a & k

be yourself, they say. so I am.

[inkskinned]

three years ago i was trapped in an awful relationship with a toxic person who blamed me for her drug addition. i had to break up over the phone because every other time i’d tried to break up in person, she had coerced me into staying.

this wednesday my boyfriend drove 45 minutes out of his way just to give me coffee during my long work day like i didn’t have time to do anything but hug him and thank him. when i was close to tears with gratitude, he shrugged and said, “of course.”

things get better. you will go from standing in the shower thinking “god what if this is for the rest of my life” to “god, i hope this is for the rest of my life.” hold on, okay?

[sexuallytransmittedsadness-deac]

Fucking me up rn

[celeritious]

you deserve someone who isn’t embarrassed to love you and tells all their friends about you and saves your selfies, whether they’re good or bad to look at when they miss you and loses sleep to talk to you and tells you how much they love you and how beautiful you are all the time and i really hope you find that one day because you deserve to be loved

[iglovequotes]

Daily dose of love quotes here

[iglovequotes]

Daily dose of love quotes here

[storysweet15]

Suddenly I think I want her. I wanna keep it a secret however. I have to. I want to sneak away with her. In her room maybe. Just cuddling and talking how girl do. Then we lay down on her bed. She tells me how beautiful I am. Her being the guy, she kisses me first. Soft like a girl though. Am I lesbian? No.. I dont think so. I can feel myself getting wet. Wanting her beautiful hands to go down the front of my panties. Here we are making out. She wants to see my tits. I want her to suck them. I crave her hands. Her mouth. Her tongue. She takes me shirt off. I take off my bra. Ive never even let a guy see my breasts. But here she is. She loves the size of them. There perfect she says. She squeezes them then puts her mouth on my nipple. Kissing and sucking. Im in heaven. Im moaning. How could this feel so amazing. As she sucks my tits she takes her right hand and slides in down my shorts. I spread my legs further for her. Her fingers and fucking me. She stops and I’m wondering why. But before I can ask she is down at my feet pulling off my panties and shorts. “I want to taste you babe” I’m nervous but excited. She adjusts herself to a comfortable position with her face in between my legs. She licks me slowly. Faster baby I moan. I’m swaying. Her tongue now fucking me so good. I’m in love. She loves the taste of me. The smell. I so in love with her. Now, now I’m hard core crushing. She is savage. Badass and she doesn’t care what they think. When we saw each other in the hallway after 1st period. We just both smiled. And it was the best smile I’ve ever smiled. And it was the best smile I ever saw. She’s beautiful. I’m not lesbian or bi. I’m not. Maybe for her, I’d make that exception. I can’t stop smiling when I’m with her. She just has that natural high that I’m addicted to. And I get high every time I look at her. And everything I’m around her. And her lips. Oh god her lips. Kissable. I want to kiss her lips so bad. So bad.

So it happened. But even better than I could have ever imagined. April 11-12 glad I got to spend the night with you.

[storysweet15]

Baby I like kissing you so much and I don't ever wanna stop.

[depresant]

i loved you, i did. i really wanted this to work, and it’s a shame that it didn’t. but, oh god, i still love you. you are the most interesting person i’ve ever met and your mind is the most beautiful thing. i’m so glad you shared your 3am thoughts with me, and it’s a shame that i won’t be hearing any more of them. i’m glad you shared your hopes and dreams for the future with me, and it’s a shame that i’m not a part of those dreams anymore. i’m glad i spent the majority of my year with you, and it’s a shame that our time together has been cut short. i’m glad i had the opportunity to be yours, and it’s a shame that i’ll be replaced soon, with someone better for you. i’m glad i got to hear your voice, and it’s a shame that i haven’t heard from you since the night you said goodbye. i’m glad i had the chance to sleep beside you, and it’s a shame that the left side of my bed is now empty (i still keep your pillow there, in case you change your mind). i’m glad you used to dance in my thoughts and in my dreams, it’s a shame that i can’t think or sleep anymore. i’m glad i could make you happy, glad i could make you smile and laugh, and it’s a shame that someone else is going to enjoy that view from now on. i’m just glad i had the chance to meet you, to love and be loved by you, to explore you. it truly is a shame that it’s over now, but please know that i loved you more than i have ever loved anyone or anything and i am still in love with you. i don’t think i can shake these feelings as easily as you could, and i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted, i’m sorry this didn’t work as we had hoped, i’m sorry for loving you as much as i did. i’m sorry.

things i’ve been dying to say to you since you left, pt.3 (via depresant)

[storysweet15]

April 9th 2015

I should feel happy but all I can feel is guilt and shame.

[storysweet15]

I've fallen for a girl.

[jordanandsons-deactivated202203]

[inkskinned]

it always really bothered me when wait staff ignored me + my friends just because we were young bc we are all really respectful people but the assumption was that we wouldn’t tip

anyway so fast fowards to when i became a waitress and one day this group of scrubbyass kids came in and i had 8 other tables with other people to look to but i overheard that one kid wanted a milkshake but he couldn’t afford it and the other kids offered to pay but he was like “nonono it’s fine” and i looked over and he just looked real run down and sad and stuff —- later it just so happened that our kitchen had a mixup so we had an extra shake and since it would just be dumped otherwise, i snuck it out to their table and gave it to him for free

and his friends were so fucking impressed by this they pooled every fucking cent they had i got a $50 tip and later his friend’s mom came in and said “i heard what you did for that boy” and gave me another 20 and offered me a better job working with her

and meanwhile at my other table a rich white guy i was serving complained bc he didn’t want to pay the 15% tip on a $8.90 bill and when his wife said “she’s been a good waitress, though,” he said, “but just plain good isn’t worth 15%”

[story-dj]

And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

Kiersten White (via story-dj)

[artandsuchevan]

"Life’s Lil Pleasures" by Evan Lorenzen 

©2015 Evan Lorenzen

[story-dj]

How can it be that my memories are more alive than I am?

Love and Space Dust (via story-dj)

[classlovequotes]

from this moment on (the book), by shania twain

[the-kawaii-safari]

It’s weird thinking that every picture on this website was taken by someone. Every room filled with cocaine and guns, every room with two people doing the baby maker, and every tropical beach in the middle of the ocean.  Like damn what a life some people live.  

[rickgrimesbabyface]

It’s gross as fuck to tell people that no one will love them until they love themselves. Loving yourself is hard. Listen: you are loved, you are worthy of love and respect, and you can be loved even on the days when you see nothing in yourself to love.