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I’m not exactly sure how to make a boundary page and this will most likely be edited a few times (apologies if I’m not clear)

Okay some boundaries of mine:

No hate, bullying, racism, homophobia, sexism, basically be a good human!

I’m 21 and only moots and interactions 16+ and no interacting with me about any nsfw content unless you’re 18+.

If you know me irl no you don’t :)

While I have compassion for those who struggle with mental health issues, I’d really appreciate if people who glamorize mental health struggles (ed/sh) dni. If you ever feel like you need to talk someone I will post in the comments links to services to access <3

Any questions you have feel free to ask!

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This is vulnerable but it’s also like talking into a void in the best way.

I have been used for my kindness and my willingness to help others my entire life. And I’ve tried to set boundaries and hold other people to a standard of how they should treat me. Yet still to this day I’m having people tell me I shouldn’t let anyone use me for my kindness and that I still do, as well as just giving all of myself to get nothing in return.

Because of my anxiety I can’t or I’m not good at confronting people. So if I have an issue I’ll prob just forgive them and move on. Even if I am mad I’ll still somehow forgive them off of benefit of the doubt and let them off wayyy too easy and be nice to them even if they don’t deserve it.

I am the kind of person that if given the choice to do something good for myself vs. something good for someone else, every time I will be choosing the second option. And people close to me know this and use this against me. Like I will constantly be doing favours without even second guessing the choice to do it and yet when I need help most of my friends won’t even do simple things (not all thankfully) but even most of the time I give much more than I receive.

Anyways that’s my rant hope you enjoyed my ted talk of how a doormat lives :)

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No get away from me Jared Padalecki

I’m not even a Sam girl but when he did the lip quiver smile I knew his soul was back. What do you mean he said “so get this” right after getting his soul back. I’m gonna cry

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Wow guys thanks for loving the post, maybe I should get back into posting more :p

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I met my literal future husband today and he lives in another country all together, fml. After he left I couldn’t even watch Dean Winchester edits I was so sad

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Can someone make a necklace or bracelet with these

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Wait I’m starting to get why people love the big bang theory

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"i asked chatgpt" well i asked the girls in my phone, and they answered with love and wisdom and bias

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It’s pride month and I feel like I’ve never really said my story out loud entirely with all the ugly details

I’m bi and I’ve known that since I was 15. To back track, my entire life my parents (especially my mom) enstilled in me that being gay is wrong and that while she doesn’t care what others do she cares if her children are. So I never had one thought about the subject my entire life up until that age. I was taught wrong on all the facts and didn’t understand sexuality outside of black and white. My parents had to sit me down at 8 to explain what it meant because kids at school bullied me hard and called me gay and well gay slurs. Again I was 8. So for so long I never even questioned myself or even gave myself the time to think about it. But funnily enough, during Covid many of us were educated about the lgbtq+ community on TikTok and that opened my eyes a lot. I never knew that you could have preference for one gender over another and was told previously being bi meant 50/50. So I questioned myself thinking I’m faking it for attention even though I knew the definition fit me to a t (not saying a label has to or that you even need a label). Regardless every morning for a year I sat thinking in my spare time if I’m faking it. I became a very outspoken 15 year old who wanted everyone to understand why it’s so wrong to hate what they don’t understand, I’d fight with my mom on the daily even crying over why gay people deserve love an respect. Shocker she never figured me out. I never told a soul for 2 years and finally told my closest best friends about it. They were super supportive and also came out to me with their own identities. Over the years I’ve grown to be confident and proud of my identity, I’m even out on dating apps and to groups I feel comfortable around. Ive been able to talk to girls on a night out and not be petrified, to kiss a girl and feel happy about it instead of guilty.

Everyone deserves sunshine in their life and I just wanted to share my story incase it helps anyone else out there🤍🌈

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My mom is a big Days of Our Lives fan and I showed her a picture of Jensen and asked if she remembered him from the show and she was like yes Eric Brady. Like girl this was over 26 years ago and honestly real cause I’d never forget his face either

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No get away from me Jared Padalecki

I’m not even a Sam girl but when he did the lip quiver smile I knew his soul was back. What do you mean he said “so get this” right after getting his soul back. I’m gonna cry

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Jensen Ackles is who Ryan Reynolds thinks he is

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For once in my life I wanna be Gru with the guac hat

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What happened to hang outs with music videos playing in the background

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I love Gabriel like I never truly realized how much I loved his episodes in season 5 until they killed him

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Guys why is no one talking about the scene where Dean preys to god for help

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I just realized that I know where a crossroads is irl

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Anyone else a former gifted kid that ended up in post secondary with extremely average grades and it’s killing them