Stitching Dreams and Wonders

[TW: Unreality; Kintsugi Timeline AU OC] Where am I? She/her

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

M-me? What about me? Oh... you want to know me? Ah... well, I'm afraid you won't get very much. I don't know much about me either. Though here on the inside of my shirt it says... ah, I guess my name is Fia.

I've been running for a long time. Those bastards... what were they called? ...Perhaps it's best not to say. I don't know why they want me... I'm just some girl. But yeah, somehow, I'm here, out of their grasp for now. I don't know how closely they're watching, but if I could just get somewhere safe...

Updated: Jun. 3 2026

MOD STUFF!

Hey everyone! I'm Red (@middlemists-red), she/her, the mod for this blog. This is my first time making a roleplay blog and rp'ing on tumblr, so please bear with me and tell me if I do something wrong! I also manage Trix's blog (@bloomingmeitrix) and Whimsy's blog (@sunshineandfuchsias)!

Fia is an OC for the Kintsugi Timeline AU! She is a young adult (looks 19) woman and amnesiac. After escaping the DMS without her memories or any inkling of who she is, she is here, seeking shelter from any kind soul, and to rediscover who she was... Anyways, all modposts will be tagged as such (see tags below) and coloured red! Cuz... yknow, Red, red, yeah? ok I'll see myself out... jk no I won't there still more stuff you need to know!

SOME RULES

NO NSFW. I (Red) am still a minor and either way do not appreciate NSFW.

Angry asks are allowed, but please don't go overboard!

Violence (e.g., beating Fia up or something) MUST be sent ask an ooc ask/DM first beforehand!

DMs are always open for planning and things! :D

Tags!

#fiaanswers -> answering asks #fiawonders -> general talking #fialore -> important events/interactions #threadthroughcloth -> video/audio logs, etc. #talesfromthespindle -> lore stuff that Fia can't see! Usually transcribed "talks". Between who? Well, you'll just have to wait and see :) #lostnomore -> mod answering asks #abrokenwall -> mod talks

Hmm I think that's it? Anyways, try to enjoy the ride, will you? I'm very excited to share Fia's story with everyone!

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Image ID: a stretch of white fabric on an embroidery hoop, embroidered with beautiful flowers in various colours. Out the corners, it appears these colourful flowers are part of a repeating design, and this is only part of the full garment.]

So. Much. Embroidery.

I think I'm going to start seeing thread even when I close my eyes at this point, haha.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

Ow.

Mm. Client wants embroidery. I've never embroidered before, but I kind of know how it works. This will be interesting.

[searchin4arealitythatdoesntexist]

Some texts.

[Fia] ... you know, you wouldn't be "taking their place".

[Fia] No one can do that.

[Fia] Of course, I get it. If you don't want to come on the bed yet, that's ok too.

[Fia] Just know that it's alright.

[Fia] Their place is still there.

[Fia] The mattress can make room for you without sacrificing them.

[Squig]: ...

[Squig]: I thought. I saw you put your phone away too.

[Squig]: .....

[Squig]: It's not my place.

[Squig]: It's just. Not.

[Squig]: ........

[Squig]: I don't think I fully explained it to you.

[Squig]: The whole... QPR thing.

[Squig]: Queer Platonic Relationships?

[Squig]: Uh... It's like.

[Squig]: More than platonic, less than romantic.

[Squig]: NOT THAT NOT BEING ROMATICS IS LESSER!!

[Squig]: Just.

[Squig]: It's different.

[Squig]: Very different.

[Squig]: I tried a romantic relationship once. Then... My partner found a better label for us. One that's... Less hetero-normative.

[Squig]: ... You don't know what that is.

[Squig]: LOOK. Point is. I was in a QPR. A queer platonic relationship.

[Squig]: For...... A very long time.

[Squig]: We both changed a lot. Them.... Not for the better.

[Squig]: But. Before that point?

[Squig]: We were.... Inseparable.

[Squig]: Later.... too inseparable..

[Squig]: BUT! Before that point? It was. The best relationship I ever had.

