[vollzeitherz-deactivated2026012]

as you get older, you start realizing that you are not always right and there’s a lot of things you could have handled better and many situations where you could have been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

agonizing over all the time you wasted or lost is useless. it’s gone now. you survived in the only way you knew how. doesn’t your survival deserve some recognition too?

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

like toni morrison said, “sometimes you don't survive whole, you just survive in part. but the grandeur of life is that attempt. it’s not about that solution. it is about being as fearless as one can, and behaving as beautifully as one can, under completely impossible circumstances.”

[draconym]

It burns my biscuits whenever I hear someone say that a person or group "doesn't contribute to society." Society is comprised of people. Those people are society. Society exists for and because of the people in it. It's like when I'm bicycling in the city and some schmuck leans out the window of his lifted pickup and yells at me for "blocking traffic." Bitch, I am traffic.

[titsay]

[sahlesummerhill]

[hazzashouse]

The Midnight Lesson (Anthony Bridgerton)

This one shot might be one of my softest Anthony Bridgerton pieces yet. I loved exploring his quiet vulnerability, the depth of his devotion, and the tender kind of intimacy that blooms in the stillness of night. If you enjoy gentle romance, emotional honesty, and Anthony being the loving, earnest man he is beneath all that duty, this one is for you.

Pairing: Anthony Bridgerton x Female Reader (fiancée)

Summary: On the eve of your wedding, doubts steal your sleep, and a moonlit walk leads to an unexpectedly tender confession from Anthony Bridgerton. In the quiet of the garden, he shows you the depth of his love, the security of his presence, and the promise of a future built side by side.

The night had already slipped well past the acceptable hour for a young lady to be awake, but sleep had refused to claim you, fluttering just out of reach like a skittish bird. The Bridgertons had hosted a dinner that evening in honor of your engagement, a gathering meant to be warm and celebratory, filled with laughter and music and polite admiration. And while it was all of those things, there had been something else beneath the surface whenever Anthony looked at you, something that tightened the air between you until your breath caught without warning.

It was not nerves. It was not fear.

It was anticipation.

It was something you had no name for.

You slipped out to the terrace, wrapped in a thin shawl, letting the cool night air brush over your skin. The garden was quiet, the lanterns glimmering like low stars along the hedges. You breathed slowly, trying to settle your racing thoughts. It felt impossible that you were to be married in only a handful of days. Impossible that your life was about to change so completely. Impossible that Anthony Bridgerton, of all people, had chosen you with such absolute certainty.

You heard footsteps behind you and turned, expecting perhaps a maid sent to find you. But the moment you saw him, tall and unmistakable in the dim light, your heart leapt in your throat.

Anthony stopped a few feet away, hands clasped behind his back, shoulders straight but not stiff. His brows softened the moment he saw your expression.

“Could not sleep?” he asked quietly, his voice a warm rumble in the still air.

“No,” you admitted. “Too much thinking.”

Anthony stepped closer until the lantern light touched his face, revealing something tender in his eyes, something he rarely let anyone see. “About the wedding?”

“About everything.” You hesitated, then added, “It all feels so… enormous.”

Anthony nodded, as though he understood that feeling better than anyone. “It is enormous,” he said softly. “Marriage is not a small promise. It is not a fleeting thing. It is a life, bound with another. And it is natural to feel overwhelmed.”

You exhaled slowly, your gaze drifting toward the garden. “Are you overwhelmed?”

Anthony moved so quietly you did not realize he had stepped beside you until the warmth of him brushed your arm. You looked up, startled by his proximity, but not displeased.

“I am many things,” he said gently, “but I am not overwhelmed by the idea of marrying you.”

Your breath caught. “No?”

“No,” he murmured, shaking his head. “You bring me peace. And I have spent far too many years without it.”

You lowered your eyes, heat rising in your cheeks. You had grown accustomed to his charm, his intelligence, his wit, but when he spoke with sincerity, when his voice softened like this, you felt undone in ways you could not name.

He held out a hand. “Walk with me.”

You placed your hand in his without hesitation, and he led you down the steps into the garden, where the lanterns cast soft shadows on the pathway. You walked in silence for a few moments, his thumb brushing lightly along the back of your hand in a rhythm so soothing you felt yourself relax with each step.

When you reached a quiet clearing, he finally spoke again.

“There is something I wanted to ask you,” he said. “Something I have been thinking about all evening.”

You looked up at him curiously. “What is it?”

Anthony took a slow breath, searching your face with an intensity that made your pulse race. “Are you afraid of loving me?”

The question hit you so unexpectedly that you stopped walking. He turned to face you fully, eyes unwavering, giving you no room to hide behind polite answers.

“Why would I be afraid?” you whispered.

“Because I know myself,” he said, his voice low. “I know I can be difficult. Proud. Overbearing. I know I carry more responsibility than any man should, and I have seen what that weight has done to me. I know that my love is… intense. And I fear it may overwhelm you.”

Your lips parted, your heart twisting at the vulnerability in his voice. It was not often that Anthony exposed the fragile pieces of himself. It was rarer still for him to voice fear.

“You do not overwhelm me,” you said softly.

His jaw tightened as if he needed to hear it again.

You stepped closer. “Anthony, you do not overwhelm me.”

The breath he released was barely audible, but the relief in it was profound. He reached up and brushed a curl from your forehead, his touch gentle, reverent.

“I want to be a good husband to you,” he murmured. “I want to give you more joy than burden. More laughter than worry. More love than fear.”

“And you will,” you whispered.

“Will I?” he asked quietly. “Sometimes I wonder if the life I lead is too heavy for someone as bright as you.”

