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𝄆 All that is left is the songs I sing. 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 The musings of a dead poet. 𝄇

𝄆 Please, leave me be— all I have is the blood on my hands and the song in my throat. 𝄇

THIS IS A ROLEPLAY BLOG THIS IS NOT A REAL PERSON Muse is Sorsol Vermel, and uses they/them pronouns. Heir of Space… though not much of that anymore! Sorsol, in their current state, is pretty scatterbrained and very emotionally driven, but mostly to their own detriment. The blog itself is their vent blog, and will deal with themes of personhood (or lackthereof), violence, and general self-hatred and resentment towards other people in their independent posting. They’re a chatty bird, but mostly to themself nowadays. if you’re here you know who’s running this, I hope! I’m no good with strangers.

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 …huh? 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 The horizon looks brighter every time I look. 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 DOES EVERYONE DIND THIS NEW FORM APPEALING??? WHAT IN THE NAME OF EVERYTHING I’VE SWORN TO WARRANTS THAT??? HUHHHHHHH??? 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 …it’s a little flattering. 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 DOES EVERYONE DIND THIS NEW FORM APPEALING??? WHAT IN THE NAME OF EVERYTHING I’VE SWORN TO WARRANTS THAT??? HUHHHHHHH??? 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 you, in bewitching red 𝄇 𝄆 you, who won’t leave my mind 𝄇

𝄆 ℑ𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔳𝔢?~ 𝄇

[commoncognition]

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 …CAN I HELP YEW? 𝄇

[commoncognition]

sawrry looked thru yewr blog and yewr goin thru some shit kinda insentitive a me to be doin this but yew are just very gorgeous in dat photo i think

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 ah. 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 you, in bewitching red 𝄇 𝄆 you, who won’t leave my mind 𝄇

𝄆 ℑ𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔳𝔢?~ 𝄇

[commoncognition]

[sterlingmemory]

𝄆 …CAN I HELP YEW? 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

From star to star, constellation to constellation, I will witness your beginning, your journey, and your end.

If the frog is doomed, then why should you be? Being a helping hand is an experience like no other.

No one lives forever, but that's okay.

𝄆 Who are you, to tell me what I’m worth? I can’t help anyone, borne of stars or otherwise. 𝄇

𝄆 I’m tired, of this ache in my chest. Of this grief, for the universe I have no way of living in. 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

WHY DONT YOU 3AT TH3N? GO G3T FOOD, OR WORMS, OR 8OTH!

𝄆 NOT MUCH OF 3ITH3R H3R3 I’M AFRAID 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝔚hy would ℑ lie? 𝔚hat would ℑ have to gain? ℑ just want to find you. ℑ just want you back.

𝄆 𝔜our perfect future. 𝔗he one where nothing goes wrong and everything is fine and everyone lives. 𝔜ou told me yourself. ℑ‘m simply collateral to the vision, my happiness secondary to the world you curate. 𝄇

𝄆 𝔊od, we’re all so selfish. ℌow did we ever think we could win? 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

H3Y H3Y YOUR3 A 8IRD DO YOU LIK3 WORMS WOULD YOU 3AT A WORM I LOV3 WORMS DO YOU?

𝄆 ISNT THIS A 8IT 3M8ARRASSING TO ASK??? WHAT SPURR3D THIS??? 𝄇

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𝔜ou are worthwile. ℑ am going to find you, no matter what. ℑ'll keep looking. 𝔚ho cares about some frog? 𝔄s long as you are still here, ℑ will search for you.

𝄆 𝔚itch 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝔚hatever you did to the frog, it does not matter. 𝔒kay? ℑ am still looking for you. 𝔓lease.

𝄆 𝕷iar 𝄇

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favourite toy?

𝄆 a light question 𝄇

𝄆 so much so that I fear it to be a mockery 𝄇

𝄆 alas, I will assume this to be a kindness 𝄇

𝄆 I did not have many to myself 𝄇

𝄆 my caretaker was possessive over their items just as they were possessive over me 𝄇

𝄆 but I loved to make thaumatropes 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

...What do you mean you ruinined it, what's going on?!

𝄆 …It’s dead. It’s gone. What more? 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

𝔖orsol, please, what are you talking about? 𝔜ou are still there, are you not? 𝔄re you injured? ℑ'm still looking. ℑf you're still there ℑ'll keep searching. 𝔓lease.

𝄆 𝔏ook for a better future. 𝄇

[sterlingmemory]

...Sorsol? What happened, what's gone?

𝄆 The frog 𝄇

𝄆 I ruined it 𝄇