I wrote this in January 2018.
How Conversion Started
A few months back, it was about 11pm and my fellow muscle bear husband went to bed but I was still very horny. Ā Iām 48 (heās 45) and I still have a strong sex drive even though my husband and I only have sex with each other about one a week or so. Ā Since I was still having that nagging feeling that I needed to cum, I left our bed and went into the den to quickly check out some hot men on the straight soft porn on Cinemax.
Sometimes I want to get off quick without surfing for porn on the Internet, so Iāll just stroke one out to the hot bodies of the straight men in the soft porn on the pay cable channels. Ā I wanted to go to bed, so this would be a quick fix. Ā Then I could snuggle up next to my husband and go to sleep
On the soft core porn flick on Cinemax, there was a hot tanned guy with dark hair, goatee and a great ass fucking some chick (that I didnāt even notice). Ā They never show hard cock on these edited movies, but I figured I could jack off to his hot ass and body quickly.
Before I could even get hard, the scene suddenly shifted to a hot tub where two girls were getting out of it. Ā Aw fuck, I thought, pissed off that Iād have to sit there bored during a girl-on-girl scene while waiting for the next hot man to show up in the movie. Ā Absentmindedly, I sat there, naked, soft and frustrated, with my eyes semi-glazed over in my impending wait for hot manflesh.
On the giant TV screen, I saw the two naked girls, one blonde and one brunette, turn to face each other. Ā Objectively, I noticed that they both had large breasts, but I didnāt think they looked too big or cartoonish like most stereotypical straight porn. Ā The girls leaned forward until their wet tits touched each otherās. Ā Out of nowhere, I felt my face suddenly get flush. Ā What the Hell?
Onscreen, the two chicks in their early twenties then each stuck out their tongue until it touched the other girlās wet tongue. Ā At that instant, it felt like my heart flip-flopped inside my hairy chest, and I lost my breath! Ā My cheeks felt like they were on fire as I stared at the two girls began tongue-kissing each other passionately.
Before I could even think about what was happening to me, my 8-inch uncut cock was suddenly rock hard! Not only had I never gotten hard so quickly before in my life, but also never THIS hard before. Ā It felt like there was a steel rod inside my engorged dick, with the mushroom head on it more red and spread out than it had ever been.
My mind was barely registering my intense confusion when my gay cock started BLASTING OFF the hottest cum EVER in my gay life - without me even touching it! Ā White-hot gay cum kept shooting out of my dick, flying all over the place - in my chest hair, on the nearby lamp, all over my legs - all while I watched these two naked young women pressing their wet bodies against each other as they wildly tongue-kissed each other. Ā My entire body felt electricā¦ on fireā¦ I was struggling to catch my breath after experiencing the MOST intense orgasm of my entire life!
I gripped my still-stiffer-than-ever cock in my hand, amazed at how good it felt just then. Ā Although my mind was reeling, I realized that it was the sight of the two naked chicks making out that had caused me to experience the most satisfying cum of my life - and I wanted it to happen again. Ā Onscreen, the blond girl was licking the other chickās tits, rolling her tongue all over those wet, round globes. Ā As I watched intently, I started stroking my cock, still incredibly horny at this girl-on-girl action. Ā While one girl flicked her red tongue at the other girlās wet, pointy nipples, I caught myself flicking my own tongue out, licking my mustache as I began to moan deeply.
Despite just shooting out more cum than ever before in my life, my hairy gay nuts were now tensing up again as I stroked and jacked to that unbelievable scene on the screen. Ā As the two young women began passionately tongue-kissing each other again, my second orgasm about them erupted insanely, making me see black for a few seconds as I stroked and shot and stroked and shot.
I sat there catching my breath in confusion. Ā My body was still on fire, having broke out in a sweat during my first orgasm about the girls. Ā I had never been able to cum twice within a few minutes - and that was with men! Ā I had never even thought about women before, never even kissed a girl. Ā Even when watching straight porn before, my mind edited out the women as I focused on the hot men. Ā Why the fuck did this stereotypically straight manās fantasy suddenly propel me into the most intense and satisfying orgasms in my life?
My legs were trembling as I tried to clean up all of the cum I had shot across the den while watching that girl-on-girl action. Ā I wiped it off of my legs, chest and the rest of my body, completely freaked out at how intensely that scene had affected me.
I quietly crept into bed next to my snoring husband. Ā I realized that I had no urge to cuddle up to him like I always do when getting into bed. Ā I laid apart from him as I thought about what had just happened in the den. Ā What. The. Fuck.
Thinking over the experience, I knew that I was not the slightest bit hard before the naked and wet girls started tongue-kissing each other. Ā That had been the inciting moment. Ā As I lay there, I was imagining the smooth, glistening bodies of the two girls from the movie. Ā Without even willing it, suddenly I was thinking about those two girls lying next to me in the bed Iāve shared with my husband for over twenty years. Ā My still (!!!) hard cock jumped a little as felt myself thinking about how the girlsā naked, perfect bodies would feel like rubbing next to my own hard and hairy body.
