long is this going to take?”

“It shouldn’t be too long. Idunn will give her blessing, Thor and I will open the chest with the apple and then we go to the celebration.”

You look down at the royal seamstress as she adjusts your gown with raised eyebrow. She looks up at you with a smirk. You knew at that moment this ceremony was going to last a lifetime.

Jane is dressed in a beautiful gown of gold and a deep red. Your seamstress decided to put you in a beautiful flowing gown of various blues.

You’re dressed this way because Jane is about to be the recipient of one of Idunns coveted golden apples. Thor had made it very clear to Odin that he would only rule if Jane was by his side.

Odin agreed to this ceremony because, well from your understanding, Idunn had already informed Frigga an apple would appear during the sacred ritual.

“Explain to me how this is supposed to work?”

Jane rolls her eyes, “Odin will call Thor and I up to his throne, say a few words then he’ll call up the Goddess Idunn. She’ll recite some old enchantment and then she’ll ask Thor and I to open the box holding the apple. If the box opens and there is a golden apple inside then we are meant to be.”

“And if it’s not in there when you open it?”

Jane looks down sadly, “then it will be time for Thor and I to decide how to move forward. With or without each other.”

You place your hand on the seamstress’s shoulder, silently asking her to pause her work. Once she does, you move to Jane and take her hands in yours.

“Everything is gonna be fine sis. You and Thor are going to open that box to a shiny golden apple, your gonna eat that apple and live happily ever after.”

Jane smiles and grasps your hands a little tighter.

“Thank you. I’m so nervous.”

You smile, “don’t be. You look beautiful. Thor is gonna shit when he sees you.”

“Really y/n?”

“What?! He is!”

You give your sisters hand one last squeeze and then go back to the ladies waiting to finish your own look.

“You ain’t looking too bad yourself y/n. You finally gonna find a nice Asgardian man for yourself to marry?”

“Nah. At the end of the week I’ll go back home to my normal boring life. There’s only room for one immortal in this family.”

Jane laughs and for the rest of the night you both make polite conversation with the kind ladies getting you both ready for the evening. You try and keep the silence to a minimum to be sure Jane doesn’t get lost in her thoughts.

About an hour later there is a knock on the door. A guard slowly opens the door.

“Ladies, it is time.”

You hug Jane and feel her shake with anxiety in your arms.

“You’re going to be great. You look beautiful.”

She smiles with tears in her eyes, “thank you y/n. For everything.”

You nod and take her hand to begin your walk to the main hall. Once you get there you are greeted by the biggest pain in your ass.

“Hello Prince Loki.”, you greet dryly.

“Lady Jane, Lady y/n. You both look….acceptable.”

You roll your eyes, “how charming.”

“Oh do not confuse me. I was not trying to be.”

You roll your eyes again and look to Jane.

“Just breathe. I love you. I’m going to be standing right there at the bottom of the steps. You got this.”

Jane takes a deep breath and nods.

The guards open the massive doors to the throne room and announce all of you. Odin and Frigga are already there. Thor is standing at the bottom of the steps waiting for his lady love. Jane looks at you one last time and you give her a sweet confident smile. She walks forward first while you and Loki follow behind her.

Once you get to the steps Thor takes Jane’s hand in his and they slowly walk up to Odin and Frigga. Odin is sitting on his great throne while Frigga stands beside him looking as beautiful as ever in her golden gown.

Once you and Loki get to the steps he immediately bolts to the opposite side as far away from you as possible. Good.

You don’t hate Loki per se. He just annoys the fuck out of you. It’s not a secret he dislikes humans and he’s made it obvious he is against this entire affair between Jane and Thor. But even with all of his issues, his love for his family makes him sort of tolerable. Especially the love he has for his mother.

Don’t fuck with Frigga.

And Frigga loves Jane and above all wants her son to be happy. And Jane makes Thor happy. Much to Loki’s dismay.

You look to Odin who stands to address his people.

“Asgard. You are here today to bare witness to a truly special ceremony. My son Thor has chosen the Lady Jane of Midgard to be his future wife. Your Queen. As you know, Lady Jane’s mortal lifespan will not do for a Queen of Asgard. So we have asked Goddess Idunn to bless us with her presence and most sacred gift. One of her golden apples.”

The crowd begins to murmur with excitement.

Odin holds up his hands to quiet the crowd, “tonight you will see a sacred ritual so rare, so special. It has only been performed once in her glorious lifetime.”

Odin holds his hand out, “Goddess Idunn, if you would. Explain to the people of Asgard what they have the honor of witnessing tonight.”

You turn your attention to the crowd and see the most beautiful woman step forward. Her long golden hair flows past her waist and she’s wearing a gown of the purest white. She looked like an angel. One of her ladies stands behind her holding a small box.

“Thank you Allfather.”, she curtsies low to the ground and rises gracefully.

She turns to the crowd, “it is my honor tonight to perform this ritual. I will say the words meant to reveal a love that is thought to be impossible. Improbable. Fated to fail. But these words, if said in front of a true match of an immortal and a mortal, will grant them a true gift. One of my golden apples of immortality.”

More murmurs rise in the crowd.