[Squig]: ... And the only one. But. The point still stands.

[Squig]: I miss the person they once were. So SO much.

[Squig]: And.... You guys? You three?

[Squig]: I don't know if y'all know it yet but. You act. Just like take.

[Squig]: The good times. The times I miss. Between me and it.

[Squig]: .... I can't do that again. Not for a very long time.

[Squig]: And I'm not implying y'all want me to join! But...

[Squig]: ...... I think about him sometimes. They wouldn't want me in the bed of two people who clearly had what we once did.

[Squig]: Uh... Not that. That's the label y'all should go with.

[Squig]: If you don't wanna.

[Squig]: Just... fuck.....

[Squig]: I miss them. the version i loved.

[Squig]: It's so SO cruel...

[Squig]: Missing someone you never want back in your life.

[Squig]: ... sleeping with you guys will make that worse.

[Squig]: And. I'm sorry about that.

[Squig]: I would feel. wrong. lying there.

[Squig]: Because it isn't with my

[Squig]: that person.

[Squig]: .....

[Squig]: Sorry.

[Squig]: Uh. good night, Fia. Please sleep well.

@stitchesfromtheneedle

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] .. Alright.

[Fia] I still don't really understand but... alright.

[Fia] I was trying to be kind. Because I don't think the floor is very comfortable. But I get it if you're not comfortable with my offer.

[Fia] I'll go find a couch or something like that on the weekend then.

[Fia] ..Ah. If they were here, they'd know what to pick.

[Fia] I guess... it's fine. I can do this without them.

[Fia] I see you on the floor trying to sleep.

[Fia] I'll be here tattling lace all night or drawing. Because. I'm not tired.

[Fia] ...how many painkillers is too many to take in 4 hours?

[searchin4arealitythatdoesntexist]

[Squig]: TBH? Yeah. The floor. Isn't comfortable.

[Squig]: But. I feel like the mattress would hurt more.

[Squig]: in. more than one way.

[Squig]: i

[Squig]: i'm glad they don't know i'm here

[Squig]: i'd take a million shitty floors to his arms, ha ha~

[Squig]: ....

[Squig]: I see you taking out that bottle of painkiller

[Squig]: don't..... That's. Very addictive stuff.

[Squig]: Just... I know it hurts. But. An addiction will hurt more.

[Squig]: Maybe... Lie down for a moment?

[Squig]: Not even to sleep, I mean.

[Squig]: You just... I feel like you dont sleep enough, dude. And... i don't want you getting sick cuz of that.

[Squig]: Maybe... Pet Kat's fethery wingy prop things?

[Squig]: That.... took a headache of mine away earlier.

[Squig]: verrry sogft....

[Squig]: IDK how, but. It made me feel better when I was spiralling earlier. Maube that'd help you?

[Squig]: I dunno. Just...

[Squig]: I'm gonna turn the lil flashlight I was usin' out and

[Squig]: sleep.

[Squig]: gnhgt again, Fee~

[Squig]: See ya toomrorow~

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] mm.

[Fia] ...

[Fia] You're right.

[Fia] I can. still feel the chest pain.

[Fia] It hasn't gone away still.

[Fia] I don't think the painkillers were really helping anyways.

[Fia] Better to save them for someone that actually needs them I guess.

[Fia] ..... I don't think they're props, but ok. I'll ask Kat.

[Fia] Goodnight.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

The clock was alone, yes. For it had left the tower, the source of love it grew chains around, yet also where it won't thrive. You must leave to reach yourself, and then love yourself.

Tick, tick, tick. Tick, tick. Tock, tick, tick, tock.

Tick, tick, tick. Tock. Tick. Tick, tock, tock, tick. Tick, tick, tick.

- ∞

[ 28. This ask is directed toward the moderator, however I will not protest to an in-character ask. ]

Lowkey was so excited when I got this ask lol, thank you very much Midnight Muse :D My very first mod ask!!

Hehe. Curious little thing, aren't you? There is a reason our hearts have cages of bone around them :) .

