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Im a little new to the rudo mom series well the blog in general and I was wondering if reader finds love again

Yes! The reader will find love again very soon hehe! Sorry for the late response as I had taken a break from my blog for a bit :)

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Hi all,

I know I’ve been gone for a bit and I have some things to say.

First off I would like to say thank you to everyone who has stayed and put up with me, I know it’s hard with me as a writer sometimes especially when I promise things that aren’t true and say I’ll upload when I don’t always.

Lately I’ve lost my passion to write, my passion to do anything actually, between things with my family and “friends” things haven’t been so good at all, and I’ve had no motivation or desire to continue my series or write any of my requests.

I know I might not be on this blog forever, as I already struggle with continuing on day after day with life in general, but if it ever got to that case depending on if I’m still writing I’d let someone else have the blog.

I’d say I’ll start writing again this week but I might continue my writing, if people want me to, once schools over. I know things are good with me mentally right now but I also know that the second one tiny thing happens my mood will be ruined again, and I hate not finishing this series for you guys as it is.

I hope you are all having an amazing day:)

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Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Fourty Four

Hiii my loves!!!! Hehe Tamsy’s back in another chapter!!!! I actually like how I wrote him here cause I feel like it’s close to how I envision Tamsy almost! :) Thank you all so much for your enjoyment of this series and the love you all have for it! I hope you all enjoy and have a good morning, afternoon, and night!

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Tamsy wasn’t a misunderstood person, he didn’t struggle in life like others did, he didn’t have to worry about money because he was wealthy, and overall he was just some spoiled rich boy who took advantage of every opportunity he had in life, including being the prince.

After all sure we may not have known about his past, as many people on the ground hadn’t as well, or at least the true one, and sure we didn’t know if his parents were great people or even if he had a good childhood, because in the end it doesn’t matter, what really mattered is who Tamsy Caines is today.

The same Tamsy that walks down the hall of the cleaners right at this moment, approaching Rudo’s room eerily, the same Tamsy whose heart gets darker and darker until it’s pitch black at the arrival of his destination, chaos already ensuing at just the sound of his knock, the sound marking the day the cleaners would never be the same again.

The cleaners…naive poor souls Tamsy thought, mainly the naive part as he actually felt no pity for them, no pity for those who were less than him, for those he deemed to kiss the ground he walked on, to eternity serve him, oh the cleaners, he was sure of what their response would be if anyone asked about him, that they would say he was a quiet guy, that he kept to himself, that he seemed to be nice other than the occasion weirdness they would rarely sense from him, and that he could be sarcastic sometimes, oh how far off those words really were.

Tamsy was very well fully aware of himself, taking immense pride in it as well, he knew he was what others deemed “bad”, that he manipulated whoever he wanted, cried the victim whenever it benefited, twisted words of others when needed, and hurt lots and lots of people, but he knew they all deserved it, that they all had too, because if someone didn’t line up with his plan, didn’t agree with his ways, then he simply had no use for them, and so he simply took out the trash.

Ironically, in his mind, no one had even lived to tell the tale of this, except for you though, you were always so special to Tamsy's heart, what he’d call love others call obsession but Tamsy didn’t care because in the end he’d have you, and in the end everything will be as he wants it to be, with Rudo unlocking his full potential, and with you by his side, as you should have been a long time ago, and this time he’ll make sure you stay by him, even if it means chaining you down… and breaking you again.

Tamsy had seen the whole dinner fiasco, smirking and letting out a laugh as he was far far away from the others yet close enough to see, Rudo truly was a miracle, a boy full of prosperity, because due to him Tamsy didn’t even need to force the two of you apart, he didn’t need to put his plan in action, didn’t need to surprise you one night, threaten you and your baby, didn’t need to manipulate Rudo, and didn’t need to drive all the cleaners away from the two of you either, because Rudo was already doing all the work for him, and for that he was forever grateful and excited for.

Tamsy saw how disgusting the boy was when he opened the door, how he looked like the all the trash discarded on the ground, how “broken” he was over the entire situation, broken….to think such a little thing like this would break the boy, Tamsy almost felt eager now, excited to await how much Rudo will take to the future, to all the bad things that will happen to make all of this look like nothing, and yet as smart as Rudo was it was clear the boy had no clue what was coming, a disadvantage for him yet a benefit for Tamsy.

Pretending to care was easy, people were always so stupid with their emotions, clinging onto the kindness others would bring in desperate times, guards so down that they wouldn’t be able to comprehend the danger, that they wouldn’t be able to understand that the person isn’t helping them but indeed are instead plotting and no planning out their ways to hurt them, possibly even to kill them.

Tamsy always pretends when he’s around the cleaners, keeping his act up and his smile on right, and here he was doing this now, getting Rudo to naively trust him as the two sat in the boys room, rubbing his hand against the boys back in a soothing motion, making a mental note on scrubbing his hands over and over again later, disgusted at the thought of touching such a lowlife right now, making sure to also burn his outfit later, the thought of the deadbeats tears being on it repulsing him immediately.

Tamsy was grateful when the boy had finally calmed down, grateful that he could move away from him, and grateful that he wouldn’t have to hear his pathetic crying anymore, gosh he really hated stupid cry babies, after all Tamsy’s never done that before so obviously losers are the only ones who do, but it’ll all be ok because soon enough Rudo won’t be a loser anymore, and soon enough everything will be perfect.

Tamsy wondered where everything went wrong, wondered why the boy was so insistent on you, so clingy towards you, so…caring? no, pathetic when it came to you, Rudo should’ve been angry, he just was, and yet when talking to a Tamsy he has the audacity to say that he wants to try and forgive you, try and move past this, try and at least resolve this, Tamsy knows now why he’s always hated kids, and Rudo was just proving a point.

Rolling his eyes Tamsy knew exactly what he had to do, and so with a faked hesitancy, a pretendence of care, he leaned over towards Rudo and whispered one little lie, hiding his grin in his sleeve at the expression on the boys face, oh today and the days going forward were going to be very fun, Tamsy just had a feeling.

“Well fine then, I don’t want her as a mother either”

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Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Fourty Four

Hiii my loves!!!! Hehe Tamsy’s back in another chapter!!!! I actually like how I wrote him here cause I feel like it’s close to how I envision Tamsy almost! :) Thank you all so much for your enjoyment of this series and the love you all have for it! I hope you all enjoy and have a good morning, afternoon, and night!

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Taglist: @rainbow-pop-arts @madeofeverythingjuice @si11ymotherfucker @maysaetta @abyssal-via @urtoslowijumpwalls777 @beepboopcowboy @eyes-ofhell @t0rchknight @h3artfili4 @yukiazrielhagane @kayyterrific @littlest4r7 @enjinswif3 @sparrowwithaquill @youicedcoffee @niophiasca @b1xi @maniccrystalhippie @chubbi-berry @fanboilingwriter @alphaash99 @chiizuluvr @aphrodita-a @maraschino-bullet @cherrymxxlight @stxr-lilac @missarms @tamsysn1fan @wakashudou @the-freak-circus-fan @faenystargaryen @rotinginmybed @simp-hub @poppyflower-22 @lokilovur @tealadiy @sunligth @violentdisaster @wleksstuff @holylonelyponyeatingmacaroni @muztata @mousedit @marmar1087273 @faltaterapia @my-mourning-coffee @jeshomie @abstract-doll @thelovermoonlight @elliepurple22

Tamsy wasn’t a misunderstood person, he didn’t struggle in life like others did, he didn’t have to worry about money because he was wealthy, and overall he was just some spoiled rich boy who took advantage of every opportunity he had in life, including being the prince.

