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11/07/2025

Yo. I got a promotion & now my title is Regional Director Health services specialist. I cant sleep because I found out my replacement will be there tomorrow. I feel Replaced but also I got this promotion where I was Seen as good enough. To feel seen is crazy. Idk I’ll let you know about my anxiety it’s through the roof

09/11/2024

Hey you, you made it boo. You made it. You did it. You’ve accomplished what you set out for and more. Youve been a nurse for about 6 months and now you’re making over 6 figures and you’re a director. I’m with someone that allows me to be myself. We have a dog. This life is what you truly make of it. I’ve never been happier. Here’s to 30.

To the girl..

to the girl that didn’t think she was worth it. To the girl that didn’t think she could.. To the girl that didn’t think she can be loved.. boo you’re doing it. I only update this page when I’m in my thoughts and I can absolutely say that I feel whole. For the first time in a while I feel happy and somewhat complete.

12/27/2023

I’m done! I’m finally done with my LVN program! I have a new job lined up I start January 8th! Ucdavis asked for references for another job and they called for a supervisor position. If I get this Then it would be the start of my career! I take My exit exam in 3 weeks. I graduate On the 20th of January and I take Nclex in about 4 weeks! To the girl that never thought she could…. You did that! I’m so proud of you boo! I’m so proud of you and all that you became.

me

todays one of the days where I feel hopeless. I’ve had a really hard day. Really hard and I just wanted to depend on someone. At the end of the day. You really can only depend on yourself

10/09/2023

You sleeping next to me saying “I’m gonna marry you” with such confidence

29

I’m 29. It’s 12:20am reflecting on my life and damn I’m almost a nurse. I’ve done so much in a year. I went to class today and my friends brought me a cake, flowers and balloons. I’ve never felt so thankful. This year I feel More accomplished than I ever have. To have supporting family, friends and a boyfriend.

Us

39 days

08/05/2023. My eyes burn. I’ll be 29 in 39 days. I’m thinking about my past thinking of how things would’ve played out if other things happened and you know it would’ve been crazy. This is the first time I bring David to my sisters. Last time a boyfriend was there was jonathan. Jonathan helped move my sister in that house. I’m just emotional I guess. There shouldn’t be any significance. Im just crying because wow like things have changed and I cant even imagine the person I was before David.

Here I Am

Here I Am More than half way done. About 5 months until I’m done with school. Here with the most supporting boyfriend in the entire world. Even when I’m hard headed. Even when I cant see my own potential sometimes. Nursing school has beaten my ass. There are times where I’m like do I really want this? Am I capable? This is just so fucking hard and I’m tired. I am emotionally exhausted. Emotionally overwhelmed. I need To do it not because it’s hard but because I know I can

Me

damn I went out tonight and it made me realize a lot. I am Not the person I was a couple months ago or a year ago. Now that I look at pictures from a year ago. I can See where I was hurting. I can See where I grew. I can see where I was hurting so bad. Yearning for a purpose. What do you want?

06/05/2023

Unfulfilled. Maybe I’m sick. Maybe I feel Tired. Maybe I just want to be in bed all day. I felt weird all day. Trying to change your perspective but also being so much in your head. In the process of improving your life by making moves but feeling like you’re not making any progress.

I had The worst day at school wanting to quit wanting to fucking cry and look 🥹

I found You

My person.

Hi

I think about a lot. The more off social media I know about a person is amazing. I feel Like once you start associating myself with what they’re doing then it over complicates things.

You

you say you miss me but do you? It’s my fault for not opening up and showing you the real me. In actuality I showed you a portion of me and not all of me. You miss me but I left Because I was a runner up. At the end of the day you moved on. That’s not fair to that girl. She thinks she’s your world but you want me too? I’m not gonna say choose. I wanted To be that girl. I wanted to get dinner with you. I wanted to be yours. I wanted to be your everything. Maybe we met at the wrong time. I cant Let you have access to be anymore. I deserve closure. I want You but I’m not a runner up. That’s that.

Nursing

If I want this. I’ll do everything. I’ll do better. I will be better.

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