GHOST SPIDER

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                              MAKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND MAD TYPE     

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I run better than I swing.

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THIS blog 💗’s PLATONIC, FAM, & ENEMY SHIPS!!

*And I actually write them actively too!!!

[straightfromnyc]

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[straightfrombrooklyn]

       you ain’t my boyfriend                                                                    you ain’t my girlfriend 

                                        but you don’t want me to see nobody else

[straightfromnyc]

@straightfrombrooklyn said ;  ❛ fuck nuggets . ❜

   PAUSE ; A GLANCE AT HIM. SOMETIMES, EVEN SHE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND HIS MILLENNIAL JARGON. Should she be expressing concern for him? Questioning the absurdity of his words? ( both, she decides, && maybe one would yield the right answer. ) “I didn’t know you thought that nuggets were fuckable.” ( OR she could make a joke about it. damnit gwen, what happened to using nice words? ) 

   She bites her bottom lip, holding back a grin, but turning fully to pay closer attention to her partner-in-justice ( && definitely not crime ). “You okay?” He looked injury free at least, but who knows what could have happened to him while her back was turned...

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Spider-Gwen: Ghost Spider #4

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

[straightfromnyc]

@fireflybcy singed some of the web ...

   FACT OF LIFE: GWEN HAS TO PRACTICE HER QUIPS IN FRONT OF A MIRROR MOST DAYS. She’s not great at thinking them up on the fly, doesn’t have the natural charisma of Spider-Man(s). ( damnit, she’s trying. ) SOME-DAYS, however, her puns get worse than normal. Exhibit A: being exposed to the marvel that is Storm of the Fantastic Four. Not the kind of group that she would normally rub shoulders against, but--let it be known that having the ability to jump universes led to strange occurrences. 

   She’s trying to not let her wonderment affect her voice too strongly, but she knows for a fact that Peter has imprinted enough awe into her of the sciences ( even if she couldn’t science to save her life ). The dumb words && puns pass from her lips, endlessly, breathlessly, as she watches the Fantastic Four hero work. “Like, I know you must be told you’re hot a lot.” ( why can’t she stop talking? ) Her lips are mumbling, SHE KNOWS, but she’s? Amazed? && hoping to god above that Storm wouldn’t hear her. Even if some people were just smart, && deserved to be complimented for that too. “But you’re bright? And your brains? Are out of this world.” 

[straightfromnyc]

@archnigeist swung past the web ...

   SHE SHOULD NOT BE POKING INTO ANOTHER GWEN’S LIFE LIKE THIS. Mess with time && space && the way the timeline proceeded; she’d heard the entire lecture. ( no t-shirt souvenir, though. ) But it’s just so interesting, because Gwen wasn’t Gwen, && it was way too fun trying to find all the ways that made the other Gwen TICK. “I hear dating’s a great way of meeting new people and relaxing.” Casual, don’t push too hard. “Ever thought about it?”

   If she knew herself ( && let’s be real, sometimes she DIDN’T ), the words ‘meeting new people’ && ‘relaxing’ only existed in dreams. Maybe.

[straightfromnyc]

IN — CHARACTER : QUESTIONNAIRE.

✨ repost, don’t reblog !

1 ) WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE SMELL LIKE ?  like freshly washed clothes, the scent of flowery fabric conditioner sticking to her skin. like honey, milk, && black tea, for how much she drinks it to stop herself from downing energy drinks. like the lightest scent of bamboo shampoo, the cheapest alternative to scentless hair products she could feasibly afford.

2 ) HOW OFTEN DOES YOUR MUSE BATHE / SHOWER ?  ANY HABITS ?  daily as best, especially with how much sweat && dirt && dust can accumulate under the suit. it’s easier to wash off blood in the shower, after all!

3 ) DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS ?  the thought of having something extremely recognizable on her body that could be revealed with one, false movement && reveal of her skin... not a good idea.

4 ) ANY BODY MOVEMENT QUIRKS ( EX : LEG SHAKING ) ?  likes to whip her hair back && forth while out of the suit---she’s too used to not having the distraction of her hair while wearing the mask. the feeling of hair out of suit? just weird ( short hair helps though ).

5 ) WHAT DO THEY SLEEP IN ?  old shirts && boxer shorts.

6 ) WHAT’S THEIR FAVORITE PIECE OF CLOTHING ? the sneakers she carefully considered && splurged on.

7 ) WHAT DO THEY DO WHEN THEY WAKE UP ?  immediately turn over to curl up on one of the numerous pillows or blankets she has stacked on her bed.

8 ) HOW DO THEY SLEEP ?  POSITION ? light sleeper, depending on whether her spider-senses && enhancements will let her sleep well. she doesn’t sleep in one set position!

9 ) WHAT DO THEIR HANDS FEEL LIKE ?  soft as a baby’s bottom. those lowkey regenerative powers have a use sometimes, apparently.

10 ) IF YOU KISSED THEM, WHAT WOULD THEY USUALLY TASTE LIKE ? like the honey she puts in all her drinks. like the spices miles uses to cook their food. like the minty fresh toothpaste that she accidentally bought && now has to use up. the the range of bubblegum she chews on while on patrol, to soften impacts on her teeth.

✨ TAGGED BY:  stole it from @scarletwebs !!

✨ TAGGING: @straightfrombrooklyn ; @sp-doubleslash-dr ; @invisiblcsparks ; @hopesburned ( pete-y or whoever you’d like! ) ; && anyone else who wants to do this!

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and i look at you   .   .   . and   i’m   H O M E  .

