Dark Gray All Alone

Bentley Sterling. 18 years. Anteros. Forgetting her was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving her was red

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@wreckingdouglass: @bxsterling bECAUSE YOU'RE NOT NAMING HER MAYONNAISE JFC

@bxsterling: @wreckingdouglass Worcestershire Sterling doesn't have the same ring to it tho

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@summerssucks: get couple counselling ya need it

@bxsterling: @summerssucks b r u h

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@bxsterling: when bae takes away your naming privileges 3 #cmonbabydontbelikethat

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@wreckingdouglass: bentley is hopeless. we had a kid together and i'm starting to question if there will be another.

@wreckingdouglass: we are not naming her may.

@bxsterling: @wreckingdouglass i mean uh ;) ;) ;) ;)

@bxsterling: @wreckingdouglass but r o w e n it would be cuuuuuuute and h i l a r i o u s

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@wreckingdouglass: @bxsterling don't make excuses. you're the reason she's walking around the cabin yelling fuck at my siblings

@bxsterling: @wreckingdouglass they've heard worse i'm sure

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@bxsterling: i for one think it's stupid that we make up words that we're not allowed to use

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@bentleyxsterling: w o w that is some speedy word acquisition there sage f u c k

[gabrielslullaby-archive-blog]

“Ben? Ben’s fine, he’s excited to be here all the time now. It’s, um, weird to know that this is permenant and I don’t have to say goodbye…but he’s doing fine.”

[sterlingsilverbentley]

“You’re doing that thing again, man. Something up? That’s just a yes or no question if you need it to be, by the way.”

[musxng]

                                                                                              HE adopted a role called:                                                                                                         BEING A FATHER                                                                      so that his CHILD would have something                                                                                                                     MYTHICAL                                                                                             and infinitely important– a                                                                                     P R O T E C T O R

[mothergrimesarchive-blog]

“Oh these little hands, they don’t know what hurt is, 

                           and these little eyes,they see the world in different colours.”

[sterlingsilverbentley]

@bxsterling: someone needs to explain to sage that just because she CAN run doesn't mean she SHOULD she refuses to listen to reason

[sterlingsilverbentley]

Something has ¢нαηgє∂ within me

                      Something is not the same

I’m through with playing by the rules of someone else’s game

[littlemusingthings]

you mean more than the WORLD to me.

[littlemusingthings]

Note to self:       “I love you”            does not mean                 “I won’t ever leave you.” 

[effieforpresident-blog]

“A little over a year, then, good…I suppose?” This whole situation was just weirding her out, honestly. It made logical sense - teenagers had kids, and she herself was a love god child - but it was…strange. “Yes, of course I have seen babies, I was just…not expecting her. I apologize.”

[sterlingsilverbentley]

“Yeah, but until they hit, like, two or so you stick with months.” He just shrugged. She was far from the first one to be surprised. “Most people don’t. I got a lot of ‘Is this your sister?’s back home for a while. I’m used to it.”

[unnotchedarrowarchive-blog]

Hadlee gave a faint smile, eyes lingering on Sage for a moment before darting back up to Bentley. It was too painful. “How’s she doing? How are you doing?” 

[sterlingsilverbentley]

“She’s great. Better, even. She’s taking the change in stride. Whole new place for her to explore and try to run around when I turn my back.” He laughed, skating around the second question.

[effieforpresident-blog]

“Well, I - will keep that in mind,” Effie stammered. She was just surprised that there were young kids in camp, honestly. She’d been around them at church, the few times they went, but this was - different. “How…how old is she?”

[sterlingsilverbentley]

“She’s fifteen months.” He said, fairly sure that his math was accurate. He’d gotten good at that. “You’ve...you’ve seen babies before, right?”