INDEFINITE HIATUS

indie, private wrestling multimuse. by becky / 19. rules / roster

[strengthrenewed]

i’m still not that interested in being on tumblr but i miss my babies so uh ??? you can catch seth, aj, liv, t’challa, levi, bruce, bucky, natasha, etc. etc. etc. at @lightsguided for now ! if i ever fully come back to tumblr then it’ll be back to all the individual blogs but for now that’s where i’ll be so it’s not as stressful and i can still write if i get the urge without the rush 

* i’m gonna be super super super super super selective with who i choose to follow on that blog to keep myself sane.

[devastatingsophistication]

𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 & 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝐞𝐱𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

[roselived]

my dear, you’re a freakshow ! && it’s all fun && games, ‘til somebody falls in love. /  ©

[bvrnedred]

i guess i need to make the official post ?? seth (bvrnedred) & my wrestling mutli (strengthrenewed) are on indefinite hiatus. i just? don’t maintain muse for them, & as much as i LOVE pro wrestling, & i still want to be a pro wrestler, this fandom is just exhausting & toxic. i really don’t know that i’ll ever come back to the wrestling side of tumblr, & i hope just another break will help out, but if it doesn’t, it was nice knowing all of you guys. i love & appreciate all of you. if you still wanna write with me, i’ll be on my marvel blogs (loyaloutwear/fightchosen). 

[bvrnedred]

i guess i need to make the official post ?? seth (bvrnedred) & my wrestling mutli (strengthrenewed) are on indefinite hiatus. i just? don’t maintain muse for them, & as much as i LOVE pro wrestling, & i still want to be a pro wrestler, this fandom is just exhausting & toxic. i really don’t know that i’ll ever come back to the wrestling side of tumblr, & i hope just another break will help out, but if it doesn’t, it was nice knowing all of you guys. i love & appreciate all of you. if you still wanna write with me, i’ll be on my marvel blogs (loyaloutwear/fightchosen). 

[strengthrenewed]

[fightchosen-a]

❛ I’ve been screaming for years and no one has ever heard me. ❜

indie, selective multifandom mutlimuse. by becky. featured muse: juliette ferrars. © ©

[jimdrugfree]

[strengthrenewed]

inzaynity‌:

Bewilderment superseded the anxiety that was initially about his visage, reticent optimism beginning to tug at the corners of taut lips, ginger brows careening up a smooth forehead,     “  really?  ”   Obviously taken aback by someone finally concurring with his views and not scolding them, a rare instance transpired in which he was rendered speechless. Shoulders gingerly became void of any tension as relaxation unfurled within him. But, whilst her words and body language were being scrutinized and digested, the appreciation was soon then mingled with concern, keen eyes regarding her perilously, as if at any given moment she’d snap, or rupture, or crumble ⎯⎯⎯ and no matter which it was, he’d be there, immovable, and determined to be the support she so deserved.   “  Thank you, Sasha. You know I’m always here for you, right?  ”  

                    ❛ really. ❜ both hands are running through her hair now, tugging at purple strands harsher than she really meant to. she’s cold, so cold, but a sweat is breaking out on her skin && her lips continue shaking ; eyes stare up at the ceiling now, like the bright lights would hold back the tears threatening to spill across her cheeks. she tries to breathe but the truth breaks from her lips before she can stop it. ❛ i wanted to quit. ❜ whispered words, desperate, for something from him. she swallows down her pride, for just a moment, hands running over her mouth before falling to her sides. she can’t stand still, can’t look him in the eye anymore. ❛ . . . i tried to quit. ❜ a sniffle follows&& hands land on her hips, the stoic face she’d been so keen on wearing shattering before she could stop it. lips purse && her gaze falls to the tiles beneath their feet, everything somehow more interesting than looking into his eyes. she didn’t want to see the disappointment that was bound to be there, the same disappointment that looked at her whenever she stood before a mirror. ❛ i’ve tried so hard, sam. i keep fighting but it’s never good enough --------- ❜ && all her failed main roster title reigns come running to the forefront . . .                      A L L less than 50 days. it was a joke. she was the joke. 

[userkyle]

the best universe

[strengthrenewed]

Post-mania/raw/sd starter call, pls specify ❤️

[strengthrenewed]

reblogging again to say mustafa ali and sami zayn are also available now i just gotta get them officially added 

[aprilsbrooks]

[insp.]

[strengthrenewed]

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[strengthrenewed]

inzaynity‌:

A TAUT MAW TERSELY WHIRLED TOWARD HIS OLD FRIEND,   the self-proclaimed boss ⎯⎯⎯ a paragon in resilience and integrity ⎯⎯⎯ as pools of irate hazel softened considerably.   “  You get it, don’t ‘cha, Sasha?  ”   Desperation clung to each syllable of the inquiry, visage contemplative, ruminative ⎯⎯⎯ however, vaguely superseded by dubiety and above all, distrust. There wasn’t any certitude that she indeed shared or understood his views, but there was hope.   “  You understand where I’m coming from, right? You know what it’s like… ”

                    her fist is clenched tight, until knuckles turn white ; jaw set as she briefly shakes her head. of course she gets it, && the loss of the tag titles was proof enough to her that what she was doing wasn’t working. brown eyes glance around the area for bayley && when they come up short, they finally meet sami’s gaze, a shaking hand rubbing at her face, tucking hair behind her ear, anything to relieve the pressure of her fist. short breaths, && lips quake at the thought of agreeing with him . . . but she couldn’t keep lying to herself. ❛ i know. ❜ words are quiet, hesitation coursing through her. ❛ i wish i could do it myself. ❜ she doesn’t know what invisible strings are keeping her tied to bayley but she can’t bring herself to cut the connection ; something in her maintains hope that they’ll pull through, climb the mountain && S T A Y, but deep down, she knows it won’t happen.❛ . . . you’re always right, you know that? ❜

[strengthrenewed]

Post-mania/raw/sd starter call, pls specify ❤️

[strengthrenewed]

reblogging again to say mustafa ali and sami zayn are also available now i just gotta get them officially added 

[iiconicbillies]

[jimdrugfree]