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i wish you could see how much I love you. how you meant everything to me. i idolized you. and you hurt me. i wish you could claim my accomplishments as yours. i wish i could congratulate you on the person ive become. i wish you were apart of it. i wish you wanted to be there for me. i wish i didn't have to cry about you all the time. i wish i didn't have to feel this way about you. i wish you didn't forget my birthdays. i wish you loved me the way you love him. i wish you took responsibility for the way you make me feel. i wish you would say sorry. i wish you saw it before it was too late. i wish you loved me the way you love her. i wish you saw the damage you did to everyone. i wish you would have just listed to me. i wish you the best.

#goodbye

Looking for YOU

After looking into your eyes, suddenly every love song was about you, according to this tiktok post. It all started when I was in my sophomore year and I began dating a lady. Despite the fact that we began out as a secret, we didn't spot the warning signs. Pisces was the sign of her, whereas Leo ruled my zodiac chart. Another warning flag. My affection for her was only revealed when she was taken from me. Not because we broke up, but because of the circumstances. She was everything to me, and without her I was nothing. With her, it was even greater because she was the only one I devoted everything to. At the beginning of our senior year, we broke up due to a growing distance between us and the fact that we were no longer in love with each other. I thought I'd moved on because I could talk to and like other girls, but months and months had passed and I was still alone. ALONE; to be alone; to have no one else present. However, it was more than that. I was alone with my thoughts, and it tore me apart. It wasn't so much that I needed her as it was that I needed someone to need and love me. I had my friends and family, and we all have our friends and family, but there is something special about having a partner. Knowing that person chose you, wanted you, said you're the one I've decided to give my everything to, that I want every love song to be about you...what that's I wanted. It's been a year and a half, and I'm still looking for that special someone. Almost a year later, I'm still searching for that special someone who will make me feel like every love song is about them.

#lovesongs

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