After all sure we may not have known about his past, as many people on the ground hadn’t as well, or at least the true one, and sure we didn’t know if his parents were great people or even if he had a good childhood, because in the end it doesn’t matter, what really mattered is who Tamsy Caines is today.

The same Tamsy that walks down the hall of the cleaners right at this moment, approaching Rudo’s room eerily, the same Tamsy whose heart gets darker and darker until it’s pitch black at the arrival of his destination, chaos already ensuing at just the sound of his knock, the sound marking the day the cleaners would never be the same again.

The cleaners…naive poor souls Tamsy thought, mainly the naive part as he actually felt no pity for them, no pity for those who were less than him, for those he deemed to kiss the ground he walked on, to eternity serve him, oh the cleaners, he was sure of what their response would be if anyone asked about him, that they would say he was a quiet guy, that he kept to himself, that he seemed to be nice other than the occasion weirdness they would rarely sense from him, and that he could be sarcastic sometimes, oh how far off those words really were.

Tamsy was very well fully aware of himself, taking immense pride in it as well, he knew he was what others deemed “bad”, that he manipulated whoever he wanted, cried the victim whenever it benefited, twisted words of others when needed, and hurt lots and lots of people, but he knew they all deserved it, that they all had too, because if someone didn’t line up with his plan, didn’t agree with his ways, then he simply had no use for them, and so he simply took out the trash.

Ironically, in his mind, no one had even lived to tell the tale of this, except for you though, you were always so special to Tamsy's heart, what he’d call love others call obsession but Tamsy didn’t care because in the end he’d have you, and in the end everything will be as he wants it to be, with Rudo unlocking his full potential, and with you by his side, as you should have been a long time ago, and this time he’ll make sure you stay by him, even if it means chaining you down… and breaking you again.

Tamsy had seen the whole dinner fiasco, smirking and letting out a laugh as he was far far away from the others yet close enough to see, Rudo truly was a miracle, a boy full of prosperity, because due to him Tamsy didn’t even need to force the two of you apart, he didn’t need to put his plan in action, didn’t need to surprise you one night, threaten you and your baby, didn’t need to manipulate Rudo, and didn’t need to drive all the cleaners away from the two of you either, because Rudo was already doing all the work for him, and for that he was forever grateful and excited for.

Tamsy saw how disgusting the boy was when he opened the door, how he looked like the all the trash discarded on the ground, how “broken” he was over the entire situation, broken….to think such a little thing like this would break the boy, Tamsy almost felt eager now, excited to await how much Rudo will take to the future, to all the bad things that will happen to make all of this look like nothing, and yet as smart as Rudo was it was clear the boy had no clue what was coming, a disadvantage for him yet a benefit for Tamsy.

Pretending to care was easy, people were always so stupid with their emotions, clinging onto the kindness others would bring in desperate times, guards so down that they wouldn’t be able to comprehend the danger, that they wouldn’t be able to understand that the person isn’t helping them but indeed are instead plotting and no planning out their ways to hurt them, possibly even to kill them.

Tamsy always pretends when he’s around the cleaners, keeping his act up and his smile on right, and here he was doing this now, getting Rudo to naively trust him as the two sat in the boys room, rubbing his hand against the boys back in a soothing motion, making a mental note on scrubbing his hands over and over again later, disgusted at the thought of touching such a lowlife right now, making sure to also burn his outfit later, the thought of the deadbeats tears being on it repulsing him immediately.

Tamsy was grateful when the boy had finally calmed down, grateful that he could move away from him, and grateful that he wouldn’t have to hear his pathetic crying anymore, gosh he really hated stupid cry babies, after all Tamsy’s never done that before so obviously losers are the only ones who do, but it’ll all be ok because soon enough Rudo won’t be a loser anymore, and soon enough everything will be perfect.

Tamsy wondered where everything went wrong, wondered why the boy was so insistent on you, so clingy towards you, so…caring? no, pathetic when it came to you, Rudo should’ve been angry, he just was, and yet when talking to a Tamsy he has the audacity to say that he wants to try and forgive you, try and move past this, try and at least resolve this, Tamsy knows now why he’s always hated kids, and Rudo was just proving a point.

Rolling his eyes Tamsy knew exactly what he had to do, and so with a faked hesitancy, a pretendence of care, he leaned over towards Rudo and whispered one little lie, hiding his grin in his sleeve at the expression on the boys face, oh today and the days going forward were going to be very fun, Tamsy just had a feeling.

“Well fine then, I don’t want her as a mother either”

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Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Fourty Three

Hiii all! I think this actually might have been the longest time I’ve been gone and haven’t written any stories for, I honestly don’t know if many of you are still going to read my story or are still interested as I keep disappearing sometimes, especially with this big of a disappearance. I apologize, I know how many times I say I’m back for good only to disappear but this time I won’t, I’ll show you all. I just wanted to say thank you so much to all those who have been with me day one or since the very beginning, I know it’s been a long ride but your patience and love really means so much to me, and really keeps me going. I’m also thankful to all of you who have been along for the ride even if it hasn’t been for long, seeing your enthusiasm and kindness is what keeps me writing. I really hope you all enjoy.

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Taglist: [OPEN]

Taglist: @rainbow-pop-arts @madeofeverythingjuice @si11ymotherfucker @maysaetta @abyssal-via @urtoslowijumpwalls777 @beepboopcowboy @eyes-ofhell @t0rchknight @h3artfili4 @yukiazrielhagane @kayyterrific @littlest4r7 @enjinswif3 @sparrowwithaquill @youicedcoffee @niophiasca @b1xi @maniccrystalhippie @chubbi-berry @fanboilingwriter @alphaash99 @chiizuluvr @aphrodita-a @maraschino-bullet @cherrymxxlight @stxr-lilac @missarms @tamsysn1fan @wakashudou @the-freak-circus-fan @faenystargaryen @rotinginmybed @simp-hub @poppyflower-22 @lokilovur @tealadiy @sunligth @violentdisaster @wleksstuff @holylonelyponyeatingmacaroni @muztata @mousedit @marmar1087273 @faltaterapia @my-mourning-coffee @jeshomie @abstract-doll @thelovermoonlight @elliepurple22

Rudo stared at the room in silence, his eyes burning into the wall, locked deeply away in his mind, he was so deep in thought, so far away from reality, he felt as if he didn’t exist, as if he was seeing the life of someone else, floating and observing.

Rudo felt…….well he didn’t know actually, didn’t know what emotions were going on, didn’t know what emotions he should’ve been feeling, didn’t know anything at all, I mean was Rudo supposed to be sad? Was he supposed to be angry? Was he anything at all in this huge world, this vast place that was home to millions of people, did he, one in a million, really matter?

Rudo could guess he was numb, that this must’ve been why he felt nothing, but he knew that wasn’t entirely true either, that the numbness didn’t explain the tears that rolled down his face, or the way his heart would clench in sadness at the thought of betrayal every few minutes, whether from him or his mother he didn’t know, and the way his hands would curl up in anger, the rage he felt buried inside shaking him firm to his core as it begged to be let out, begged to cause havoc.

Maybe Rudo felt both everything and nothing at the same time, a horrid fate yet a suiting one in his opinion, after all with everything that’s gone so dearly wrong for him in his life he really supposes he shouldn’t be surprised anymore, that he deserves this, that the emotions that were swirling inside of him, tearing him apart, wrecking him, destroying him, were all what he deserved, and in Rudo’s mind that’s exactly what he kept thinking, hours ticking bye as he couldn’t help but succumb to the hell of his mind.

