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I’ve had a lot of awful stuff happen to me this year and one of the ways I found peace and comfort was getting into this idol group. I loved their music and the members and their connection. More than that they’ve become my special interest, and hyperfixation. They’re all I think about most days, and I dream about them too. But recently one of them did something he shouldn’t have and it’s different now. I know they’re human and they make mistakes but I’m still so fucked up about it because I let myself forget that and I idolized them. if it was anyone else who did this I wouldn’t be able to support them as full heartedly as I have them. I’m experiencing cognitive dissonance and an ethical dilemma that feels disappointing to me as a person bc how could I continue to support this person when I would not feel that way if another celebrity did the same. I made the mistake of letting them be so important to me but now I’ve been disappointed and I don’t think it can be the same. The level of obsession I had was too intense but I still want to love them, they’ve been my life for 6 months, like part of what has given my strength and kept me going. Now what am I supposed to do

I think I both love and hate myself more than I could ever love or hate another person

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i was there at the birth of venus... i was a tiny pearl

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Henri Biva (1848 - 1928)

Villeneuve-l'Étang embrumé

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Not to sound like an aquarius but like…friendship is literally so important, friends are a relationship like any other and its so annoying that people treat friends like they are less then or second tier…like…your suppose to love your friends like a lover and build each other up like lovers. Yall really out here having wack ass friends and treating your friends like shit

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The lighting under the bridge makes it look like a crescent moon in the water ♡

Yongqing Fang, Guangzhou, China

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I have cried Every. Single. Day. for almost a year

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midnight meeting

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[ID: A series of color drawings of fierce animals in profile facing to the right over a light blue background. They are mostly drawn snarling. They each have a purple speech bubble expressing a political statement. 1.) A panther with purple eyes says, “Black Lives Matter” with an open jaw and prominent teeth. 2.) A wolf bares its teeth as it aggressively states “No kids in Cages” 3.) A stag glares as it says, “LGBTQ rights are Human rights” 4.) A Lion snarls with an open mouth, “Black Trans Lives Matter” 5.) A warthog glares and says with dangerous looking teeth, “Defund the Police” 6.) A Hawk says “Tax the Rich” 7.) A big cat that I don’t recognize says “People over Profits” 7.) An owl says “Silence is Compliance. Each drawing is unobtrusively signed clovencraft by the artist /end ID]