Highkey though, thank you. Both because it's my very first mod ask and some things I had been thinking about irl. So uh, you freakishly read my mind ig lol :D

-Red

[midnight-muse-recluse]

I am glad to be of service,

If I have made you glad.

While not my intended purpose,

It is another perk to add.

- ∞

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

I'm so curious about this whole 6 steps thing, how fascinating!

Also, hehe changing blog titles eh? The one sided conversation is very entertaining, I'll admit!

I look forward to more talks with you, mysterious person :D

-Red

[searchin4arealitythatdoesntexist]

Some texts.

[Fia] ... you know, you wouldn't be "taking their place".

[Fia] No one can do that.

[Fia] Of course, I get it. If you don't want to come on the bed yet, that's ok too.

[Fia] Just know that it's alright.

[Fia] Their place is still there.

[Fia] The mattress can make room for you without sacrificing them.

[Squig]: ...

[Squig]: I thought. I saw you put your phone away too.

[Squig]: .....

[Squig]: It's not my place.

[Squig]: It's just. Not.

[Squig]: ........

[Squig]: I don't think I fully explained it to you.

[Squig]: The whole... QPR thing.

[Squig]: Queer Platonic Relationships?

[Squig]: Uh... It's like.

[Squig]: More than platonic, less than romantic.

[Squig]: NOT THAT NOT BEING ROMATICS IS LESSER!!

[Squig]: Just.

[Squig]: It's different.

[Squig]: Very different.

[Squig]: I tried a romantic relationship once. Then... My partner found a better label for us. One that's... Less hetero-normative.

[Squig]: ... You don't know what that is.

[Squig]: LOOK. Point is. I was in a QPR. A queer platonic relationship.

[Squig]: For...... A very long time.

[Squig]: We both changed a lot. Them.... Not for the better.

[Squig]: But. Before that point?

[Squig]: We were.... Inseparable.

[Squig]: Later.... too inseparable..

[Squig]: BUT! Before that point? It was. The best relationship I ever had.

[Squig]: ... And the only one. But. The point still stands.

[Squig]: I miss the person they once were. So SO much.

[Squig]: And.... You guys? You three?

[Squig]: I don't know if y'all know it yet but. You act. Just like take.

[Squig]: The good times. The times I miss. Between me and it.

[Squig]: .... I can't do that again. Not for a very long time.

[Squig]: And I'm not implying y'all want me to join! But...

[Squig]: ...... I think about him sometimes. They wouldn't want me in the bed of two people who clearly had what we once did.

[Squig]: Uh... Not that. That's the label y'all should go with.

[Squig]: If you don't wanna.

[Squig]: Just... fuck.....

[Squig]: I miss them. the version i loved.

[Squig]: It's so SO cruel...

[Squig]: Missing someone you never want back in your life.

[Squig]: ... sleeping with you guys will make that worse.

[Squig]: And. I'm sorry about that.

[Squig]: I would feel. wrong. lying there.

[Squig]: Because it isn't with my

[Squig]: that person.

[Squig]: .....

[Squig]: Sorry.

[Squig]: Uh. good night, Fia. Please sleep well.

@stitchesfromtheneedle

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] .. Alright.

[Fia] I still don't really understand but... alright.

[Fia] I was trying to be kind. Because I don't think the floor is very comfortable. But I get it if you're not comfortable with my offer.

[Fia] I'll go find a couch or something like that on the weekend then.

[Fia] ..Ah. If they were here, they'd know what to pick.

[Fia] I guess... it's fine. I can do this without them.

[Fia] I see you on the floor trying to sleep.

[Fia] I'll be here tattling lace all night or drawing. Because. I'm not tired.

[Fia] ...how many painkillers is too many to take in 4 hours?

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

The clock was alone, yes. For it had left the tower, the source of love it grew chains around, yet also where it won't thrive. You must leave to reach yourself, and then love yourself.

Tick, tick, tick. Tick, tick. Tock, tick, tick, tock.

Tick, tick, tick. Tock. Tick. Tick, tock, tock, tick. Tick, tick, tick.

