evelyn! ⋆˙⟡

intended as idiosyncratic motivation! ⋆˙⟡

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me after consuming a heinous amount of artificial sweeteners :3

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i am so thankful to be born in a world where we can derive caffeine from low-cal energy drinks instead of black coffee (cotton candy alani energy drink appreciation day in vestal, ny 🫶)

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me when i eat (the trigger pulled itself 😝)

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when people ask me what i want for my birthday but all i want is ozempic </3

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all suffering on account of my negligence is warranted. every binge is a sin unto all that i have sacrificed to achieve the silhouette of my dreams — perfection embodied, emaciation evident. in this, i find worth and purpose. indulgence of food, a crumbling sealant to the void within my heart, will never foster solace. may the suffering of my indulgences sear my mind so that i may never stray from the route i trod.

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post-it notes! ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

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sticking this on top of the easter candy i was given. i shall not be poisoned. i shall not be ruined. nothing can inhibit my progress — not unless i let it.

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eat or fast — but your food noise will persist regardless. come summertime, where would you like to be? ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

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my body yearns for the fast. ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

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my heart yearns for a stomach bug to fester within my form — to purg3 all the excess weighing it down, to be unshackled, pure again.

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my favorite feeling 🫶