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[strangermaxine]

strangermaxine is a mutually exclusive, independent, canon divergent portrayal of max mayfield of stranger things. please be 20+ before interacting. est. july, 2022. as rescued by lane ( they/she/he, 22, est ). credits, contact info and dni list under the cut.

an exploration of : conquering fear or being consumed by it, grieving yourself before you’re gone, becoming part of the shadows, withholding your love like it’s venom, kate bush cassettes, and finding a reason to keep going.

please note that the following topics may be discussed on this blog: suicidal ideation, depression, death, gore, abuse, ptsd, childhood trauma.

                         *** spoilers present, but marked as st sp / on all posts mentioning them until july 14th!

find me here, too ! : @shadowchasing

credits: promo template, psd coloring.

please dni: ahoybats & their mutuals/followers, personals, non - mutuals, single muse billy h*rgrove blogs, people who ship with billy, anyone who’s ever used problematicrpfinder or anything similar, people who ship the kids in weird ways in their portrayals, if you don’t read my rules.

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

hey y’all, my dash has become extremely hectic and subsequently has become very overwhelming to visit. with this said, i’ve remade max’s blog! if you’d like the link/for me to follow you again, please either like this post or im me. depending on how many people request it, i may not be able to follow everyone again ( or else this’d be rather pointless, really ). i’ll be reblogging this/queuing it to post again at different times so everyone has a chance to see it! thank you for reading!

* if you’d not like to be mutuals again, that is a - okay, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your experience. & you can go ahead and unfollow this blog whenever!

[strangermaxine]

wwyd if u added max on yre 🤯

[memestockpile]

different ways to say ‘i love you’. 

‘i’ll make you something, yeah? your favorite dish, just for you.’

‘let’s get you back to bed.’

‘shh, it was just a nightmare.’

‘you like this, don’t you? i remember you saying that.’

‘i drew up a bath for you.’

‘you need rest.’

‘you ought to be asleep.’

‘i bought two.’

‘here. you can have the rest.’

‘i thought of you when i saw this.’

‘i like your smile.’

‘you have a cute laugh.’

‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’

‘it’s okay, i’m here, we’re okay.’

‘be careful.’

‘look both ways.’

‘you mean so much to me.’

‘i can’t lose you.’

‘i thought i might have lost you.’

‘how to you feel about the nickname, (insert nickname)?’

‘it looks good on you.’

‘i’ll make you soup.’

‘ah-ah-ah. you’re sick. you need to stay in bed.’

‘are you okay in there?’

‘that’s it, that’s it. get it all out. shh.’

‘it’s a remedy i knew. helps with your throat.’

‘it’s a lullaby. would you like me to sing it to you? would that help you fall asleep?’

‘i’m worried about you.’

‘what do you want to watch?’

‘where would you like to go for dinner?’

‘close your eyes and hold out your hands.’

‘we’ll figure it out.’

‘oh, it’s not big deal. you’re fine.’

‘i brought you some medicine for your cold.’

‘you’re important to me.’

‘this is your favorite song, right?’

‘you’re like a son/daughter to me.’

‘good luck!’

‘you’re like a mom/dad to me.’

‘don’t say that about yourself.’

‘want to come with?’

“wow! you look really nice.’

‘goodnight, (insert term of affection).’

‘it’s okay. i couldn’t sleep anyway.’

‘you can have half.’

‘come here. let me fix it.’

‘your tie is crooked.’

‘c’mere. shh, it’s okay.’

‘i’m not going to hurt you.’

‘can i touch you?’

‘can i kiss you?’

‘can i hug you?’

‘promise.’

‘would i ever lie to you?’

‘i think you’re very beautiful/handsome.’

‘hey, good-looking.’

‘of course i care. you’re my family.’

‘one more chapter.’

‘i love you.’

[jokers-ponytail]

“BUT ITS CANON!!!1!1”

[zvmbieboy-deactivated20221011]

@strangermaxine​ : ‘  sharing is caring? meh, go fuck yourself.  ’ 

‘ oh — okay. ’ it’s been difficult for him to navigate friendship with max, because sometimes will simply doesn’t know how to react, or if she’s being serious at all. either way, he’s having fun watching her play in the arcade, and he supposes he’s not nearly as good as her at the game, so maybe it’s okay if he’s just being the spectator that day. ‘ maybe i can play once you’re done ? ’ seems like a good compromise. he’s trying to be nice, because he knows dustin and lucas like her, and will wants her to feel welcomed in the group too. 

[strangermaxine]

heavily considering remaking?

[strangermaxine]

y’all, i’m ngl, i’m just gonna start using hardblock very liberally. i think it’s very important to put your mental health and your needs first, and absolutely no one is owed an explanation or justification as to why you had to put boundaries in place for self - preservation. if you feel like you should/need to do something for your own well - being, the ONLY person you owe anything to is yourself. you owe it to yourself to prioritize you over anyone else. please don’t guilt yourself or allow others to guilt you for making your space safe for you. this is your blog, this is your dashboard, these are your words and experiences.  this is meant to be a comfortable place for you, so please don’t allow other people to take that away.