- ∞

[ 28. This ask is directed toward the moderator, however I will not protest to an in-character ask. ]

Lowkey was so excited when I got this ask lol, thank you very much Midnight Muse :D My very first mod ask!!

Hehe. Curious little thing, aren't you? There is a reason our hearts have cages of bone around them :) .

Highkey though, thank you. Both because it's my very first mod ask and some things I had been thinking about irl. So uh, you freakishly read my mind ig lol :D

-Red

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

...

I feel. sick.

just looking at that wound made me feel ill. so much blood. why is it pink??

but. its done.

I hope it wont get infected or anything. I did the best I can with the supplies I have. I wish we could go to a doctor instead. They could probably do a much better job. But it works for the time being, at least.

[explodingkatts]

thank you fia

I feel a lot better now :3

... also it's pink?? I guess I didn't really get a good look. I could only feel the stuff.

but anyway enough about that

do you need anything? water? I can try to grab you some

-kat

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

No. You stay on the mattress right there and keep your foot elevated. You're not moving until it heals. The splints I made get the job done but they're not as good as they would be from an actual doctor. Since we can't go to a doctor, you need to stay still and don't. Move. The. Splint. Ok?

Yeah, it's pink, but it's definitely blood. It's got the same texture and stuff. Also, it was coming out of your wing, so I don't know what else it could be.

..........

Do you want to tat lace with me? Someone returned my sewing box and I found a bunch of shuttles for tatting lace in it. I'm going to ask Squig too.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

...

I feel. sick.

just looking at that wound made me feel ill. so much blood. why is it pink??

but. its done.

I hope it wont get infected or anything. I did the best I can with the supplies I have. I wish we could go to a doctor instead. They could probably do a much better job. But it works for the time being, at least.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

Got the supplies.

….

I hope Kat doesn’t need stitches, I don’t know how to do those… it’s so different from stitching fabric. I don’t know if I can be trusted to do that.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Image ID: a piece of paper that says:

"Hello Fia. Buy more medical supplies. A LOT more medical supplies. I will list the specific things you need down below. Please be sure to get all of it."

The photo cuts after the message.]

....I just found this under the pile of clothes I was folding. Where did it even come from? I don't understand...

But um. Well, I guess I may as well... this list is so specific, wow. Might as well stock up now, we'll all inevitably get in other situations where we might need these in the future, haha...

[searchin4arealitythatdoesntexist]

whWHAT

I WANS JUST ABOUT TO TEXT ASKING FOR MOR ESUPPLIES??????

GOD . Look. uh

Can. Fia, bring home that piece of paper pls? I need to compare it to my other ones? Please???

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

Yeah, sure? I'm heading home now. Why do you need to compare it? Is there something about these?

[searchin4arealitythatdoesntexist]

No non o! Uh, it;s fine!

The letters they. They always know! .. for some reason.

So I trust them! .... again, for some reason.

So... just bring home what it told you to bring, aight?

Oh! And I have some gift cards for some pizza places I was saving! Tonight might be a good night to use those BTW~ Text me what pizza ya want~ I'll ask Katty too in a sec~

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

I don't really know any other types of pizza so um whatever you want is fine. I'm not hungry anyway.

I'm going to get the supplies now.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Image ID: a piece of paper that says:

"Hello Fia. Buy more medical supplies. A LOT more medical supplies. I will list the specific things you need down below. Please be sure to get all of it."

The photo cuts after the message.]

....I just found this under the pile of clothes I was folding. Where did it even come from? I don't understand...

But um. Well, I guess I may as well... this list is so specific, wow. Might as well stock up now, we'll all inevitably get in other situations where we might need these in the future, haha...

[searchin4arealitythatdoesntexist]

whWHAT

I WANS JUST ABOUT TO TEXT ASKING FOR MOR ESUPPLIES??????

GOD . Look. uh

Can. Fia, bring home that piece of paper pls? I need to compare it to my other ones? Please???

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

Yeah, sure? I'm heading home now. Why do you need to compare it? Is there something about these?

[explodingkatts]

Some texts.

[Fia] Kat??