Time kept passing though, people kept moving, kids kept playing, and life kept going on, the world didn’t stop just because Rudo was in his feelings, the world never stopped for no one, not that Rudo would notice anyways, too far gone in the illusions of the past to realize the reality, the reality that what felt like minutes was hours, what felt small was big, and that no matter how many times he tried to replay the moments of tonight’s dinner there would be no different outcome than now.

Rudo didn’t think there was any escape, that the chains his mind had encased him in would leave him there forever, yet for the tiniest moment it seemed as if he was briefly present of himself right now, slowly tilting his head down as he watched his hands shake, what from he didn’t know, maybe it was his anger or maybe it was his fear, but what did he have to be afraid of? Was it that he was afraid that he hurt you, that he was a monster, that he was something that should have never been born? That he was deep down afraid to live a day longer, another day more where he could hurt someone else, or worse damage you even more?

Rudo didn’t register the next moments, his body acting before his brain could catch up, Rudo remembers vaguely through his haze hearing a knock faintly in the distance, one he assumes now was his door, and so that’s why he was walking slowly towards it, hesitantly and cautiously, unsure of what awaited him on the other side.

Was it you Rudo thought? Was it another cleaner coming to defend you? Was it Enjin coming to talk sense into him? Was it Zanka ready to scold him? Did he want someone like that to come in?… Was Rudo even in the right? Rudo didn’t want to think about his last thought, remarking to himself that he’d rather bash his head into the wall than to keep thinking about it all, than to keep seeing the look on your face from appearing in his mind every five seconds, your sadness fueling his guilt by the second, making his skin crawl as soon enough all he saw was the blood dripping from his arms as he weakly grabs the door knob.

His eyes fluttered shut for a second, either from the blood loss he was experiencing or from the tiredness and drainage he felt from today, Rudo briefly remembers the times when he was young, back when everything was fine on the sphere, when the three of you would celebrate each others birthdays, when the three of you would go on picnics, when the three of you were happy, but he also remembers when it was the two of you, when the two of you were on the ground, when the two of you navigated this place together, when the two of you reunited with each other, but now there was one, and possibly none.

Rudo hated being weak, hated being looked down upon, and even if his mind wasn’t collectively there it knew the same, allowing him to leave his fog and let his anger win, let the chaos take over, let him lose himself once more because what else did Rudo possibly have to lose now? He lost Regto, he lost you….and he lost himself.

Tamsy? Rudo hadn’t expected this at all, didn’t know how to even feel about this surprise of a guest, all he could think about other than his spiraling thoughts was what was Tamsy doing here, why now out of all times had the man decided to appear again, wondering was it possible that he saw the whole interaction, that he was going to try and talk sense into him, or worse mock him?

Rudo knows Tamsy wouldn’t do that as he’s had good interactions with the man before but Rudo didn’t want to be reminded of you at all in this moment, his hands shaking worse now, he hated everyone, he hated the cleaners, he hated the raiders, he hated his teammates, and he hated you, hated how much you affected him, how much you hurt him, hated the secrets you kept from him, the same ones that ruined him.

Rudo tried to slam the door, tried to channel his old friend of anger, tried to let it take over himself again, tried to completely disappear, but it was almost as if Tamsy cared for him, that he seemed concerned for him, because as Rudo screamed at him, shouted at him, slammed the door on him, Tamsy didn’t budge, putting his foot against the door to block it from slamming shut, smiling as if he was being genuine, eyes locked onto him, eyes telling the story of a friend who was trying to make sure he was ok, eyes Rudo didn’t know he could trust.

Rudo raised his fist, he couldn’t control himself he thought, he couldn’t be perfect, he couldn’t be a normal boy, he had never hurt you before all this, he had sworn against it, sworn to beat up and hurt those who did, and yet here he was, he tried justifying himself, tried telling himself you kept secrets from him, you lied to him, but he knew his anger was like a virus, and this one had no cure, something he knew deep down a long time ago.

Maybe that's why he just couldn’t take it anymore, couldn’t take pushing others away, hurting others constantly, getting betrayed by those he held close, and maybe that’s why he fell into Tamsy’s arms, his emotions coming out of him, escaping him, as all he could do is cry his heart out while Tamsy consoled him, promising him that everything would be alright, and Rudo hoped for his sake he was right.

“P-please Tamsy…..help me”

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Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Fourty Three

Hiii all! I think this actually might have been the longest time I’ve been gone and haven’t written any stories for, I honestly don’t know if many of you are still going to read my story or are still interested as I keep disappearing sometimes, especially with this big of a disappearance. I apologize, I know how many times I say I’m back for good only to disappear but this time I won’t, I’ll show you all. I just wanted to say thank you so much to all those who have been with me day one or since the very beginning, I know it’s been a long ride but your patience and love really means so much to me, and really keeps me going. I’m also thankful to all of you who have been along for the ride even if it hasn’t been for long, seeing your enthusiasm and kindness is what keeps me writing. I really hope you all enjoy.

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Gachiakuta Masterlist

Taglist: [OPEN]

Taglist: @rainbow-pop-arts @madeofeverythingjuice @si11ymotherfucker @maysaetta @abyssal-via @urtoslowijumpwalls777 @beepboopcowboy @eyes-ofhell @t0rchknight @h3artfili4 @yukiazrielhagane @kayyterrific @littlest4r7 @enjinswif3 @sparrowwithaquill @youicedcoffee @niophiasca @b1xi @maniccrystalhippie @chubbi-berry @fanboilingwriter @alphaash99 @chiizuluvr @aphrodita-a @maraschino-bullet @cherrymxxlight @stxr-lilac @missarms @tamsysn1fan @wakashudou @the-freak-circus-fan @faenystargaryen @rotinginmybed @simp-hub @poppyflower-22 @lokilovur @tealadiy @sunligth @violentdisaster @wleksstuff @holylonelyponyeatingmacaroni @muztata @mousedit @marmar1087273 @faltaterapia @my-mourning-coffee @jeshomie @abstract-doll @thelovermoonlight @elliepurple22

Rudo stared at the room in silence, his eyes burning into the wall, locked deeply away in his mind, he was so deep in thought, so far away from reality, he felt as if he didn’t exist, as if he was seeing the life of someone else, floating and observing.

Rudo felt…….well he didn’t know actually, didn’t know what emotions were going on, didn’t know what emotions he should’ve been feeling, didn’t know anything at all, I mean was Rudo supposed to be sad? Was he supposed to be angry? Was he anything at all in this huge world, this vast place that was home to millions of people, did he, one in a million, really matter?

Rudo could guess he was numb, that this must’ve been why he felt nothing, but he knew that wasn’t entirely true either, that the numbness didn’t explain the tears that rolled down his face, or the way his heart would clench in sadness at the thought of betrayal every few minutes, whether from him or his mother he didn’t know, and the way his hands would curl up in anger, the rage he felt buried inside shaking him firm to his core as it begged to be let out, begged to cause havoc.

Maybe Rudo felt both everything and nothing at the same time, a horrid fate yet a suiting one in his opinion, after all with everything that’s gone so dearly wrong for him in his life he really supposes he shouldn’t be surprised anymore, that he deserves this, that the emotions that were swirling inside of him, tearing him apart, wrecking him, destroying him, were all what he deserved, and in Rudo’s mind that’s exactly what he kept thinking, hours ticking bye as he couldn’t help but succumb to the hell of his mind.

