dad
i wish you could see how much I love you. how you meant everything to me. i idolized you. and you hurt me. i wish you could claim my accomplishments as yours. i wish i could congratulate you on the person ive become. i wish you were apart of it. i wish you wanted to be there for me. i wish i didn't have to cry about you all the time. i wish i didn't have to feel this way about you. i wish you didn't forget my birthdays. i wish you loved me the way you love him. i wish you took responsibility for the way you make me feel. i wish you would say sorry. i wish you saw it before it was too late. i wish you loved me the way you love her. i wish you saw the damage you did to everyone. i wish you would have just listed to me. i wish you the best.