[Fia] Oh my gosh

[Fia] You're back you'rebackyoure'back

[Fia] I'll be home soon, just give me a few hours until work is over ok?

[Fia] Don't move, Squig will keep an eye on you.

[Kat]: fia I missed you so much

[Kat]: I missed you

[Kat]: I saw your blog. I hope you're okay.

[Kat]: ...

[Kat]: how can I tell if I broke an ankle

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] Is it swollen? Did you hear a crack?

[Fia] Stay right there, don't move.

[Fia] I hope Squig can give first aid but if she can't that's ok, I'll be home in a bit.

[Fia] They hurt you didn't they

[Fia] Of course they did why am I even asking.

[Fia] ouch. not again.

[Fia] Sorry.

[Fia] Are you hungry? There might be some food in the fridge that Squig can heat up for you, or I can get something else to cook when I get back.

[explodingkatts]

[Kat]: I don't wanna talk about it much but

[Kat]: they cut to the bone on one of my wings

[Kat]: it just. it hurts so bad

[Kat]: I'm so sorry you're hurt, too.

[Kat]: I wish I could take all our pain and give it to those fucking agents

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] To the

[Fia] ...

[Fia] Don't be sorry. My pain isn't as bad as yours, it's not even physical.

[Fia] It's like. There's no injuries but it hurts?? It's really weird.

[Fia] I'm starting to wonder

[Fia] Well no, that's just weird.

[Fia] Nevermind.

[Fia] How healed is it?

[Fia] Can't see a doctor about this... dammit.

[Fia] I'll try to fix it up as best I can ok?

[explodingkatts]

[Kat]: it doesn't matter too much to me how bad the pain is

[Kat]: it's my job to endure it. to protect and care for you and kalei

[Kat]: are you ok? what are you wondering?

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] I'm alright.

[Fia] It's just.

[Fia] I don't know.

[Fia] There doesn't seem to be a source for this?

[Fia] It just started after you got taken.

[Fia] It was so sudden too

[Fia] I nearly passed out the other day because of chest pain

[Fia] It was like I got cut open all of a sudden

[Fia] Dropped the steamer and got water everywhere, haha... but I didn't get really burned too bad, it was mostly on the clothes.

[explodingkatts]

[Kat]: you know

[Kat]: kalei had. kalei had something happen

[Kat]: where their chest got cut open. recently.

[Kat]: that's a really strange coincidence

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] Oh

[Fia] Oh yeah.

[Fia] I saw the transcript for that.

[Fia] A pain to decrypt but.

[Fia] .. that's really weird.

[Fia] And my back hurts too, around the shoulder blades I think?

[Fia] I banged my ankle on the table leg and OW.

[Fia] I'm just.

[Fia] I might have to take another painkiller soon.

[Fia] It's only been 2 hours but it hurts so much again.

[explodingkatts]

Some texts.

[Fia] Kat??

[Fia] Oh my gosh

[Fia] You're back you'rebackyoure'back

[Fia] I'll be home soon, just give me a few hours until work is over ok?

[Fia] Don't move, Squig will keep an eye on you.

[Kat]: fia I missed you so much

[Kat]: I missed you

[Kat]: I saw your blog. I hope you're okay.

[Kat]: ...

[Kat]: how can I tell if I broke an ankle

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] Is it swollen? Did you hear a crack?

[Fia] Stay right there, don't move.

[Fia] I hope Squig can give first aid but if she can't that's ok, I'll be home in a bit.

[Fia] They hurt you didn't they

[Fia] Of course they did why am I even asking.

[Fia] ouch. not again.

[Fia] Sorry.

[Fia] Are you hungry? There might be some food in the fridge that Squig can heat up for you, or I can get something else to cook when I get back.

[explodingkatts]

[Kat]: I don't wanna talk about it much but

[Kat]: they cut to the bone on one of my wings

[Kat]: it just. it hurts so bad

[Kat]: I'm so sorry you're hurt, too.

[Kat]: I wish I could take all our pain and give it to those fucking agents

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] To the

[Fia] ...