Time kept passing though, people kept moving, kids kept playing, and life kept going on, the world didn’t stop just because Rudo was in his feelings, the world never stopped for no one, not that Rudo would notice anyways, too far gone in the illusions of the past to realize the reality, the reality that what felt like minutes was hours, what felt small was big, and that no matter how many times he tried to replay the moments of tonight’s dinner there would be no different outcome than now.

Rudo didn’t think there was any escape, that the chains his mind had encased him in would leave him there forever, yet for the tiniest moment it seemed as if he was briefly present of himself right now, slowly tilting his head down as he watched his hands shake, what from he didn’t know, maybe it was his anger or maybe it was his fear, but what did he have to be afraid of? Was it that he was afraid that he hurt you, that he was a monster, that he was something that should have never been born? That he was deep down afraid to live a day longer, another day more where he could hurt someone else, or worse damage you even more?

Rudo didn’t register the next moments, his body acting before his brain could catch up, Rudo remembers vaguely through his haze hearing a knock faintly in the distance, one he assumes now was his door, and so that’s why he was walking slowly towards it, hesitantly and cautiously, unsure of what awaited him on the other side.

Was it you Rudo thought? Was it another cleaner coming to defend you? Was it Enjin coming to talk sense into him? Was it Zanka ready to scold him? Did he want someone like that to come in?… Was Rudo even in the right? Rudo didn’t want to think about his last thought, remarking to himself that he’d rather bash his head into the wall than to keep thinking about it all, than to keep seeing the look on your face from appearing in his mind every five seconds, your sadness fueling his guilt by the second, making his skin crawl as soon enough all he saw was the blood dripping from his arms as he weakly grabs the door knob.

His eyes fluttered shut for a second, either from the blood loss he was experiencing or from the tiredness and drainage he felt from today, Rudo briefly remembers the times when he was young, back when everything was fine on the sphere, when the three of you would celebrate each others birthdays, when the three of you would go on picnics, when the three of you were happy, but he also remembers when it was the two of you, when the two of you were on the ground, when the two of you navigated this place together, when the two of you reunited with each other, but now there was one, and possibly none.

Rudo hated being weak, hated being looked down upon, and even if his mind wasn’t collectively there it knew the same, allowing him to leave his fog and let his anger win, let the chaos take over, let him lose himself once more because what else did Rudo possibly have to lose now? He lost Regto, he lost you….and he lost himself.

Tamsy? Rudo hadn’t expected this at all, didn’t know how to even feel about this surprise of a guest, all he could think about other than his spiraling thoughts was what was Tamsy doing here, why now out of all times had the man decided to appear again, wondering was it possible that he saw the whole interaction, that he was going to try and talk sense into him, or worse mock him?

Rudo knows Tamsy wouldn’t do that as he’s had good interactions with the man before but Rudo didn’t want to be reminded of you at all in this moment, his hands shaking worse now, he hated everyone, he hated the cleaners, he hated the raiders, he hated his teammates, and he hated you, hated how much you affected him, how much you hurt him, hated the secrets you kept from him, the same ones that ruined him.

Rudo tried to slam the door, tried to channel his old friend of anger, tried to let it take over himself again, tried to completely disappear, but it was almost as if Tamsy cared for him, that he seemed concerned for him, because as Rudo screamed at him, shouted at him, slammed the door on him, Tamsy didn’t budge, putting his foot against the door to block it from slamming shut, smiling as if he was being genuine, eyes locked onto him, eyes telling the story of a friend who was trying to make sure he was ok, eyes Rudo didn’t know he could trust.

Rudo raised his fist, he couldn’t control himself he thought, he couldn’t be perfect, he couldn’t be a normal boy, he had never hurt you before all this, he had sworn against it, sworn to beat up and hurt those who did, and yet here he was, he tried justifying himself, tried telling himself you kept secrets from him, you lied to him, but he knew his anger was like a virus, and this one had no cure, something he knew deep down a long time ago.

Maybe that's why he just couldn’t take it anymore, couldn’t take pushing others away, hurting others constantly, getting betrayed by those he held close, and maybe that’s why he fell into Tamsy’s arms, his emotions coming out of him, escaping him, as all he could do is cry his heart out while Tamsy consoled him, promising him that everything would be alright, and Rudo hoped for his sake he was right.

“P-please Tamsy…..help me”

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Can you make a Mitsuya from Tokyo Revengers x male reader ? Where reader is autistic intends to drift off into space when he talks. Just staring at him in bliss. Or rocks back in forth in place when at Mitsuya’s since they feel comfortable enough to do so, cause there scared of being judged by people?

Hiiii!!! I honestly tried my best for this and I’m deeply sorry if any parts are inaccurate or offensive somehow to people with autism, I tried to not be stereotypical as much as I could but if I was I’m very sorry. I originally had the reader drifting off into space but I felt like it didn’t fit what I was writing so I cut it, I really hope you and everyone reading this enjoys this!

Mine

Mitsuya x m! Reader

Category: Fluff, angst

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Throughout your whole life when growing up you had always felt different from the other kids in school. It was almost as if everyone was made the same way but you were missing a few pieces, pieces that made you different from the others, and you hated it. At first you hadn’t really noticed the differences, but as you grew older in age it got harder to ignore and soon the other kids started to notice it too, and it seemed that they felt the same way about your weirdness as you did.

You were often a target of bullying through all of elementary to middle school, the other kids would constantly call you names or mock you, taking advantage of your insecurities and your condition that made you contrast them so much so, and after each day when laying in bed at night you could still hear their voices haunting you, plaguing you until by some miracle you could fall asleep.

“Hey look it’s y/n, you think he’ll make eye contact with us today”

“What’s the matter with you huh, I obviously didn’t mean that idiot”

“Gosh y/n you're so dumb, they should put you in the r3t@rD class.

“Look it’s the sped, why r u still alive”

Nothing got better though when you found out you were autistic either, your mom on one hand was so happy that she finally knew what made you…you, but to kids your age in middle school it just meant that they could turn the dial up in bullying. You remember the whispering the most, how everyone started to talk about you, laugh at you, even stare at you no matter where you went, making you feel trapped as you felt everyone’s gaze.

You often wondered why couldn’t they understand, couldn’t comprehend that you just didn’t wanna look at them, after all why was that so bad? So everyday when you hoped you would get an answer, get a reason why they would do this, why you would be treated like this, you never did, and the bullying never stopped either.

Time went on and gradually you learned to almost mask yourself, blending in to what people deemed normal, making eye contact more even if it wasn’t the best, blaming it on anxiety or being nervous, learning what people really meant when they said things, especially studying on whether they were talking literally or just jokingly, and even then that still messes you up from time to time.

Everything overall had seemed to be going perfectly well in your life now, until your mom made you change high schools, where you soon met a boy your age named Mitsuya Takashi and things started to change once again. Your mom had wanted you to join a club in this new school, claiming that she wanted you to be more social and have more friends, and as much as you wanted to just go home to your safe space of a room you felt bad letting your mom down, so here you were at sewing club.

You knew it wasn’t really manly but it had piqued your interest, plus your mom didn’t say you had to go to the club again after the first meeting so it didn’t really matter to you, after all it’s not like you’d care about any of these people here right. You were wrong, after that first meeting you kept coming back to the club, and it wasn’t that the club itself was necessary interesting but rather a boy, you didn’t know what it was exactly about him, whether his warm smile or the way he seemed to be so kind, a contrast from the coldness you’ve known before, but you wanted to see him more.

