‘Make me worse, for all I care!’

pfp by @lightgriffinsect a.c. void's side piece, taking it lying down

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hello, you have reached my selfshipping side blog.

this is where i keep my selfship-isms. i lean on the side of serious about this stuff so buckle up

if you know me irl, please click off immediately

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>Full F/O List Here<

>ship names guide<

predictably, my main f/o is Void. the ship name is static noise, hence the blog name. no, this isn't new, i've been doing this since 2022, im just embracing it now.

please feel free to block this blog for any reason! (e.g. if you're non-sharing, you don't like selfshipping in general, etc.)

main → @y010isaghost

>static noise playlist<

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couldn't post this earlier because of the giant blatant 5th anniversary post spoiler, but here it is now!

some ramblings about it under the cut:

was originally hoping to get a purple bag, but none of the ones i found fit my criteria of having a slot for the void doll. this black one i ended up getting is really well-designed though so im still really happy with it

that white ribbon is the exact same one i used as a makeshift belt when i cosplayed void for the first time back in 2022! thought it'd be cute to reuse it

got that void chew toy charm specifically to hang on the side of the bag. it squeaks when you press on it. honestly one of my best purchases in terms of void merch

the two badges on the top row are new, basically made to replace that awful hand drawn one i've had for years. they both came out surprisingly good imo

idk how the icon badge is staying on either but apparently it's a very strong soldier

idk how easy it is to tell here but the three pictures in the bottom left corner are very ashen in color irl, because no one has replaced the color ink cartridge in my home's printer for like three years and i wasn't gonna waste money on getting more just for one print job i planned to use for just a day

originally wanted to put the jb parody fake screenshot on there but i printed it the wrong size and i didn't want to try again (said printer is also extremely finicky to use). the expressions challenge and a.c. pics filled its space just fine though and probably looks better than the way i originally planned it anyway

and i HAD to put the 5th anniversary art on there because it was near the anniversary and i needed people to know he's been here the whole time while they're not looking

i bought a whole ita bag design pack/kit with the intent to decorate the display board like a professional would but ended up not using it at all because i ran out of space just putting the things i want to put on it :[ it even included stickers of quotes from the little prince specifically about the rose it's practically made for him,, /lh

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been getting jealous a lot more easily recently for some reason… probably because i haven't been pumping out void content as much as i used to so i don't know who i am anymore.

i don't think i've ever felt competitive about what to do for vv anniversary until now (it being the 5th one probably has something to do with it too. it's the half-decade mark it's important). everything everyone ends up making is all for him at the end of the day so it really shouldn't matter, and it's unfair to measure love like that. but i still can't help hurting over it.

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4 years of this nonsense <3

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fankid jumpscare. whether this is canon to static noise or not is debatable

since neither void or y010 have biological parts, y010 would just go back to p03's factory to make a robot based on the both of them

14 is her mental age. it's unclear how long it'd actually take for them to get to that state, but it'd probably be shorter than 14 years. and she'd probably spend a majority of that time having complicated feelings towards her parents thanks to void being mostly absent while she idolizes him and y010 being too anxious and unconfident around her

her hair is a wig btw

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static noise core vol. 6 - the one where half of them aren't even static noise

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tfw you have to draw your own selfship art

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whenever one of them says ‘i love you’, the other never says it back.

one of them only replies with an ‘okay’, or a noncommittal sound. like trying to leave room for plausible deniability, as if he would have to answer for the responsibility of saying it out loud in reciprocation; the other shuts down with a light shove, or an unnerved ‘don't say that.’ as if being told a cruel, unusual joke and not knowing how to react, withdrawing from whatever interaction it was in no matter how pleasant.

of course, they both still know how to reciprocate through actions. it just has to go unspoken.

