I’m not, it hit me hard too, I knew how much she meant to you. And, even though at the time of her death, my mom and I weren’t on good terms at all, I still felt hurt because, that could have been.. Well, me. But at the same time, I still love my mother and, with you losing your mom.. I knew I could lose mine in a second and I guess that’s when I decided to forgive her. Baby, people do care, or.. At least they do a good job at pretending they do. If anything, I care, as long as you have one person who cares, you don’t really need much else. I’m here for you and you can tell me anything. You’re not just pretty, you’re so gorgeous, I’m so in love with you.
If I'm gonna be brutally honest, she didn't mean all that much to me. What kind of mother leaves there children to go be with another an who has a criminal record of violence? She knew what she was getting into, but no.. she stayed with him and now look, she's dead. I feel remorseful, of course, she's my mother, but she never had a part of my life, she was never there in the years i needed her most. I had the tampon talk off my dad and he bought a rubber vagina off the internet for it. My dad was never prepared and neither were me or my sister. As long as you care, that's all that matters to me. I hope you don't just love me because of my looks...