“Hi I’m Takashi”

“Oh, I’m y/n”

“Y/n, hmm that’s a nice name, say I haven’t seen you around before, are you new here or are you just trying to impress some girl”

“N-new here, I don’t…have a girl”

“Haha relax y/n I’m just joking”

You and Mitsuya were instantly friends after that day, at the same time too you had found out that the both of you shared a lot of classes in common, leading to the two of you to practically be around each other all the time, constantly talking until you realized you had nothing else to talk about, but what was even worse and something you were honestly afraid of was the feelings you were slowly developing for him.

In your mind you had valid reasons to be concerned, number one you were a guy, not all guys liked other guys and some guys even hated those who did, you didn’t think mitsuya would be like one of those but that didn’t mean you didn’t trust the others, you had finally escaped a place where you used to be judged and you didn’t want to go back to that ever again. Reason two though was the one that hurt you the most, mitsuya didn’t know you were autistic, you know that it it shouldn’t be that much of a big deal but it was to you, you couldn’t help the thoughts at night that would tell you he’d judge you, that he’d hate you, that he’d think you were weird, or that he would bully you.

“Hey y/n or should I say freak”

“Are you autistic? Geez you should have told me sooner, if I knew from the beginning I wouldn’t have hung out around you”

“Look we don’t accept you in this club so scram”

“Gosh y/n why are you so weird, can’t you try and act normal for five seconds”

From that night on after one particularly bad dream you had distanced yourself from mitsuya, you thought that maybe if you went away and disappeared like you had used to with all your old friends before then so would mitsuya, but it was as if that made him try even harder, almost like a moth attracted to a flame, because each time you tried to get away he ended up getting closer to you and your heart, and you hated it.

Each day it boiled over and over until one day you just couldn’t take it anymore, emotions exploding as you shouted everything, from your feelings to you being bullied for being autistic, crying as you mumble that you knew he could never love someone like you, because if you couldn’t love yourself even then who ever would, but mitsuya calm and collected as always just pressed a kiss to your forehead, telling you that he does love you, that he doesn’t care that your autistic and that if anyone says anything to tell him, that he’ll have a"talk with them”, and as you looked into his eyes briefly for a moment you knew it was true and you couldn’t help but to be so in love and so happy.

“I love you y/n”

“I love you Mitsuya”

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Do you have an ao3 account

Hiiii, unfortunately I do not have a ao3 account as of right now, but I’ve been thinking of creating one soon! So once I do I’ll make sure to post about it on here :)

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For the Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Series, What gender would you want the baby to be?

Girl

Boy

Not stated specifically

Voting ended onApr 1

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Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Forty Two

Hiii all!!!! Thank you all so much for your love and support!!! I love you all so much and to show this a special story that I’ve been working on will be released soon!!! One I know you all will love!!! This chapter will be dark, especially if you get at what I’m hinting towards, I honestly toned it down a lot so I hope that it’s fine and I hope you all enjoy!!! Have a good rest of the day!!

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Oh y/n y/n y/n y/n…… did he know you? Gosh Tamsy almost scoffed at the statement, he knew you of course…and very well too, geez he swore in this moment that he almost let his mask slip, almost started to burst into laughter at the stupidity of Corvus, but then the thought of just thinking about you and your sweetness nearly brought Tamsy to his knees, his eyes just rolling back at the thought of your presence, you were a divine angel, a disciple of god, a women to be worshipped, and only by him, something he knew since the days he laid eyes on you, since the day he practically claimed you.

Turning his gaze towards Corvus he muttered no and asked him who you were and what this was about, acting all confused as if his mind wasn’t thinking about how you honestly believed that you could escape him, after all why would you need to?

No no no you should be back at home with him, grateful for him, worshiping him as if he was a god, begging on your knees for forgiveness until the blood for all the hours lying there in hope for him to forgive you covers the floor completely, and then maybe and just maybe would he swoop you up and save you, because Tamsy Caines gave you everything, let you do whatever you wanted, even if you didn’t know you wanted it.

Did you really in your tiny frail naive mind think you could escape him, that you could hide things from him, that he didn’t know where you went or that you were even pregnant, the thought of you thinking that brought a sinister grin on the inside of Tamsy because of course he knew, he knew everything after all, especially the things that not even you knew about your own self.

Tamsy can remember the days when you were “alone” in bed, except you weren’t because in reality you were never alone, oh no Tamsy was always by your side each night when he was supposed to be away, brushing your hair and caressing your face as he whispers on how perfect you’d be, slipping away effortlessly when you’d start to stir, but just because he was away didn't mean he didn’t watch you nor did he interact with you with the time he was “gone”.

Had you honestly thought that you had learned to love in such a disgusting way because of all those men? That because of everything you went through you got stronger? Oh no princess it was because of him, he was the one to pay most of those slimy pigs to hurt you, to traumatize you, to break you, because you were only good if you were tameable, only good if he could mold you into the person he thought you could be, and in the end it all worked out, with him tying up loose ends and killing all those pests who honestly thought they could touch you.

Oh and your pregnancy all the way back then, oh how clueless you were, clueless to the endless nights were when you were asleep and the bed would creak and creak and creak, the smell that lasted through the night and disappeared when you woke up, round after round as he had to make sure, waiting and praying everyday that you would finally show, finally,y be pregnant, till he could finally trap you forever.

But then you just had to be such a defiant little bitch, trying to run from him? You needed to learn your lesson and unfortunately for you Tamsy knew just how, so yes he’ll admit he beat you everyday purposely just so you would lose your baby, he made sure though that you had carried it to some term, formed some bond, because like a toy you needed to be broken in order to get fixed, and he found his way.

Tamsy can admit though that he did feel remorse, after all why do you think he let you escape, let you run off and live with that disgusting pest…Regto, and on top of that he let you even play house when little Rudo came along, because he knew in the end he would take you back, that your little family would soon be no more, and surprisingly he has to admit this was happening sooner than he thought, a joyful surprise.

Even when you were just finding out you were pregnant he knew, he knew all the way from when you were on the sphere in your cute little paradise of a shit home, and it irritated him, the thought of a lowlife like a Regto getting you pregnant, having a chance with you, oh this made his blood boil and while Tamsy was usually calm with things this time he wasn’t.

Regardless though looking back on that is like a happy memory for Tamsy, it was so funny seeing Regto weakly try and keep the book away for, him, to try and tell Tamsy to stay away from you because he had known everything between the two of you, but just like that book he stole Tamsy would ignore that silly man’s wishes and steal you back too, the only question was when.

Leaving the office Tamsy couldn’t help but feel so alive, so giddy, god you really brought out the best in this man, skipping all the way towards the courtyard, watching as you were entranced by your son, it’s so good that the two of you were close, Rudo had so much potential and you would be perfect in helping Tamsy help Rudo unlock it, it he thinks mentally that the kid better be careful, because as much as he likes him for now, he’d burn the whole world for him and you to rule, and he didn’t like sharing.

“Soon you’ll be mine again y/n, just wait”

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Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Forty Two

Hiii all!!!! Thank you all so much for your love and support!!! I love you all so much and to show this a special story that I’ve been working on will be released soon!!! One I know you all will love!!! This chapter will be dark, especially if you get at what I’m hinting towards, I honestly toned it down a lot so I hope that it’s fine and I hope you all enjoy!!! Have a good rest of the day!!