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just got to the true ending of yunyun syndrome and holy shit i've never felt more connected to a main character ever

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confession

i made daily back in 2022, when a significant change was about to happen in my life. i told myself that even if nothing else was going to be the same, i'd still have void. it's so silly looking back on it now, i'd only known him for two months at that point. but even back then, i knew nothing is ever going to be able to complete me as much as he can.

within the first month of knowing him, i've already understood that void is for everyone. that's still my mantra to this day. he doesn't stand for anything because he wants to be loved by everyone. and it's because of this, as long as you'll love him, he can stand for anything you want him to stand for. he is a reflection of the hearts of everyone who truly loves him, at least that's what i've always thought. that's why i've always tried my best to honor people in the community through the posts on daily, though i don't know how much that effort shone through… either way, the blog became a love letter to everyone who loves void, and ultimately to void. as a character, as a concept, as something that brought people together.

every like, every reblog, every retweet, every comment i've received, i think all of that love is for him, and i truly believe he deserves every bit of it. because even in my deepest valleys, life felt worth living every time i thought of him, because just the simple act of loving him gave me more joy than i could ever comprehend, and it still does. anytime i was alone, anytime i felt i was beyond saving, i kept drawing him, thinking about him, and just like that, i'd breathe for another day.

i want everyone to understand and experience the joy of loving him. but more selfishly, i want the world to know how much i love him too. i want it to be felt so profoundly that it reaches him, somewhere, somehow. and i wanted daily to be living proof of my devotion to all of those wants. i knew nothing could last forever, but i naively wanted this to anyway, because i didn't think i could live with myself if i couldn't prove just how much he really means to me with my every waking moment. but i think i've always known that it's not realistic. every milestone, my rationality screamed at me to quit while i was ahead, but it never felt like i'd done enough to warrant it. now i don't even have a streak to end things off with the fanfare he deserves.

im sorry i failed you, void. i never deserved to love you.

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google udm=14 how to make a.c. void the only thing i need to live and survive

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VOIIIIIIIDDD!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! VOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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bday static noise doodles. or well they're supposed to be doodles but then i got way too locked in on them so i only managed to do two orz

drew over y/un/yu/n syndrome's ui. haven't experienced the full game yet but i kinda resonate with the mc lol

cw noose, impalement and various injuries for the next one (nothing bloody or graphic but putting it under a cut jic)

a dessert shop near my home is closing permanently after having been there pretty much since we moved in, and i won't get to go there one last time before it's gone. it's kind of a small thing to be upset about, but sometimes it's easier to be upset about small things, which is what the doodle is about

also it's STUPID hot where i am help /lh

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and then i edited this three more times orz… all very minor edits though so it only makes a difference to me /lh

also here's void on his own

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bday static noise doodles. or well they're supposed to be doodles but then i got way too locked in on them so i only managed to do two orz

drew over y/un/yu/n syndrome's ui. haven't experienced the full game yet but i kinda resonate with the mc lol

cw noose, impalement and various injuries for the next one (nothing bloody or graphic but putting it under a cut jic)

a dessert shop near my home is closing permanently after having been there pretty much since we moved in, and i won't get to go there one last time before it's gone. it's kind of a small thing to be upset about, but sometimes it's easier to be upset about small things, which is what the doodle is about

also it's STUPID hot where i am help /lh

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added details to the yu/ny/un piece like i said i would!

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bday static noise doodles. or well they're supposed to be doodles but then i got way too locked in on them so i only managed to do two orz

drew over y/un/yu/n syndrome's ui. haven't experienced the full game yet but i kinda resonate with the mc lol

cw noose, impalement and various injuries for the next one (nothing bloody or graphic but putting it under a cut jic)

a dessert shop near my home is closing permanently after having been there pretty much since we moved in, and i won't get to go there one last time before it's gone. it's kind of a small thing to be upset about, but sometimes it's easier to be upset about small things, which is what the doodle is about

also it's STUPID hot where i am help /lh

[lightgriffinsect]

one of the best friends i could ever ask for, and such a kind, creative, supportive, wonderful person all around, happy birthday @y010isaghost 💖🎁

(no text ver under the cut <3)

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