“But…if the match is not a true love match. The box will be empty. And the Lady Jane and Prince Thor will have no choice but to move on in their respective worlds. Without each other.”

Even more murmurs.

“The Norns tell me we will not have that result this evening.”

Idunn turns slightly to look over her shoulder to Frigga who smiles and nods at the Goddess.

“We will now begin. Prince Thor, Lady Jane. Please stand in front of me here.”

Thor and Jane both step up a few steps so they are standing directly in front of Idunn.

The lady holding the box next to Idunn hands her the small box.

“Oh sacred Mother. Before us we have a God and a Mortal full of love. A love that is fated to end so soon. If it be true, please bless this union and gift this mortal with life eternal. A life full of love and prosperity. Let is be so.”

Idunn bows her head so her forehead lightly touches the box.

You’re almost lost in the moment and then your hear a heavy sigh. You look over to Loki and see him staring at the ceiling. A look on his face that shows he wishes to be anywhere but here. As if he can feel you staring at him he looks over at you. You give him a pointed look and he just rolls his eyes in response.

Asshole.

Idunn looks at Thor and Jane.

“Prince Thor. Lady Jane. Place your hands on the sacred box.”

They do as instructed. You see Jane’s hand shake slightly as she reaches out.

“When I say, you will both open the box. Together.”

They both nod in understanding.

Idunn places her hand on top of the box and closes her eyes. Once she opens them she removes her hand from and nods at the couple.

“Alright. You may open the box and see what the fates have decided.”

Thor and Jane look at each other and take a deep breath. They look towards the box and at the same time lift the lid.

Empty.

The box is empty.

Frigga and Idunn both gasp from surprise. And you can visibly see Jane’s body tense.

“This is not possible.”, Thor shouts desperately.

“I am sorry My Prince. The fates have decided you and the Lady Jane are not a true match. I am truly sorry.”

“I thought you told my mother you were certain we were a true match!”, Thor reaches out to Jane to steady her.

“I told Queen Frigga that the Norns showed me this box opening with a golden apple sitting in its center with the words a gift for a prince and his mortal whispered in my ear. I did not say you were the ones it was meant for.”

Odin rises from his throne, “who could it possibly be meant for then? We only have one other mortal present.”

All eyes turn to you.

“Oh no. No way. This..that…you can’t possible think…”, you stutter.

“Are you being courted presently by an immortal prince?”, Idunn asks.

“No! No thank you.”

“Child it is not as easy as you seem to believe it is. You are fated to be with an immortal. Very likely one of the princes of Asgard.”

“That’s not necessarily true. It could still be Jane. Maybe she’s fated to be with Loki!”

“I beg your pardon?!”, Loki glares at you.

Odin slashes his hand in front of him to silence you, “enough! Lady y/n. Step forward.”

You look over to Jane who has tears falling down her face. You step up the few steps to her and take her hands in yours again. “I’m so sorry Jane. This wasn’t how this was supposed to be.”

She nods, “I know.”

Jane moves to the side, Frigga moves to take her in her arms.

You look quickly at Thor who has tears in his eyes as well.

“I’m sorry big guy.”

He smiles sadly, “me too.”

“Prince Thor. Lady y/n place your hands on the box and open it together.”, Idunn instructs you both.

“Please be empty. Please be empty. Please be empty.”, you whisper to yourself as you and Thor place your hands on the box. You both lift the lid at the same time.

Empty.

“Yes!!”, you and Thor both exclaim at the same time.

You quickly look to Jane, “see? I told you there was no way.”

“Hold your excitement young one. We still have another Prince.”, Idunn smiles kindly at you.

“No. Absolutely not.”, Loki turns around to start walking out of the throne room.

“Loki!”, Odin’s booming voice stops him dead in his tracks.

Loki turns toward the throne but does not step forward.

“Father, you cannot be serious.”

“Oh I am very serious my son. You will not disrespect the Goddess Idunn or the Norns. If it is true and you are fated to be with one of these mortals then there is nothing you or anyone in this room can do that will change that. Now. Come forward. Thor I’m sorry my son. Truly.”

Thor nods, “it is alright father. It is the will of the Norns.”

Thor steps down and walks over to Frigga, taking Jane from her gentle hold and into his own. He cradles her head against his chest, his large hand gently caressing her hair.

You hold back your own tears, you’re heart broken for your sister.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

Loki finally steps up to stand next to you. Standing as far away from you as possible.

“Prince Loki. Lady y/n. Place your hands on this sacred box and reveal your destiny.”

You and Loki look at each other. Both of you shaking from nerves. This is the last thing either of you wanted.

You take a deep breath, Loki does the same. At the same time you lift the lid. And sitting in the middle of the box on a beautiful green cushion…

A golden apple.

To be continued…

[sinfonia-relativa]

Si empiezo a llorar frente a ti, eso significa que me duele mucho. Porque créeme, odio llorar delante de la gente. Pero cuando lo hago, es porque debo tener un dolor intenso y simplemente no puedo controlarlo.

- Seguen

[abducirte]

Tener la necesidad de aislarte de todos pero al mismo tiempo esperar que alguien se quede a tu lado.