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Taglist: [OPEN]

Taglist: @rainbow-pop-arts @madeofeverythingjuice @si11ymotherfucker @maysaetta @abyssal-via @urtoslowijumpwalls777 @beepboopcowboy @eyes-ofhell @t0rchknight @h3artfili4 @yukiazrielhagane @kayyterrific @littlest4r7 @enjinswif3 @sparrowwithaquill @youicedcoffee @niophiasca @b1xi @maniccrystalhippie @chubbi-berry @fanboilingwriter @alphaash99 @chiizuluvr @aphrodita-a @maraschino-bullet @cherrymxxlight @stxr-lilac @missarms @tamsysn1fan @wakashudou @the-freak-circus-fan @faenystargaryen @rotinginmybed @simp-hub @poppyflower-22 @lokilovur @tealadiy @sunligth @violentdisaster @wleksstuff @holylonelyponyeatingmacaroni @muztata @mousedit @marmar1087273 @faltaterapia @my-mourning-coffee @jeshomie @abstract-doll @thelovermoonlight @elliepurple22

Oh y/n y/n y/n y/n…… did he know you? Gosh Tamsy almost scoffed at the statement, he knew you of course…and very well too, geez he swore in this moment that he almost let his mask slip, almost started to burst into laughter at the stupidity of Corvus, but then the thought of just thinking about you and your sweetness nearly brought Tamsy to his knees, his eyes just rolling back at the thought of your presence, you were a divine angel, a disciple of god, a women to be worshipped, and only by him, something he knew since the days he laid eyes on you, since the day he practically claimed you.

Turning his gaze towards Corvus he muttered no and asked him who you were and what this was about, acting all confused as if his mind wasn’t thinking about how you honestly believed that you could escape him, after all why would you need to?

No no no you should be back at home with him, grateful for him, worshiping him as if he was a god, begging on your knees for forgiveness until the blood for all the hours lying there in hope for him to forgive you covers the floor completely, and then maybe and just maybe would he swoop you up and save you, because Tamsy Caines gave you everything, let you do whatever you wanted, even if you didn’t know you wanted it.

Did you really in your tiny frail naive mind think you could escape him, that you could hide things from him, that he didn’t know where you went or that you were even pregnant, the thought of you thinking that brought a sinister grin on the inside of Tamsy because of course he knew, he knew everything after all, especially the things that not even you knew about your own self.

Tamsy can remember the days when you were “alone” in bed, except you weren’t because in reality you were never alone, oh no Tamsy was always by your side each night when he was supposed to be away, brushing your hair and caressing your face as he whispers on how perfect you’d be, slipping away effortlessly when you’d start to stir, but just because he was away didn't mean he didn’t watch you nor did he interact with you with the time he was “gone”.

Had you honestly thought that you had learned to love in such a disgusting way because of all those men? That because of everything you went through you got stronger? Oh no princess it was because of him, he was the one to pay most of those slimy pigs to hurt you, to traumatize you, to break you, because you were only good if you were tameable, only good if he could mold you into the person he thought you could be, and in the end it all worked out, with him tying up loose ends and killing all those pests who honestly thought they could touch you.

Oh and your pregnancy all the way back then, oh how clueless you were, clueless to the endless nights were when you were asleep and the bed would creak and creak and creak, the smell that lasted through the night and disappeared when you woke up, round after round as he had to make sure, waiting and praying everyday that you would finally show, finally,y be pregnant, till he could finally trap you forever.

But then you just had to be such a defiant little bitch, trying to run from him? You needed to learn your lesson and unfortunately for you Tamsy knew just how, so yes he’ll admit he beat you everyday purposely just so you would lose your baby, he made sure though that you had carried it to some term, formed some bond, because like a toy you needed to be broken in order to get fixed, and he found his way.

Tamsy can admit though that he did feel remorse, after all why do you think he let you escape, let you run off and live with that disgusting pest…Regto, and on top of that he let you even play house when little Rudo came along, because he knew in the end he would take you back, that your little family would soon be no more, and surprisingly he has to admit this was happening sooner than he thought, a joyful surprise.

Even when you were just finding out you were pregnant he knew, he knew all the way from when you were on the sphere in your cute little paradise of a shit home, and it irritated him, the thought of a lowlife like a Regto getting you pregnant, having a chance with you, oh this made his blood boil and while Tamsy was usually calm with things this time he wasn’t.

Regardless though looking back on that is like a happy memory for Tamsy, it was so funny seeing Regto weakly try and keep the book away for, him, to try and tell Tamsy to stay away from you because he had known everything between the two of you, but just like that book he stole Tamsy would ignore that silly man’s wishes and steal you back too, the only question was when.

Leaving the office Tamsy couldn’t help but feel so alive, so giddy, god you really brought out the best in this man, skipping all the way towards the courtyard, watching as you were entranced by your son, it’s so good that the two of you were close, Rudo had so much potential and you would be perfect in helping Tamsy help Rudo unlock it, it he thinks mentally that the kid better be careful, because as much as he likes him for now, he’d burn the whole world for him and you to rule, and he didn’t like sharing.

“Soon you’ll be mine again y/n, just wait”

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Writing Schedule

I’ve created this schedule so everyone can know when I update and for which fandom, this is created so that I don’t get burnt out to easily and that way all the fandoms I want to write for can be written. This may change if I add more fandoms and there may be some days where I also write fandoms from another day. Gachiakuta is only on here primarily because of my series and the other fandoms will have lots of works written on their days. Effective 3/30/26

Monday:

Gachiakuta Fandom

Includes: Requests and Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Series

Tuesday

Tokyo Revengers Fandom

Includes: Requests

Wednesday

Gachiakuta Fandom

Includes: Requests and Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Series

Thursday

Diabolik Lovers Fandom

Includes: Requests

Friday

Gachiakuta Fandom

Includes: Requests and Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Series

Saturday

The Maze Runner

Includes: Requests

Sunday

Free day

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hello! was wondering if I could request Hakkai x fem reader who androgynous and gets mistaken for a guy a lot I was thinking maybe Hakkai would befriend reader before realizing that the reader is girl I honestly don’t know

hopefully this makes sense I am horrible at explaining things 🙂‍↕️

Awww ofc!!! Sorry for such the long wait, between my series that I was writing and the breaks that I was taking I didn’t have time to write this until now, regardless of this I hope that you will still enjoy this!!!! You explained everything just fine and this was really fun to write!!!! Warning this may not be accurate and I apologize I tried my best!!

The Way I Am

Hakkai x f! Reader

Category: Fluff

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Ever since you could remember throughout your whole life people had mistaken you as boy, whether it was from your classmates first meeting you in school or the strangers who would pass you in the streets when you would hang out with your friends, their first thoughts were always that you were a boy, even acting surprised when finding out you weren’t but instead a girl.

At first this left you confused, with each interaction and each time this happened leaving you wondering more and more what was wrong with you, often looking towards your reflection when you had come home to try and figure out what exactly made you different, maybe it was your hair you thought after all it had been short, or maybe it was your personality maybe you were too boyish, or maybe it was something else, something you couldn’t see, and the thought of that killed you.

One day when you were old enough you grew the courage and strength to finally try and find the answer, typing on the computer about how people had often mistaken you as a boy, trying to see desperately if this new technology could have the solution to your problems, and you found one but not in the way you had expected.

androgynous, that was the term that popped up in your search, looking more intensely you found out that some people were born androgynous and that they basically had both male and female features, with these people being mistaken as either a male, female, or both genders, and that depending on what you wore or how you dressed some of those features could lead more towards one than the other.

