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[steamedhamsmemedstan]

I’m tired of this grandpa

not gonna lie, I hate yall incels with a burning passion for scaring all the women cardiophiles away from this community. Nothing against the dude cardiophile creators bc I’m sure yall are cool or whateva, but I’m tryna see more WOMEN LIKE DAMNNNN!!!!😭 every time we get a new woman creator here, she lasts one week before deleting her account bc yall don’t know how to communicate like normal human beings. And don’t even get me started on the file thievery too, yall genuinely need to be in hell. Like YESTERDAY!!! I don’t blame the women for leaving one bit bc yall are genuinely sick/depraved individuals with internet access. Now yall gotta be OUR problem too???? I hate it here sm ok rant over if anyone cares

[roseheart-laceheart]

it's so funny how silent my ask box as if i have anonymous questions off 🤗 creeps and assholes are too shy to expose themselves, but the second I allow anons the weirdos SWARM my askbox

[purity-in-heart]

I'd like to make a call to all willing female cardiophile users here on Tumblr

I've been apart of this beloved community for a while now, and not a day goes by where I'm not grateful to have met everyone. Unfortunately, there are also a number of users who have left for reasons unknown in the past, but a number of them are due to discomfort being felt from the responses, reactions and interactions from and by male users, especially, who lack consideration and even the concept of consent.

With this dishonor driving users away and sometimes causing female users to feel misandry based on their own experiences in the community and online elsewhere, I wanted to make a request and once again try and help present and future female users feel more safe and powerful to push the inconsiderate and the disrespectful back, especially because there really are a lot of female users on here, including ace users, who have remained strong and active for as long as they have without needing or feeling the need to quit for good, or come back much later with a chance of deciding to leave again.

I wanted to know if any female users active today would be willing to make a list or something that will give advice to present and future users to help them power through and find some stability and comfort in their place in the community, without fear or concern. I know there's diversity in this community, too, pertaining to sexuality and gender, and to those who fall under such identifications, most notable that of asexuality - as this community has a big ace following - and being a lesbian user, your input would be just as vital - if not more so - for my request of sharing advice with the wider community.

Thanks for reading in, and thank you to those who decide to give my idea a shot. If we need a way to make this community safer for everyone, we should try the concept of uniting.

Please reblog this with tags to spread the word. Thanks in advance.

[materiaheartt]

Something I find to be very important when maintaining a blog such as this is to not be afraid of purging bad actors from your space.

You may feel bad because it's a niche community but don't:

You don't have to give a reason

You don't owe them anything

You have the content they want

You're the one in control

I dealt with a lot of people who completely ignored my boundaries in the beginning. Ignoring my asexuality and sending inappropriate, sexually-charged asks, one even following up along the lines of "i know it's bad so you can't be mad at me." Like, if you know it's bad then why send it to me?

It's entitlement. Straight up entitlement of, predominantly male, cardiophiles who believe that they are owed content because of how niche the kink actually is. Hilariously enough, they usually have super strict boundaries (regarding their sexuality) that they demand be respected and yet trample all over the boundaries of others'.

It wasn't until I made it painstakingly clear that I will block any and all bad actors with no second chances did they stop. The threat of being cut off from the content they want is usually enough for them to pack it in. Sucks that I have to do that but people seem to forget that I make this content for me primarily and no one is going to take away my agency in how I relieve stress.

If others enjoy the content I make, then yay! But I'm not a content farm and I'm glad to have reached a point where everyone is respectful of the boundaries I've set.

However, it is super hard and I don't blame anyone for leaving -- Be it temporary or permanently.

Do what is right for your own mental health; be it turning off DMs/anon asks, blocking people or leaving.

You're in control.

[lilithhb]

Watching someone posting paid content from people on thisvid AND CHARGING MONEY TO ACCEPT FRIEND REQUEST TO LET PEOPLE WATCH THEM AS IF ITS THEIR VIDEOS is crazy.

Someone know it is legal to repost paid content from websites such as clips4sale on any platform? Just curious about it

[purity-in-heart]

Let's band together

I feel like there's been a recent strain of harassment and insensitive morons and scumbags targeting female users like athemisheart (who, btw, is not a cardiophile), m-heart and others. Frankly, it's making my blood boil a little, and these users will soon feel too unsafe to stay on here due to these bastards' selfishness. Some of them are here to promote themselves and need that financial support instead of DMs by absolute fools.