[straightfromnyc]

@straightfrombrooklyn !!

[straightfromnyc]

@hopesburned wandered by the web ...

   SOMETIMES, SHE JUST WANTS TO WALK THE STREETS OF A NEW YORK IN A DIFFERENT UNIVERSE. Soak in the world, the noise, the way that every NYC seems to be just as busy as the last. It’s a constant variable that barely changes across the many dimensions, its loud talkers && numerous coffee chains. ( issue number one && most importantly; most of the time... gwen stacy is a dead woman walking. that’s why it’s easier to keep the mask on, no matter how conspicuous it was. ) At least this once, she wants to be another nameless person, walking the streets, living the life under the lights && noise.

   With her luck though, && her distraction, the collision between her && another passerby is only barely averted. “Oh! Sorry, I wasn’t watching where I was heading...” The light is almost too bright for her to see the other person’s face, but it seems... FAMILIAR. “Sorry about that!”

[straightfromnyc]

@goodspider swung too close ...

   ( DO NOT MAKE A BADLY TIMED COMMENT TO SPIDER-MAN ABOUT MURDER. DO NOT, GWEN, PLEASE. ) Too many news outlets recycled the old footage of the villain Mysterio’s supposed death. The articles accusing Spider-Man of committing the deed reminded her too much of her own struggles. She follows the call of her spider-senses, tugged in the direction of an ill-placed apartment rooftop... && waits. 

   Luck rolls her dice, && she sees him swinging by, senses twinging as they do in the presence of another Spider-Person. “So, they framed you for murder too?” her lips murmur, staring up at his form, eyes wondering && understanding all at once. ( or not. make the comment, scare the poor kid. self-control? don’t know her. ) 

[straightfromnyc]

@straightfrombrooklyn said ;  "it makes perfect sense to me. it’s kinda like a weird first date."

   WE BE SO SMITTEN ; IT’S CRAZY. I CAN’T HAVE WHAT I WANT... BUT NEITHER CAN YOU. 

   SHE DOESN’T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THIS. DOESN’T FEEL LIKE SITTING HERE, LISTENING, SMOTHERING HERSELF. But as much as she doesn’t, she wants more than anything to support him. To see him happier, smiling, enjoying life as it should have been; to the fullest, && without being held up. She knows her smile isn’t luminous, glowing or teasing as much as it could be, but SHE HAS LIMITS. Pushing herself to the line, the edge, && trying desperately already to not fall. ( no matter what, she cannot ruin this for him. she cannot. he deserves to be HAPPY. )

   “I mean. It’s a really weird first date.” Tell it like it is, try to keep the pain from her voice. She keeps her features shadowed by her hair, wishing for the nth time for her mask. “...but it sounds like she’d love it. You should do it.” Sure enough, he’ll enjoy it. Sure enough, she’ll have to sit through && listen to the aftermath, hear how much fun he had, how perfect this girl is. ( or maybe she’s exaggerating. maybe that won’t happen. but her mind cannot help but think, maybe this time he’ll find his forever girl, && he’ll be lost to her forever. )

   “...should you be leaving soon? To, you know. Prepare.” Forget the way her heart beats too loudly. FORGET.

YOU AIN’T MY BOYFRIEND.

[straightfromnyc]

@dailybugle asked ; I want pictures!

   J JONAH JAMESON WAS A CONSTANT BLESSING ; SHE WOULDN’T TRADE THAT MAN FOR THE WORLD. Of all the people she had met across the universes, JJJ had never changed. ( she was pretty sure she had already told him about her ‘identity’ anyways ... ) She sends him a blurry photo anyways, because why not.

   [ ghost-spider to daily bugle anonymous ] ;; pics before dinner?    [ ghost spider to daily bugle anonymous ] ;; didn’t know you had it in you

[straightfromnyc]

@metuereofnoctis swung by the web ...

   SOMETIMES, MOROSE FEELINGS HIT && HIT HARD. Especially when she has too much free time on her hands. Being forced to rest by her superiors just gave her free time to spend with one of the few people she trusted beneath the plate. Gives her time to talk about all the things they could change, all the things they would want. Maybe freedom, to breathe fresh hair. Maybe freedom, to feel the breeze, the clean air, the sun. Maybe freedom, to not have to worry about what tomorrow would bring. They cannot complain for too long, && most definitely not too loudly ( who knows who would be listening ). 

   “We could just leave,” she says, but she already knows she’s lying. Her lips twist into something pained, something filled with an entire history of struggles && knowing that neither of them were the type to give up. Perseverance ran too strong, too dominant in their DNA; it would take fire && blood && everything the world could throw at them for them to leave behind what they knew. BUT SHE COULD WISH. Wish, that she could take her father ( who works too hard, who bleeds too much, all for an enterprise that cared at least zero percent ) away from the chaos. Wish she could help Peter, whose mind shines so much brighter than them. Wish she could see the sky, from the shadows of the slum && just---

   “Ugh.” She feels dirty. Thinking too hard on all the things she has no control over does that to a person. “I don’t know if I’ve been taking too many missions, but... I just can’t stop thinking about everything Peter.” Fist tucked under her chin, resting upon it as she watches him work, marveling for the nth time at the dexterity of his fingers && the ingenuity of his mind. “How do you even deal?” The Slum was a mess, && all the information she had learned from her work told her that the Planet wasn’t doing any better. Try as she might, she couldn’t help but wish again: for something that could occupy her thoughts as much as engineering && reverse engineering could for Peter.

   “I wish you’d come to the Upper Plates. It’s not safe, but... I dunno.”