That day when you turned the computer off you walked towards the mirror, a routine you typically did every day except that today was different, today instead of inspecting yourself and picking yourself apart, instead of hating every boyish feature you had, you simply just gazed at yourself, imaging the girl you could be if you changed your hair up and wore dresses instead of baggy pants and shirts, but while that may have made you feel better and feel accepted as a girl that wasn’t you, that wasn’t your style, and while you know if you wanted to be happy as a girl you’d have to change yourself you simply refused, finding determination to find a love for yourself and how you were, deciding from then on that you wouldn’t change yourself for anything, even if it meant being mistaken for a boy.

True to your thoughts from before your style hadn’t changed at all, if anything it had gotten even more boyish that a girl could probably dress as, and for yourself you started to accept your features more over time, the process being slow yet rewarding in the end as now when people would mistake you as a boy you’d either laugh or take compliment in it, owning yourself in that moment as you’d shed any sadness instantly away.

Now though you were currently rushing across the street, looking like a madman to those who saw you as you ran to whatever destination you were off to, which today would be a little cafe you and your friends would hang out at, something you were very late too already for meeting them, and maybe that’s why you hadn’t truly focused on your surrounds, bumping into someone as the two of you fell onto the ground.

Glancing over towards the person you bumped into you noticed that it was a boy who looked around the same age as you, standing up and walking over towards him you offered him your hand, apologizing as you smiled, saying that you should have been paying more attention and that you were deeply sorry for running into him, standing there for a few moments as it became awkwardly silent before remembering your friends, shouting goodbye to the boy as on the way you couldn’t wait to tell your friends this embarrassing story of you later.

After that moment you honestly hadn’t thought at all about that boy, the only exception being when your friends teased you about not paying attention and now, glancing over at the boy once again as you see that he’s with one of your friends talking, prompting you to walk over and say hi, saying how it’s ironic to meet him again, and laughing at his awkward expression, the boy was so awkward and shy you think, cute.

Your friend, who was also someone you had told the story to on that day, started to laugh as well and joke around with the boy who he called hakkai, hakkai you thought, looking over towards the man’s eyes, the name suited him you deemed in that moment, even about to comment on it before hearing the bell ring as everyone start to leave the school, something you had started to do as well before turning around for a second as you shouted that your name was y/n and that it was nice to meet you Hakkai before walking off.

The next couple of days after that you and hakkai kept meeting like this, with each interaction leading him to start to come more and more out of his shell, making the two of you become closer each day that passed, leading to now where the two of you were eating ice cream as you paused momentarily to look over towards him, you told him that you were grateful to know someone as sweet and kind as him, extending your arm as you say friends, something he smiled too and mirrored, saying friends as well, marking the first day your friendship had officially started.

A couple of weeks had passed since that day and you and hakkai were hanging out at the arcade, you had to practically beg and drag him over there though, promising him the entire time that the two of you would have so much fun and that he’ll enjoy it, and while hakkai was very hesitant at first he had to admit that you were right, smiling as he saw you beaming at all the games you were winning.

Hakkai wonders in that moment why you’ve never joined a gang or why he’s never seen you around the bathing rooms before, and think about it more deeply now Hakkai actually hasn’t really seen you go out anywhere except for when you were at school or hanging with him, so what did you do in your free time?

Glancing over towards you he sees you staring, smiling as you ask him what’s wrong, playfully punching his shoulder as you tell him you’ll beat it out of him if you needed to, something his eyes widened at but immediately softened as he knew you were joking, and deciding to be brave today and voice his thoughts he asks you what you do in your free time, saying that he doesn’t see you around after school or when you weren’t around him, that he was just curious what you do with your life.

Leaving the arcade you just laugh him off, saying you typically were at home doing homework or playing video games, stopping as you ask him where these questions came from, knowing they had to be from somewhere, and hakkai just replies by saying he’s shocked you weren’t in a gang, that all of his friends were a part of a gang, and that it’s typically what boys their age do.

Confused, you wondered what he meant by that before your eyes widened, did hakkai think you were….a boy? Meeting his eyes you were about to say something before laughter started to escape you, giggling as you shouted that you were a girl, laughing even harder at his shocked expression, hearing him mumble that he was sorry and start to ramble on with apologies before you cut him off, saying that it was fine and that this had honestly brought a good laugh to your day.

Mocking him about how he hadn’t figured this out in all your time together before running off, telling him to catch you if he could, saying you wonder if he’s faster than a girl like you, and while hakkai had felt bad that he had thought you were a boy, that he couldn’t have figured out you were a girl, he was grateful that you weren’t mad at him, rushing towards you as he chased you, after all the two of you were good friends.

[strawberryskillet]

Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Forty One

Hello everyone!!! Thank you so much for your love, support, and patience with this story, you all are the best readers anyone could ask for!!! I changed the format of how the stories will be for now so that way it’s easier for me and hopefully you all too!! Also I cut this specific part into two as it would have been too long so tomorrow will be the next part! I hope you all enjoy am have an amazing day!

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Gachiakuta Masterlist

Taglist: [OPEN]

Taglist: @rainbow-pop-arts @madeofeverythingjuice @si11ymotherfucker @maysaetta @abyssal-via @urtoslowijumpwalls777 @beepboopcowboy @eyes-ofhell @t0rchknight @h3artfili4 @yukiazrielhagane @kayyterrific @littlest4r7 @enjinswif3 @sparrowwithaquill @youicedcoffee @niophiasca @b1xi @maniccrystalhippie @chubbi-berry @fanboilingwriter @alphaash99 @chiizuluvr @aphrodita-a @maraschino-bullet @cherrymxxlight @stxr-lilac @missarms @tamsysn1fan @wakashudou @the-freak-circus-fan @faenystargaryen @rotinginmybed @simp-hub @poppyflower-22 @lokilovur @tealadiy @sunligth @violentdisaster @wleksstuff @holylonelyponyeatingmacaroni @muztata @mousedit @marmar1087273 @faltaterapia @my-mourning-coffee @jeshomie @abstract-doll @thelovermoonlight @elliepurple22

The sound of a knock echoed throughout the cleaners, cutting sharply through the tension in the atmosphere, dashing left and right from the empty halls and vacant rooms to the peaceful serenity of the outside.

The majority of the cleaners weren’t here today, most of them were out on missions, defeating trash beasts and saving the lives of those on the ground, the exception to that though was those who were in the courtyard, training and being too focused on the outside that they hadn’t noticed what was on the inside, or more importantly who.

The door, that was once a barrier between the inevitable, had now opened, time slowing as each second passing felt like years going on, darkness filling the room as he began to enter, lightness only daring to shine when he lifted his head to gaze at his boss, acting so calm, so eerily calm.

Corvus, meeting the man’s gaze, felt the discomfort in the room, the way the darkness seemed to warp around him, the way the man in front of him stood with a beam of light almost radiating from him, almost as if he was an angel, but Corvus knew far better, and Tamsy Caines was nothing close to that.

Silence remained in the room, both figures knew the exact reason why they both were here today, and yet they both chose silence, anticipating the others move, waiting cautiously as they both planned their next actions meticulously, but Tamsy already had all of this planned out, he was always steps ahead of Corvus, and he was ready to get the pieces moving.

Tamsy, appearing almost angelic and pure in the moment, his soft features and heavenly way he carried himself aiding this illusion of manipulation, fooling everyone around him, was feeling quite the opposite of nervous or caution, oh no Tamsy Caines was currently having fun, and this interaction so far was the most entertaining event in his life.