If there's anything we can do, we should do it and do it together. We should start by reporting these self-centered fellow users. This place must be less toxic, female users and the like must feel more safe.

To anyone who sees this post, please reblog it with the name of a user who needs to be reported for harassing you or anyone, along with why and, if possible, the proof that they need to shape up or leave. Otherwise, please give a signal boost.

[ceruleanbeats]

Due to an influx of incels, I’ve had to turn off anonymous asks. Between the sexual harassment, body shaming and insults, it’s just not worth it. I originally wasn’t going to say anything, but I know I’m far from the only person dealing with this. Anyway you “win” I guess. While I don’t post very often anymore, expect even less now. It was fun(sort of) while it lasted.

[segozenthump]

So seeing all the recent shit going down in the community is really making deleting this blog more tempting than before. Why can't you fuckers be normal about the kink?

[roseheart-laceheart]

HOW I GOT DOXXED & reason for leaving

Hey everyone. I was contemplating a lot about this post. I already met up with the police and got some legal things sorted out as well as had contact with tumblr and a very shady, disgusting website that has pictures of me as well. Legal actions are being taken as we speak.

Some of you probably saw my post where I posted my negative experience with Korre32. Surprisingly, we talked about it and he understood my point of you. He def was not like the other two guys I had been trying to warn the community about. We explained everything to each other and I was going to delete the post or make a follow-up to it. Since I was in the hospital with my brother for half the day and that was much more important, I did not have time to delete it.

Fast forward to evening when I get a message from a follower that they had gotten my entire social media, apparently my real name and the city I supposdely live in through anon into their ask box. I quote, "Rose is talking shit about you...did some digging....these are all social media...her face is completely visible...get back at her and give her what she deserves..."

Now I don't know if you're a pathetic loser with bread crumbs on his 100kg belly while mommy is yelling from upstairs that you should stop screaming at 10-year olds on Fortnite or if you're the bestest example of "oh i'm such a bro's bro!"

What the fuck is wrong with you? I can only assume that it was you who posted me on this fapping website in November. It's funny that you lied to them how we were talking on discord and I like you. I don't talk more than 2 sentences to randos on discord, but go lie for your ego I guess.

Everyone reading this post. Just visualize this intront of you. A random person on the internet, once again, tries to make sex workers (yes I don't do explicit crazy stuff, but that's still what it is called) feel like they're the scum of the earth and show how he doesn't respect women. He goes through my reddit and also scrolls that down for years, he stalks my Instagram for pictures, my twitter, my asmr and my gaming Youtube channel; everything, just so that some other guy he also doesn't know can "give me what I deserve"? What level of fucked up do you have to be?

Luckily, I've always been very transparent with what I do and what I think. Just a couple days ago I also talked on my IG about OnlyFans. I'm sorry you're not getting your true "gotcha"-moment, whoever doxxed me, but I don't really care if people know who it is behind the pictures. I was contemplating to show myself anyway.

I don't have to fear that you post everything about me to other people's DMs or onto the public, if I just post my own info. I ain't giving you that cloud.

Hello. I'm Melissa May, indeed a 26-year old model and content creator for a couple years now on-off. I do gaming and asmr videos on my respective channels. :)

I also want to use this post to address that I am stopping this whole thing. While there is and was interest behind it, it got weird real quick. I got very weird messages and requests and I kept telling myself to endure this. I need to endure this. Again, to be very transparent with you guys, because it feels way more empowering to let you hear this information from me and not some redditor, I've been unable to work since a couple of years now. I'm autistic and struggle with work due to anxiety and depression. My only way of income is/was OnlyFans and thus I clinged to it like my life depended on it - because I did. A lot of women who go down this rabbit hole are very dependent on the money. Only a few make this a random side thing they get $100-$200 from randomly. When I started this blog, this wasn't my goal, but it surprisingly happened. Suddenly I didn't have to think about every cent I spent. I didn't space out the days I hate anymore. I ate daily and properly and I went out with friends!!

All while I had the weirdest, creepiest DMs and this little cloud of "I cannot do this for long" over my head. Frankly, I've googled about OF and mental health issues for the last few days even. The messages got more morbid, the comments about me, the requests, the constant acting like I was freaking dying. I started dissociating during my videos. I stopped playing my games, because I was too drained and didn't even have time to play them with how I worked on my stuff 24/7. There was nothing else in my mind then to please you or the viewers further and further, to make the videos better, crazier and slowly more sexual. Just for some money and to feel like I belonged to the community here.

