Strawblee 🥀🤍

🌻 CW: self harm, suicide, ED mentions, Trauma, Sexual Assault, Sexual Harrassment, and a Childhood history relating to SA and Gr00ming🌻 Banner off of bobprincess 🌻

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Should make a pinned post

Uhhh hi I'm JazzRollz, I have:

- ASD, Moderate Support Needs

- Combined ADHD

- Mildly Dyslexic

- Schizo-Spec

- Anxiety

- Depression

-Chronic Ankle Instability

- Chronic Knee Instability

This is a personal account for venting purposes. Main won't be handed out due to trust issues :)

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Nothing much to say today.

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Today is the day I find out if I've got thyroid cancer or not.

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It came back as benign, so I don't have cancer! 🥹

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Today is the day I find out if I've got thyroid cancer or not.

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Need to teat smthn

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At the local hospital for my thyroid biopsy yaayyyyyyy

I don't wanna be hereeeeee 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

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Anyways yea rain sfx are the only thing that quell the voices

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To add onto The Pervert shit:

He's been sexually harassing me for months. HE THOUGHT I WAS 15.

Gonna repest myself

HE THOUGHT I WAS FIFTEEN YEARS OLD.

What the fuck did I do to deserve a pervert to think I was 15 years old 😭😭

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THE PERVERT ISN'T ON TODAY 🎉

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Panic and anxiety attacks suuuuck

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I don't like Huggy Wuggy as a character.

I feel like he's overused and overhyped for being a minor character.

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Having to switch to a new username is so fucking upsetting after gaining a small following on another platform. Especially when you get accused of something you have crippling trauma over that regularly causes nightmares.

Cuz I can't MENTION I got raped, groom, and SA'd as a minor cuz I have acquaintances who ARE minors. But also I can't talk about it online because it's 'info dumping' and 'it's too much in other people'.

I hate it. I hate that people who WHERE raped and groomed as minors who got PTSD from the event can be seen as too much by their family. :(

For context:

I was raped, SA'd and groomed repeatedly as a minor, between 3 to 8, and I never spoke up about it until I could remember, 12 years later, where it's now too late for a legal punishment but also too late for people in my area to consider it 'an actual issue'

Red necks for you.

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Well shit

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A uzi!

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I LOVE being autistic and trying to communicate because every time it’s

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Had to clarify to a client I am not 15, but am, in fact, a 20 year old woman.

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Out of water, and i need to take the medication that helps me control my blood pressure are you fucking kidding me.