I want to go home for a visit, and Jess wants to go back to Buffalo for a while too. She wants us to go together, but I just can't do it. Getting out of there was the only way to survive, and I don't want to take her there.
She thought I'm ashamed of her, but I'm not. I just can't face it if she likes them and doesn't understand why I had to get out, and I can't stand it if she hates them and doesn't understand why I love them. I could never forgive them if they hurt her, either.