I have deleted everything off of YouTube and will leave this community. Not because I'm ashamed or anything or people now know what the person behind looks like, but because I can close a chapter and leave something behind me. It's the internet. We all know my content is somewhere, heck my private pictures. But if they're somewhere, I can at least tell myself it wasn't from my page.

Since the community isn't the smallest and I got a pretty fast following on everything, I simply don't feel comfortable anymore to know that there is someone in this community who does that. This person went to sleep last night after doing this, just like we all did. And this person could be commenting on your stuff and talking to you. I just don't feel comfortable with that and it makes me paranoid.

Despite me going back to a life of struggling regarding money, this all feels very freeing. I can show you guys what I look like and not be some persona I created for my image. I'm happier. I think this was supposed to happen.

This also serves, ironic enough, as another warning post for creators, especially women. Someone on here in this community thinks he's super great, "exposing" women. He didn't even do much, just find my linktree and thus my PayPal, but this is still very weird 😂

Lastly, the OF will be up for a while, but I probably will not post anymore. I deleted everything off of my phone and only have some content on there for you for the memories x)

Also, anon or not: Doxxing is a crime in many countries, Germany aka mine included, and Tumblr is forced to hand over the information about who the anon was. The police is in contact with tumblr currently about said information. Additionally, I messaged the website you most likely posted my pictures on in November and they'll be getting into legal trouble as well. This is Germany after all, the land of 372920 papers for one issue.

I thank everyone for the sweet conversations I had, the few people that I had sincere talks and we also sometimes talked about other stuff. I laughed a lot in this one week of being with you guys and I'm leaving with a smile. People always cross each other twice!

May 🩵

PS: If you see or got the list, please message me with screenshots. This will be forwarded to the police immediately, since doxxing stacks in Germany and makes the crime rate of it more severe.

[purity-in-heart]

Let's band together

I feel like there's been a recent strain of harassment and insensitive morons and scumbags targeting female users like athemisheart (who, btw, is not a cardiophile), m-heart and others. Frankly, it's making my blood boil a little, and these users will soon feel too unsafe to stay on here due to these bastards' selfishness. Some of them are here to promote themselves and need that financial support instead of DMs by absolute fools.

If there's anything we can do, we should do it and do it together. We should start by reporting these self-centered fellow users. This place must be less toxic, female users and the like must feel more safe.

To anyone who sees this post, please reblog it with the name of a user who needs to be reported for harassing you or anyone, along with why and, if possible, the proof that they need to shape up or leave. Otherwise, please give a signal boost.

[anhartblue-deactivated20220318]

THE BREATH HOLD VIDEO I’VE BEEN GETTING THAT REQUEST FOR 

Here you go!! Instead of just holding my nose and mouth closed after I ran out of air, I did this. I couldn’t hold my breath for long - my lungs suck. Wanted to do a little heart torture with the breath holding. And wanted to do it sitting and arching my back to get a better reaction from my ticker.

There’s NO AUDIO EDITING in this video. I wanted you to experience the whole thing! So if there is movement, you’ve been warned that those segments have NOT been muted.

(I am totally 100% fine, by the way, no worries!)

[kkkkggffdd-deactivated20231111]

Also @prismgenixz70 you can try to do that again?

[prismgenixz70]

That’s an oldie! Sure - I can try that again. May not be for a little while, though!

[gennydarlin]

Stressing my heart with breathplaye posture changes right after smoking, got super quick reactions of my heart starting to falter and flutter, lots of tachycardia on the poor muscle- full lengthth video on my only fans linked below or am me if you would like to purchase

[hgirl7768-deactivated20260325]

Having fun fun fun ✨

[heartbkisses]

Laying over the edge of the bed 🤎.

[coeur-favourite]

saying hello!!

I've never posted myself anywhere before but I'm feeling brave tonight (so be nice pls)!! here's my heart pounding along as I listen to a recording by the one and only @torture-steth-repeat <3 I could feel my heart syncing with hers and pulsing throughout my body as I got more and more turned on, oops! you can see it through my sweater if you look closely.

I want to become more active on here, as I've been lurking for ages-- it would make my day if you reblog or have any kind words!!

[heartbkisses]

A skip made her start hammering into tachycardia 🥵🩺

[heartbkisses]

I put a strap on my chest.

Sorry for the feedback noises 😅 ❤

[beatxme-deactivated20241004]

Almost as if I could control my heartbeat