Ben and I were talking the other day about how weird and nervous we used to be around girls. l when we were young. How we don't get that feeling anymore or how it's just different. That were jaded now, about women. All the relationships and first dates have taken their toll. And I realized I still felt that way the night you let me take you out for a drink, like a scared kid who didn't know how to talk to a girl he thought was so beautiful. It felt so good to be nervous around someone again. That hasn't happened in so long. Such a strange thing how there is one person that can change everything for you. I will never forget that night and that feeling.













