i don't want to lose you.

my blog looks like sh*t. because it's under MAJOR construction. est. feb. 2016. written by that bitch, sarah.

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soooo i guess i shall be bringing rita back very shortly??

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     sarah’s current active muses (update). (…again).

     hello you amazing hooligans aka the people who put up with me. it is that time again where i need to asses my muses & figure out where my priorities/muse-inspiration is. as most of you know, school for me begins on march 1st (unless otherwise pushed back because the new building is under construction) and because of it, i will be depending upon how i feel/whom i want to write per day. so i could be hopping back and forth between muses quite a bit. therefore, i wanted to update all of you on where my head is, what current muses are being placed on hiatus/back-burner for the time being and what muses will be at the forefront. this being tumblr rp it will not take over my life (as in all of my rules it does establish real life comes first) i just want you to be aware of the many accounts i do utilize and where to expect me to be most active. this could change day to day dependent upon how my mood is and what muse is screaming the loudest. – please note, from here on out, i’ll try to update this particular list as frequently as i decide what i am doing with which muse. you can see my former update here (x) should i somehow forget to mention a certain blog. thank you!! xoxo.        as of: feb. 20th 2016.

     where to find me: (my most active bitchacos): 

eleanor henstridge (fandom: the royals): @lcnnie.  heather lisinski & emily sullivan (fandom: jericho): @ofsalvationandlcve. brooke maddox & jill roberts (fandom: scream/scre4m): @ofscre4ms. carrie wells (fandom: unforgettable): @alluringwells.  & still under co. Rita Bennett/Morgan (fandom: Dexter): @strcngernow.

     on the back burner but could honestly return at any moment:

rachel summers (marvel girl) (fandom: xmen/marvel): @mxrvclgirl. barbara gordon (batgirl) (fandom: batman/dc): @barbastellaa.  ferris bueller (fandom: 80s/90s, john hughes): @ferrisiisms.

     don’t know if i’ll ever bring them back: 

genderbent carl grimes Clara Grimes (fandom: the walking dead): @marinateinmisery.

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      ooc; just going to leave this here. i’m going to quietly be trying to get things done. but i had a really antsy/terrible night and i’m trying to a positive light & not a negative woe-is-me sad person. yanno?? chat is open. kik is too if you need me. i’ll be floating around between these various accounts: @lcnnie, @alluringwells, @ofsalvationandlcve & rita ( @strcngernow) xoxo.

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     bedtime. sorry i was pretty much useless today. but at least i got my laptop to work! *crosses fingers & says a prayer*. you may want to also follow me over here: @ofsalvationandlcve because i’ll be working on that page over the weekend, too. i’ve updated my rules here yay! so it’s a start! i love ya’all!! hoping to get to ACTUAL writing tomorrow & so on. xoxo.

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[kushandwizdom]

At some point you realize it wasn’t your fault.

Unknown (via kushandwizdom)

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Ooc; so update on the battery. The charger is on the way & will be here Tuesday for sure. But my battery (which is what I NEED) may not be here until Thursday/Friday. Oy vey. But I'm alive & actually old school handwriting responses/starters ahaha. xxoo

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kill the idea that openly caring characters are boring

set on fire the line of thought that dictates that altruism is a bad thing and that selfishness/sassiness is an inherently more appealing and ‘~intricate~’ quality than an affectionate nature

smash and bury the concept of the false equivalency between angst and complexity

kindness and empathy are not synonyms for “blandness” and “lack of personality”

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Update/just what I needed & omf I am so freaking sorry I cannot even !!!

Ooc; so. Remember how I mentioned my laptop is a piece of shit Dell that was about to maybe die?? Yeah well it kind of did right when I was working on things. I just ordered a new battery/charger which I’m pretty sure is all the problem is. My battery reached its ‘useable’ life which it did warn me would happen so. I do have mobile & an iPad & my dads desktop but I can’t be on there for too long?? But the battery will be here by the 9th. Hopefully sooner. I tried to overnight & it wouldn’t let me. Fuck all that we don’t get post on Sunday. :( so while I’m trying to do my taxes I’ll sneak on sometime Monday ?? I am so sorry. I feel like a failure because I just started this blog & I have just been stuck shit posting & well got a couple threads going. Just keep your fingers crossed/pray that it’s ONLY the battery being a little shit. I need this laptop to last me at least another 3 months. Sigh. Please please please bear with me!! I do have kik!! & Skype too!! Gonna drop them below & you can surely chat with me here too. I’m sorry!! So I guess this is a mini hiatus until I get my battery :( ugggghhhhhh!!! Don’t abandon/replace me please!!! :(

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Update/just what I needed & omf I am so freaking sorry I cannot even !!!

Ooc; so. Remember how I mentioned my laptop is a piece of shit Dell that was about to maybe die?? Yeah well it kind of did right when I was working on things. I just ordered a new battery/charger which I’m pretty sure is all the problem is. My battery reached its ‘useable’ life which it did warn me would happen so. I do have mobile & an iPad & my dads desktop but I can’t be on there for too long?? But the battery will be here by the 9th. Hopefully sooner. I tried to overnight & it wouldn’t let me. Fuck all that we don’t get post on Sunday. :( so while I’m trying to do my taxes I’ll sneak on sometime Monday ?? I am so sorry. I feel like a failure because I just started this blog & I have just been stuck shit posting & well got a couple threads going. Just keep your fingers crossed/pray that it’s ONLY the battery being a little shit. I need this laptop to last me at least another 3 months. Sigh. Please please please bear with me!! I do have kik!! & Skype too!! Gonna drop them below & you can surely chat with me here too. I’m sorry!! So I guess this is a mini hiatus until I get my battery :( ugggghhhhhh!!! Don’t abandon/replace me please!!! :(

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Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

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Some women are lost in the fire. Some women are built from it.

Michelle K., Some. (via michellekpoems)