Just Breathe

Your daily dose of anxious bitch 5'3” / 21 / music and biology / piano, pastel goth, & depressed / bi as FUCK dont tell my parents / just come here to vent

[muhraudrs-deactivated20200917]

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[heavensghost]

haunted lullaby // Cavetown

[stopthebleeding63]

Hey what’s up I’m Rachel and in the past month I have...

Been subpoenaed to testify as a witness against someone who I once considered a friend

Sat on the phone with an ex while he attempted suicide so police could track his phone and find him

Gotten one of my collar bone dermals ripped out

Not been able to get into my laptop because it spontaneously setup a BIOS password so I’m locked out and HP won’t help me unless I pay $50 cause my warranty is up

Had multiple panic attacks in bathroom stalls

Had increasingly worse social anxiety to the point where someone complimented my shoes and I started crying.

I want a nap.

[yunosknife]

I want to kiss you, I need to kiss you.

[softyyy]

I hope all of you wake up tomorrow with better skin and a happier heart

[feministism]

[archbudzar]

natural disasters 

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(C.B)(12.4.18)

[llleighsmith]

someday someone is gonna be so soft and gentle with your heart, you’re gonna be so glad you kept it open, you’re gonna wonder why you ever thought about quieting it down

[stopthebleeding63]

I’ve had countless moments where I’ve decided I was too fragile and broken to be close to anyone without hurting both of us. As result, I closed myself off and came to terms with being alone. Amidst my desperate avoidance of intimate relationships, you sought me out and promised to love me gently, protect me from my fears, and hold every defective piece in your hands. Like a moth to flames, I was drawn to you against my resolution to be alone and the pain that was to come. Yet somehow your light is warm but does not burn, embracing every inch of me, guarding from what broke me in the first place. These flames do not steal the oxygen from my lungs, but rather let me breathe easier than I have ever known. This security, this tranquility, this unconditional love is what I was missing in life. And in return I will love you, always.

Thank you, Leland.

[craigslits]

[emmisnotshortforemma]

[stopthebleeding63]

Why am I so tired and sad right now

[feelinfinites]

[putrid-pink]

[chanel-tiger]

[winemomaf]

[stopthebleeding63]

Ayyyy tumblrs finally banning porn!

[eliminated]