Tamsy knew this day would come, he practically planned for it, causing the dominos to fall and having little regards to the damage he had done, he knew exactly who this was about and he even had a vague idea of the date this meeting would be held on, you may wonder how Tamsy had done all of this the way he had but really it was simple, Tamsy Caines was a god as he’d like to think and he was always outsmarting those around him.

While he may have been relaxed and saintly on the outside, the inside was a different story, at first Tamsy had felt ecstatic, practically bursting with laughter as his eyes rolled to the back of his head, the thought of his boss trying to surprise him and throw him off guard made him feel like a giddy school boy, relishing in this moment before his emotions started to switch.

Tamsy started to feel not happiness or laughter at the situation in front of him anymore but instead he felt anger, controlling the urge as it grew to mock the so called leader in front of him, resisting putting the man himself in his place, showing Corvus exactly how small he was in this world, how little he mattered in comparison to him.

Everyone on the ground were like little bugs, bugs for Tamsy to play and break when needed, bugs to squash when they would get in the way, bugs to rip apart and toy with when he deemed them useful, and Tamsy didn’t mind being bloody, after all he’s been plenty of times before, recalling a blissful moment of when he killed your mother and displayed her across town, sending the women in the brothel in jail as he had framed her for it, gosh the good old times.

Curving his sickly sweet smile, ending the silence like a knife to the heart, Tamsy politely asked Corvus what he was doing here, lifting his sleeve to cover his mouth as he says he recalls doing nothing to warrant a visit, hiding the sweet smile that had turned into one of pure excitement and for the wrong ways, awaiting eagerly for their cat and mouse game to begin, eyes lowering and yet lighting at the same time as he finally heard the magical words he was waiting for.

“Do you by chance know a y/n?”

[strawberryskillet]

Taglist: @angelmishie01 @playing-cards-in-a-circus @zyasia @fall-bambi @yourlocalcrackedsimp @redwineiswater @mizukimimi @dinkydaughter @toxicvoidsstuff @soratherealrat @b-ql3r

[strawberryskillet]

Rudo’s Mom Headcanons Part Forty One

Hello everyone!!! Thank you so much for your love, support, and patience with this story, you all are the best readers anyone could ask for!!! I changed the format of how the stories will be for now so that way it’s easier for me and hopefully you all too!! Also I cut this specific part into two as it would have been too long so tomorrow will be the next part! I hope you all enjoy am have an amazing day!

<— Previous Next—>

Gachiakuta Masterlist

Taglist: [OPEN]

Taglist: @rainbow-pop-arts @madeofeverythingjuice @si11ymotherfucker @maysaetta @abyssal-via @urtoslowijumpwalls777 @beepboopcowboy @eyes-ofhell @t0rchknight @h3artfili4 @yukiazrielhagane @kayyterrific @littlest4r7 @enjinswif3 @sparrowwithaquill @youicedcoffee @niophiasca @b1xi @maniccrystalhippie @chubbi-berry @fanboilingwriter @alphaash99 @chiizuluvr @aphrodita-a @maraschino-bullet @cherrymxxlight @stxr-lilac @missarms @tamsysn1fan @wakashudou @the-freak-circus-fan @faenystargaryen @rotinginmybed @simp-hub @poppyflower-22 @lokilovur @tealadiy @sunligth @violentdisaster @wleksstuff @holylonelyponyeatingmacaroni @muztata @mousedit @marmar1087273 @faltaterapia @my-mourning-coffee @jeshomie @abstract-doll @thelovermoonlight @elliepurple22

The sound of a knock echoed throughout the cleaners, cutting sharply through the tension in the atmosphere, dashing left and right from the empty halls and vacant rooms to the peaceful serenity of the outside.

The majority of the cleaners weren’t here today, most of them were out on missions, defeating trash beasts and saving the lives of those on the ground, the exception to that though was those who were in the courtyard, training and being too focused on the outside that they hadn’t noticed what was on the inside, or more importantly who.

The door, that was once a barrier between the inevitable, had now opened, time slowing as each second passing felt like years going on, darkness filling the room as he began to enter, lightness only daring to shine when he lifted his head to gaze at his boss, acting so calm, so eerily calm.

Corvus, meeting the man’s gaze, felt the discomfort in the room, the way the darkness seemed to warp around him, the way the man in front of him stood with a beam of light almost radiating from him, almost as if he was an angel, but Corvus knew far better, and Tamsy Caines was nothing close to that.

Silence remained in the room, both figures knew the exact reason why they both were here today, and yet they both chose silence, anticipating the others move, waiting cautiously as they both planned their next actions meticulously, but Tamsy already had all of this planned out, he was always steps ahead of Corvus, and he was ready to get the pieces moving.

Tamsy, appearing almost angelic and pure in the moment, his soft features and heavenly way he carried himself aiding this illusion of manipulation, fooling everyone around him, was feeling quite the opposite of nervous or caution, oh no Tamsy Caines was currently having fun, and this interaction so far was the most entertaining event in his life.

Tamsy knew this day would come, he practically planned for it, causing the dominos to fall and having little regards to the damage he had done, he knew exactly who this was about and he even had a vague idea of the date this meeting would be held on, you may wonder how Tamsy had done all of this the way he had but really it was simple, Tamsy Caines was a god as he’d like to think and he was always outsmarting those around him.

While he may have been relaxed and saintly on the outside, the inside was a different story, at first Tamsy had felt ecstatic, practically bursting with laughter as his eyes rolled to the back of his head, the thought of his boss trying to surprise him and throw him off guard made him feel like a giddy school boy, relishing in this moment before his emotions started to switch.

Tamsy started to feel not happiness or laughter at the situation in front of him anymore but instead he felt anger, controlling the urge as it grew to mock the so called leader in front of him, resisting putting the man himself in his place, showing Corvus exactly how small he was in this world, how little he mattered in comparison to him.

Everyone on the ground were like little bugs, bugs for Tamsy to play and break when needed, bugs to squash when they would get in the way, bugs to rip apart and toy with when he deemed them useful, and Tamsy didn’t mind being bloody, after all he’s been plenty of times before, recalling a blissful moment of when he killed your mother and displayed her across town, sending the women in the brothel in jail as he had framed her for it, gosh the good old times.

Curving his sickly sweet smile, ending the silence like a knife to the heart, Tamsy politely asked Corvus what he was doing here, lifting his sleeve to cover his mouth as he says he recalls doing nothing to warrant a visit, hiding the sweet smile that had turned into one of pure excitement and for the wrong ways, awaiting eagerly for their cat and mouse game to begin, eyes lowering and yet lighting at the same time as he finally heard the magical words he was waiting for.

“Do you by chance know a y/n?”

[strawberryskillet]

Tokyo Revengers Masterlist

Fashion Week (ft. Mitsuya x f! reader)

Summary: Mitsuya x female reader where the reader loves fashion as much as he does, and the reader gets fixated on different eras of fashion

The Way I Am (ft. Hakkai x f! reader)

Summary: Hakkai x female reader who is androgynous and gets mistaken for a guy, reader and Hakkai are friends and Hakkai finds out that reader isn’t a guy like he had thought

Mine (ft. Mitsuya x m! reader)

Summary: Mitsuya x male reader who’s been bullied and judged for being autistic, afraid reader thinks mitsuya won’t return the feelings he has for him only for in the end to be shocked