I think I feel guilt. I should have kept my thoughts to myself. I didn’t mean to hurt you but I did. I would not fly there to hurt you and come back to my town to be blocked. That’s a waste of money and time. I flew for 8+ hours to hurt you and 8 more hours to fly home and make you upset with me. I hope that you can forgive and forget. This is officially the end of this chapter. Nothing to fix with how badly this is broken. Fuck I just hate this. It’s not how I wanted to end but I won’t explain myself or anything anymore. I’m sorry and that’s final.













