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i'll update this post and make it prettier later on, but i just wanted to get something up quickly for now <3 for those looking for a sample of my writing, since this blog doesn't have anything ic up yet, you can take a look at some of my other rp blogs here and here!

#pinned.#tyyyyyyyyyy and i hope you all have a great day! <3

ME AGAIN........ so. the adhd meds have not been working nearly as well this month as they were when i first started them, unfortunately, but i'm gonna try and catch up on the seeker's episodes soon anyway. since i believe their first focus episodes/arc concluded recently, if i have that right??

no guarantee (as always) that i'll actually manage it, but i'd like to try! i've been thinking about occtis lately (as well as the rest of the cast) and i do miss them.......... i think there's always some level of stress for me with keeping up with an ongoing series (my brain will always insist that something is going to Go Terribly Wrong eventually, rip) but it's also a lot of fun as well, and i do want to be able to theorize and engage with the story and characters as they grow, so. fingers crossed, maybe???

#ooc #i'll try the seekers episodes and then i'll go back to the soldiers i think. if i'm able to.#sending my love and good vibes to you all as always <3 it's been a rough month for me honestly #but i want to try and be optimistic so like. fingers crossed things look up! :P

wyyrdplayy

"Let's put the stone where it belongs."

Inspired by this art by @skadizzleross

#art.#occtis.#OOOOOOOOOO THIS IS COOL............

UPDATE: THE ADHD MEDICATION IS HELPING!! a little?? usually only with smaller things i'd usually struggle with, but i'm still on the lowest dose of the meds atm, so i consider that a win.

catching up with critical role is a task i would not consider little for me, lol, so there's still no guarantee i'll be able to do it anytime soon............ but i will be trying, since i just found out apparently the seeker's table is next up to star??? hehehehe. >:)

#ooc #i think i have like 7 ish???? episodes?? to catch up on #and i'm gonna be honest i am LIKELY going to be skimming them first #( except for possible tyranny content...... love my girl sm <333 )#if i watch 2 hours a day i can catch up in like 14 days probably. which SEEMS doable???#the question is is will i actually do it............#ngl the chances are still low but i want to believe!!#the other option is just watching the seekers arc when it starts and relying on plot summaries for the previous arc #I WOULD STILL CATCH UP WITH WATCHING IT EVENTUALLY BUT LIKE.........#it's nice to have that as an option at least. lol #would you all judge me for that?? like is that being a bad fan or whatever??#genuinely i would like to hear your thoughts; haha #ANYWAY I HOPE YOU'RE ALL DOING WELL. MY BOY'S TIME TO SHINE IS SOON!!

i start new adhd medication tomorrow. by the way.

#ooc #may this grant me the concentration and willpower i need to catch up with cr4..........#i want to so bad but i've been failing every time i tryyyyyyyyy ;~;#this will be my second attempt at trying meds that work which admittedly. two attempts isn't much. but i am crossing my fingers SO HARD #occtis ily........... i miss you............................... ;ww;

TODAY IS THE DAY i'm gonna watch the three episodes i'm not caught up on.......... or, well. no promises but i fully intend to try!!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO i am still alive!! i'm so sorry for vanishing, otl - as it turns out, my adhd meds have not been helping as much as i'd hoped they would (so far) and so i've been struggling/not managing to watch the new episodes of cr as they come out.

however.......... i am still missing occtis and the cast a lot! and i want to write here too, so i'm gonna try and catch up if i can tomorrow (or over the next few days, depending on how fast i manage to get through everything). after that i'll be finally doing the starters i owe and working on replies!

tysm for being patient with me and to everyone who's still here: i hope you're having a great time!! in spite of my intense struggles to watch anything that lasts for more than like 30 minutes, i am genuinely really looking forward to writing with you all. so i will persevere!!

#ooc #as for the adhd meds... they're non-stimulant so they might just need more time to build up.#but if they still do nothing for me after a while maybe i'll get to try something else; idk #i really hope they might help me stay up to date easier going forward!!#anyway occtis my beloved <33333 still love him so much................ + i'm excited to see the other characters again too tbh!!

aidenofwolves

I’m a sucker for an anxious wizard

#occtis.#art.

