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silence is terrible but experience is meaningful

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I should be feeling energized with my training for my HM on June but what I’m feeling now is the complete opposite. I feel worse during my run, my feet hurts, my shoes feel hard and constricting. My breathing awry. I don’t know what to do.

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Hahahaha. Na-back to you ka ngayon @qlae

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I think I am failing work because of the lapses I did in the past weeks' deliverables. I need to make it up to them to get back my credibility in working.

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My friend’s IG got banned for some unknown reason, tho he’s jokingly saying that he got banned because of the reels I sent him of people in their high state of mind.

Few of our friends, as funny as they can be, asked if I was an asset. I didn’t directly respond but only said that’s better than being a liability.

HAHAHA!

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Not doing anything to change my physique, I’m happy with this.

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Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 1, 1926-27

Text ID: I observe how much I have matured since last year despite my belief that I was losing myself, how something strong was born from the painful experiences survived and from the numerous minutes that I believed were wasted.

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Ran at Pasig earlier. Got to run until the facility closed. It’s my first time running here and also my first time running on a legit tracks. I kinda like the controlled environment here but all I can see is the same scene for all the laps I ran. I still enjoy running on the road than running on tracks. It gets boring running on the latter. Still, both place to run have its pros that I like about.

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Ez run tapos puro uphill alangya

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I remember Lispenard St. with the boys trying to live their lives in a small, cramped apartment. The safety the place and its occupants brought gave him hope. Their years in the apartment taught them to provide help when it’s only being asked (which is rarely). The apartment saw so much but still remained silent, enduring with each passing year until its occupants moved out.

The boys learned, in their years of stay at Lispenard St., that life nurtures everyone differently. One grew up discontented, another grew up loved. Another grew up not feeling loved by his parents, and another with only struggles. They were raised differently yet they understood each other.

Lispenard St. saw everything in their lives — the good, the unhappy, the painful, and definitely the promises — until the end of their stories.

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Yung isang linggo lang nagtrain tapos umattend pa ng AOTN the night before. Anlala mo za!

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Item: A Recipe Book Rarity: ⏶ Common

Is there a food from a game you would love to have in real life?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

All the food in dungeon meshi

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Item: Your ID Rarity: ⏶ Common

Do you have a username you always use in games?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Yes. It's Aza.

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Joined my first half marathon (HM) last Mar 22 and got a PR of 2H 28M for it. I only want to achieve sub3 but this HM made me achieve a sub2:30! TYL

Running long distance is exciting but the mental fortitude is excruciating. When I reached 5km my body shifted and adapted to the strain, remembered how it should keep itself up until the very end of a long run. I was at a cruising pace. While running, I kept telling myself that in a few hours, I’ll finish this race so I don’t need to run faster, just my normal pace. I also constantly checked myself for any fatigue. When I felt it, I slow down to my comfortable pace. Slow breathing to lower my heart rate and drank cold water to cool down my system. It became a constant work for me to regulate my body to sustain low level of fatigue all over the race. I kept on telling myself that in no time, I’ll reach the finish line and get to rest. Thinking of the rest after, the breakfast waiting for me, kept me going. It’s a tug war between stopping and declaring DNF and pushing myself to finish.

I never thought that I can run half marathon this fast.

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Awit

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Ulit ulit tsk

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Oh no