Oh god, this was what I wanted! Ā In my mind I could perfectly see these young women next to me, and I realized that they were beautiful. Ā And I also was shocked to realize that, YES, I was VERY attracted to them! Ā Here I was, gay and married, but now realizing that I was attracted to hot young women, very deeply attracted and, somehow, it felt like it was completely natural - like it was my true self.
Suddenly, I was imagining those beautiful wet breasts in front of me, rubbing my thick gay mustache all over those burning nipples on the young women. Ā Fuck! Ā I was licking and sucking on those hot tits wildly, like it was a new sensation, even if Iād licked dozens of menās tits over the decades. Ā This was driving me nuts with desire! Ā In my mind, the beautiful young blonde girl brought her face to mine while my hands were running all over her perfect, perfect body - this body that would be about half my age in her early twenties.
In reality, I was stroking my cock furiously, but in my fantasy, I had my arms around the sexy blonde porn girl, pulling her completely against my hairy gay body as our lips met, and I imagined my first ever heterosexual kiss. Ā Just thinking about my rough and hungry tongue touching her wet tongue for the first time made my cock spasm out a little shot of cum at that - just thinking about kissing a woman for the first time!
As I caught my breath in reality, my hottest ever fantasy continued and I thought about the dark-haired girl making the other girl sit up for a second. Then the brunette beauty straddled my neck and suddenly her wet, shaved pussy was right in front of my face. Ā Shaved! Ā Like I somehow already had that secret preference for a shaved pussy!
Even though Iāve claimed that I had never paid any attention to any female bodies in the straight porn flicks Iād watched (āfor the hot men!ā), in this intense fantasy, I could perfectly see the girlās glistening pussy in front of meā¦ Wet and ready for my tongue - and thick gay mustache!
She pushed her cunt down to my lips and I kissed her pussy deeply, really spading her out with my hungry, formerly-gay tongue. Ā In my mind, I knew I wanted to grind the coarse hairs of my thick and very gay mustache all over her clit, wanting to excite and please her as much as she was exciting me. Ā I began tongue-fucking her wet hot cunt wildly, just as I felt the blonde girl taking my aching and leaking cock in her hand and guiding it to her own pussy lips as she also straddled my hips. Ā Holy fuck, feeling her pussy lips against the skin of my engorged cock head was making me even hornier for these girls.
Somehow, instinctively, my mind directed the dark-haired girl to turn around and face the blonde girl, and then repositioning her tasty cunt once again to receive my eager and thirsty tongue, which began stabbing at her delicious pussy lips again. Ā Looking up, I could see that she started tongue-kissing the blonde girl, just as the blonde girlās own shaved pussy began sliding slowly down my desperate gay cock.
In the midst of this, I realized that I was creating for my pleasure the Ultimate Straight Male Fantasy: Ā two beautiful young women tongue-kissing each other while I ate oneās smooth wet pussy while my cock piston-slammed into the tight slick cunt of the other girl!
This realization occurred as my cock started blasting out cum once again, and I was imagining eating out that pussy and fucking that pussy as the girls kissed each other for my pleasure. Ā Oh god, the orgasm made my legs kick out so wildly that I was afraid my husband would wake up and see me shooting off yet another orgasm that was so much hotter and more intense and satisfying than any Iād ever had with him - or any other man.
I was even worried he would know what had been in my head while I was cumming.
After those three amazing orgasms, I did fall asleep, and it was a wonderful and satisfying sleep. Ā Thoughts of the previous night were dancing around in my head and I was thinking about the next time I would be able to jack off to this newfound fantasy of mine. Ā Men have lots of fantasies, so I wasnāt letting myself think about the implications of my orgasms that had been completely about hot young women, and how they had made me cum the hottest ever in over 30 years of orgasming. Ā I thought that maybe I would get burned out on this hot, new and overwhelming fantasy after Iād stroked off about women a few more times.
As I got to my job, where Iām a visual manager of a clothing store, I was no longer quite so worried about my gayness and how the girl-on-girl action porn had affected me and seemingly triggered something in meā¦ brought out something in me that was already secretly there?
But then one of my assistants arrived and asked me what the agenda for the day was. Ā It was Lori, a college student who Iād worked with for about 4 months. Ā Hearing her voice, I turned around, and I looked at her. Ā I almost gasped as I realized I was finally truly seeing her as a man sees her: Ā a beautiful 21 year old with long blonde hair, a thin but voluptuous body, nice-sized tits straining at the material of her tee, and red lips that I suddenly wanted to press my own against and stick my tongue into her mouth, kissing her passionately as a man kisses his girl.
Holy Fuck! Ā It was like a switch had flipped in my mind! Ā Or, more accurately, it was like a secret room in my head had been opened, with my true and overpowering desires coming out for the first time.