NEW EPISODE DAY!!! i will be watching the episode and working on replies/starters as soon as the re-broadcast airs, which i believe should be in about 6 hours??? i'm still new to watching critical role haha, idk how this works :P

chances are i will subscribe to the channel in some way or another so i can watch the episodes early going forwards, though! i have been unable to resist spoiling myself today on a few of the basic interactions w/ occtis but i will hopefully improve my self-control as the series goes on LMAO - point is i am very excited to be here still! >:)

#ooc #i still do have some starters and a reply i owe so i will work on those for sure! i'm sorry for the delay otl #gotta go through ep1 again to refresh myself on the dynamic occtis has with particular characters as well... but i think that'll be fun tbh #uhhhh lemme quickly tag #c4 spoilers //#because i mentioned that the episode has occtis in it. just in case. :p

i want more occtis and shadia interactions tbh. probably won't get them again for a long long time if ever, but. idk. something about this duo is neat to me!

#ooc #other occtis dynamics i'm keen to see more of is like. EVERYONE on the seeker's table as well as thimble and bolaire #also maybe tyranny though i don't know if it's super likely they'll interact much?? but i can dream. (along with wic too!)#but shadia gets her own post; since the occtis-shadia duo feels a bit more niche since she's an npc.#idk what it is about them. i am simply thinking.............

nonnagon

Open up

#occits.#art.#THE ART THAT'S COME OUT OF THIS EPISODE IS ALL SO GOOD.........#i love this. <33

stitchedead

Small OCCTIS STARTER CALL since I just remembered I forgot to post one!! Multis feel free to specify a muse, etc <3

#( self reblog. )#helloooooooo i am still alive!!#been busy these last few days but occtis is VERY much still on my mind. so.#>:) will work on writing here today fingers crossed!

Occtis... doesn't like Julien.

Even as the events of the night threaten to overwhelm him... he can't deny that truth. But whenever he looks at Julien now, Occtis sees the face of a man who has truly lost everything. And when he thinks about what Julien's experienced on this night - the countless losses he's suffered, the pain he's endured; losing his father and his entire world to the whims of a madman in a way that can never be undone... he knows the grief that must be choking his soul is something Occtis can't even imagine.

And that makes him feel something deep in the pit of his stomach - a place where he shouldn't feel anything anymore. Sympathy, sorrow; but they're uncomfortable things, making Occtis want to avert his eyes in shame and piercing him with unspoken questions that he knows Julien must be carrying as well. Why him? Why did Occtis get to come back, and not Julien's father? Not anyone else at all?

Yet he doesn't avert his gaze, and he doesn't lower his head. Even though he feels awful for Julien... something stubborn in Occtis knows that all of this isn't his fault, and doesn't want to let this man blame him for the actions of his family. Maybe it's because if he were to accept that blame, he wouldn't be able to take it, and the weight of guilt would drown him completely... So he clings to that fact, anchoring himself in the truth that he doesn't deserve this - that has to be the case. Right?

"I'm sorry." he says, eventually. His voice almost breaks as he does, and it feels as if he's shaking, but he doesn't actually move at all. "I really am. If I could bring them back, I would, but... I didn't want this. I-I need you at least to know that."

@sirdavinos ( starter! )

#ic #sirdavinos #v. mainverse.#!! aaaaaaa I KNOW I SAID IT ALREADY BUT tysm again for the follow and liking my starter call!#hopefully this works okay... i'm definitely still wrapping my head around occtis characterization-wise #and getting to know him a lot i think; so i might be kind of inconsistent at first??#but i love both of these characters a lot; so i'm SUPER excited to see where this goes! <333

added a quick addition to my rules about triggers since i just realized i forgot to include my usual rule for that, whoops. the tl;dr is heavy content matter will likely be found here (likely mostly similar content to what's found in critical role's canon) - so please send me an ask or message if you need me to tag anything, and i'll make sure to start tagging it for you consistently going forwards.

#ooc #i don't need anything tagged myself & i do try to tag for obvious triggers #but it can be a little hard to tell what needs tagging and what doesn't sometimes; so. this just helps me be more careful about it overall!

al-norton

Let’s put the stone where it belongs :)

#occtis.#art.#YEAHHHHHH!!!! POINTING AT HIM!

Small OCCTIS STARTER CALL since I just remembered I forgot to post one!! Multis feel free to specify a muse, etc <3

#ooc #starter call.#I’M STILL EXCITED… giggling and kicking my feet #I might come into your ims to plot out a basic start to the interaction too/how it would work best #but feel free to lmk if you’re not comfortable with that as well.

OH MY GOD I DID IT. I FINISHED EPISODE 4... I AM NOW OFFICIALLY CAUGHT UP AND THAT WAS SUCH A RIDE!

#ooc #I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN BUT THE WAY IT PLAYED OUT..........#i am delighted. i cannot wait for the next episode you guys ;ww;#brb making a starter call in a moment; MAN that was so much fun to watch!!

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