[Fia] Don't be sorry. My pain isn't as bad as yours, it's not even physical.

[Fia] It's like. There's no injuries but it hurts?? It's really weird.

[Fia] I'm starting to wonder

[Fia] Well no, that's just weird.

[Fia] Nevermind.

[Fia] How healed is it?

[Fia] Can't see a doctor about this... dammit.

[Fia] I'll try to fix it up as best I can ok?

[explodingkatts]

[Kat]: it doesn't matter too much to me how bad the pain is

[Kat]: it's my job to endure it. to protect and care for you and kalei

[Kat]: are you ok? what are you wondering?

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] I'm alright.

[Fia] It's just.

[Fia] I don't know.

[Fia] There doesn't seem to be a source for this?

[Fia] It just started after you got taken.

[Fia] It was so sudden too

[Fia] I nearly passed out the other day because of chest pain

[Fia] It was like I got cut open all of a sudden

[Fia] Dropped the steamer and got water everywhere, haha... but I didn't get really burned too bad, it was mostly on the clothes.

[explodingkatts]

Some texts.

[Fia] Kat??

[Fia] Oh my gosh

[Fia] You're back you'rebackyoure'back

[Fia] I'll be home soon, just give me a few hours until work is over ok?

[Fia] Don't move, Squig will keep an eye on you.

[Kat]: fia I missed you so much

[Kat]: I missed you

[Kat]: I saw your blog. I hope you're okay.

[Kat]: ...

[Kat]: how can I tell if I broke an ankle

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] Is it swollen? Did you hear a crack?

[Fia] Stay right there, don't move.

[Fia] I hope Squig can give first aid but if she can't that's ok, I'll be home in a bit.

[Fia] They hurt you didn't they

[Fia] Of course they did why am I even asking.

[Fia] ouch. not again.

[Fia] Sorry.

[Fia] Are you hungry? There might be some food in the fridge that Squig can heat up for you, or I can get something else to cook when I get back.

[explodingkatts]

[Kat]: I don't wanna talk about it much but

[Kat]: they cut to the bone on one of my wings

[Kat]: it just. it hurts so bad

[Kat]: I'm so sorry you're hurt, too.

[Kat]: I wish I could take all our pain and give it to those fucking agents

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] To the

[Fia] ...

[Fia] Don't be sorry. My pain isn't as bad as yours, it's not even physical.

[Fia] It's like. There's no injuries but it hurts?? It's really weird.

[Fia] I'm starting to wonder

[Fia] Well no, that's just weird.

[Fia] Nevermind.

[Fia] How healed is it?

[Fia] Can't see a doctor about this... dammit.

[Fia] I'll try to fix it up as best I can ok?

[explodingkatts]

Some texts.

[Fia] Kat??

[Fia] Oh my gosh

[Fia] You're back you'rebackyoure'back

[Fia] I'll be home soon, just give me a few hours until work is over ok?

[Fia] Don't move, Squig will keep an eye on you.

[Kat]: fia I missed you so much

[Kat]: I missed you

[Kat]: I saw your blog. I hope you're okay.

[Kat]: ...

[Kat]: how can I tell if I broke an ankle

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Fia] Is it swollen? Did you hear a crack?

[Fia] Stay right there, don't move.

[Fia] I hope Squig can give first aid but if she can't that's ok, I'll be home in a bit.

[Fia] They hurt you didn't they

[Fia] Of course they did why am I even asking.

[Fia] ouch. not again.

[Fia] Sorry.

[Fia] Are you hungry? There might be some food in the fridge that Squig can heat up for you, or I can get something else to cook when I get back.

[stitchesfromtheneedle]

[Image ID: a piece of paper that says:

"Hello Fia. Buy more medical supplies. A LOT more medical supplies. I will list the specific things you need down below. Please be sure to get all of it."

The photo cuts after the message.]

....I just found this under the pile of clothes I was folding. Where did it even come from? I don't understand...

But um. Well, I guess I may as well... this list is so specific, wow. Might as well stock up now, we'll all inevitably get in other situations where we might need these in the future, haha...