A small laugh slipped from you, not mocking but warm. “Anthony, you are not as heavy as you think.”

He blinked. “No?”

“No,” you said, smiling softly. “You are serious, yes. And protective. And occasionally infuriating. But you are also kind. Thoughtful. Good. You carry burdens so no one else has to. And you love with your entire heart. That is not heaviness. That is strength.”

A slow, disbelieving smile touched his lips, as though your words warmed him from the inside out. He lifted your hand to his chest again, pressing it over his heartbeat just as he had before.

“Then allow me to show you something,” he whispered.

Before you could ask, he stepped behind you and slid his hands down your arms, guiding them gently upward.

“Close your eyes.”

You obeyed.

His voice was at your ear, quiet, steady. “Do you feel the breeze?”

“Yes.”

“Do you hear the garden?”

“Yes.”

“And do you feel me behind you?”

Your breath stilled. “Yes.”

“Good,” he murmured. “Because this is what marriage is. The world moving around us, the wind shifting, life changing, yet always this. Always me behind you. Always you before me. Always us together.”

Your eyes fluttered open, your heart full.

Anthony turned you gently, his hands settling at your waist, his forehead leaning against yours. “You do not need to fear anything, least of all marrying me. I will spend every day proving that you were right to choose me.”

You slid your hands up his chest, feeling the strength beneath his coat, the steady rise and fall of his breath.

“I never doubted you,” you whispered. “Not once.”

This time, he did not hesitate.

He lowered his head and kissed you, slow and soft at first, then deeper as you melted into him, your hands curling into his lapels. His arms tightened around you, bringing you flush against him, the world fading until there was only the warmth of his lips and the certainty of his devotion.

When he finally drew back, his voice was barely a breath.

“Come back inside, my love,” he murmured, brushing a thumb across your cheek. “The night is nearly gone, and I want you rested for all the days we have yet to live.”

You smiled, your heart full and steady, your earlier nerves forgotten entirely.

You took his hand.

He laced his fingers with yours.

And together, you walked back toward the house, ready for whatever tomorrow would bring.

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[kosmogrl]

no love is ever wasted

[lotuspositivity]

You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.

[dulcetsuggestions]

Thank you for loving me and for letting me love you in return

[fictionboy]

Do you think love is a choice?

i think falling in love isnt a choice but long term lasting love is. you both choose to commit and show up for each other with many small decisions

[herbivoreinthestreets]

Having a size kink is so disgusting. You like being towered over? Feeling small? Getting pinned up against a wall? This Friday night? My place?

[omneco]

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

I hate how fast you’re expected to form opinions nowadays.

Like as soon as something happens you’re supposed to know whether it was good or bad, whether we should celebrate or condemn it. Doesn’t even matter if you’ve read the whole story yet, you’re supposed to see one person’s opinion and know whether they’re right.

I hate it. I hate how if you take even five minutes to google smth or find out more about it everyone suddenly thinks you’re either a bad person for not immediately intuitively knowing how good/bad it is OR you’re media illiterate or something. Like let me figure out what even happened first cmon.

Also the fact that you’re supposed to have super strong opinions about everything. “Well I don’t know much about that so I don’t really have an opinion yet” immediately means you’re ignorant and deliberately ignoring this really important thing.

Like you realise it’s not sustainable for everyone to have a strong opinion on everything. Our brains are literally not made to hold that many opinions, that much information even.

Like I’m trying to train away the intuitive response to something as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ bcs I want to be able to look into it first, see the nuance and different perspectives, but the current online landscape seems to actively encourage relying completely on that intuitive response.

I hate what the internet has done to us (in this respect, obviously there’s good things about it too but man, this shit sucks)

Facts!!! This notion that you're somehow supposed to intuitively know what the most progressive take on everything is and if you don't that's inherently suspicious is doing so much damage to political debate. There is no shame in taking time to think, asking further questions or doing your own research before forming an opinion. And admitting that you just don't know enough to form a relevant opinion will ALWAYS be more progressive and constructive than uncritically jumping on the latest bandwagon!!!

[lit-boi]

and maybe what awaits you is better than what you have lost

[2-point-5]

not to be rude but some of y'all need to look on the bright side sometimes. like, yeah sure the world is fucked and people suck and we all die whatever, sure, but like. go outside.

[2-point-5]

ok i phrased this poorly, hang on.

i'm not saying the cure for depression is touching grass. however, if you surround yourself with sad things and talk about how terrible life is and how much you're suffering and never take a breath and remember it's not all bad, you'll end up making yourself worse.

[2-point-5]

like, i've been diagnosed with clinical depression, and anxiety, and insomnia, and chronic pain, and a million other things that get in the way of me having a simple fucking good day, but you know what?

i watch videos that make me happy and wear pretty clothes and cut my hair in fun styles and do my makeup and drink strawberry tea and take two showers a day and i look on the bright side because goddamnit if god is trying to break me down, he'll have to try harder.

i see so many people talk about how sad they are, who make their depression their first priority, and i get it, i really do, but you know that is actively harming your mental state, right? please, just do something nice for yourself, think positively for one day. i promise things get better when you step back and breathe.

[sideflorfauna]

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[cervinelich]

happiness is not an achievable permanent state of being like "one day I'll be happy" it's a temporary, fluctuating feeling just like anger and sadness. the more water you give it the more it can bloom, even if only sometimes.

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

We should quit it with the "never quit!!!" positivity in my opinion, because in many cases you do in fact have to quit something that isn't working for you in order to be able to invest in something that does. Never giving up on anything might just keep you stuck on a track that will never lead you anywhere you actually want to go

[soulmvtes]

slow days <3 [two]