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@stephan-hamilton
"Of course!" Stephan beamed, having missed Zeus. "Zeus! C’mere boy!" He called and the dog instantly came bounding over, jumping up and licking at Stephan’s skin. The boy giggled before making hi jump up on the bed, and then he clambered in around him. "Something...
Aw that's adorable. [he grins] Except now won't I be sleeping on his side? So still, it's gonna be pretty cosy tonight. [he chuckles, looking at Shawn and stroking Zeus absentmindedly] not that I'm complaining.
"I’m that good, huh?" He chuckled again, catching the pair of sweatpants. "Thanks." Stephan murmured before tugging his top off, then turning around and dropping his pants and underwear, quickly tugging on the sweatpants. He wasn’t really bothered about Shawn seeing...
"Of course!" Stephan beamed, having missed Zeus. "Zeus! C'mere boy!" He called and the dog instantly came bounding over, jumping up and licking at Stephan's skin. The boy giggled before making hi jump up on the bed, and then he clambered in around him. "Something tells me he'll take most of the bed, and I'll be practically laying on top of you just so we all fit." Stephan chuckled.
Shawn smiled, glad Stephan was laughing a little. “Trust me, you weren’t exactly easy to forget, Stephie. Years or days.” He shrugged before rummaging around in his closet and tossing the smallest pair of sweatpants he owned at Stephan. “Get ready for bed, I’m sleepy.”
"I'm that good, huh?" He chuckled again, catching the pair of sweatpants. "Thanks." Stephan murmured before tugging his top off, then turning around and dropping his pants and underwear, quickly tugging on the sweatpants. He wasn't really bothered about Shawn seeing anything, he'd seen it all before in and out of Juvi.
"Die on the street alone." He teased, poking Stephan's nose. Shawn lifted his friend off of him and got up, heading towards his room. "I do love your dancers body, and I love how flexible it is."
Stephan chuckled and got up, following Shawn to his room. "As if you could even remember how flexibile it is. It's been years since you've had your hands on me." He smirked, biting his lip softly afterwards.
[he wipes his eyes and smiles weakly up at Shawn] Can I stay here tonight, Shawnie? I really don’t want to be on my own. I’m not used to sleeping on my own yet.
Of course Steph, [he nods] I promised you when I met you in juvie I’d take care of you, that still holds. You may have to wear those clothes again though, you’re so much skinnier than me [he chuckles].
"Thanks, Shawnie.. I don't know what I'd do without you." He murmured before chuckling a little. "It's called having a dancers body, and bitch please you love my dancers body." He teased with a small smile.
[He sighs] You’ll be okay Steph, you were okay before him.
You really think so? [he sniffles]
[He nods, holding him closer] You’ll make it through this.
[he wipes his eyes and smiles weakly up at Shawn] Can I stay here tonight, Shawnie? I really don't want to be on my own. I'm not used to sleeping on my own yet.
[He sighs] You’ll be okay Steph, you were okay before him.
You really think so? [he sniffles]
of course it matters, Stephan, how can it not?
Because I'm not gonna see him for years so it doesn't matter.
[He’s still for a moment, unsure of what to do before wrapping his arms around Stephan] Shhh, it’s okay Stephie, Jae will be back after he’s done there, right?
I-- I don't know.. [he sobbed, gripping at Shawn] Even i-if he is it w-will take y-years.. [he stuttered from crying so much]
'M sorry, Stephan.. I'm sure he misses you a hell of a lot too.
Whether or not he misses me or I miss him doesn't matter any more..
[He nods and wraps an arm around his friend] Whatever you need Stephie.
[he sits and watches the film, eating the ice cream at the same time] Thank you Shawnie.. [he murmurs, looking up to face his best friend before sighing and moving the ice cream out of the way. He moves so he's sat on Shawn's lap and buries his face in his neck, letting out the sobs he'd held in]
[He shrugs, bringing back the ice cream tub and two spoons] Sounds good to me.
[He puts it in the dvd player and presses play before sitting back down, taking one of the spoons off him. He glances over at him for a moment before snuggling up to him a little] I just.. I need the closeness right now, yeah?
[He opens the door to his house, heading for the kitchen] You can look through the DVD drawers and find one ya like.
Okay. [he murmurs, going to the DVDs and looking through them, finding a horror. He wanted to avoid anything with romance in it] How about this one?
[He smiles] Whatever, I’m sure you weren’t that bad. No more saying the J word Stephie.
[he bites his lip and nods, looking down to hide the tears in his eyes]
You’re delusional. Okay, let’s go. [He let’s go of Stephan and starts walking in the direction of his house]
You weren't out yet when I was acting like I was. [he shrugged, following alongside Shawn] Well, you kinda got the last of it because I let you fuck me and then like a week later I got with Jae so yeah.
You were not a slut. [he rubs Stephan’s back soothingly] Want to come ‘round to mine for a while? We could pig out on ice cream and bad movies.
[he laughs bitterly] Yes, I was. [he nods] Yeah, that uh, that sounds good. Thanks Shawnie.
Oh, Stephie… [he sighs, hugging his friend] It’s okay to miss him. Are you two gonna try long distance?
N-No.. We, uh, we broke up. We knew neither of us could handle long distance. I mean, look at me.. Before him I was a complete slut. I'm not cut out for long distance, I'd just hurt him even more. [he sniffles, hugging Shawn back tightly]
