— chaotic ²

When you call me and desperately want me I’ll awaken the senses that spread all over your body. I’m sweet poison. You can’t reject or avoid me, no choice. Do you know how your breath and your temperature have become hot like fire? Your fantasy, Take out all of your dreams That rose out of your imaginations Because that’s me Set it all on fire Your burning eyes Your exploding passion Take me as much as you want me I’m your fantasy.

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txt mssg. › arisa 🔥   ̖́-

arisa: again?

arisa: i swear you're always losing everything

arisa: i'll check when i get home!

haneul: well

haneul: i can’t help if i’m forgetful???

haneul: and bras are really ugh

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txt mssg. › thiccthaddy

jinho: oh oh damn

jinho: any of these?

jinho: [ image attached ]

haneul: why are you like this? :///

haneul: idk there are too many and i can’t tell which one is mine

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txt mssg. › baby k 🖤

kaiden: i don't usually pay attention to your bra

kaiden: i'm normally focused on something else

kaiden: where did you put it?

haneul: i know :( unfortunately cute bras are a waste of money with you

haneul: not that i’m complaining, i like your focus

haneul: i think i left in the living room?

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txt mssg. › ???   ̖́-

haneul: you know, i definitely lost my black bra

haneul: that super cute one...

haneul: can you look if it's at your place?

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pvmegranate

    BOXES OF FLOWERS stacked together in her hands, hana felt like she was walking blind as she made her way from the delivery truck to the shop. “ excuse me! ” the brunette called out as she heard footsteps approaching her. “ i can’t see you, i don’t know where you are. ” as soon as she stopped talking, she felt herself bump into someone and gasped when the boxes fell to the floor. “ oh gosh, i’m sorry! did i hurt you! ” she glanced down at the flowers with shock before remembering the other person. “ and you, i’m so sorry. are you okay? ”

haneul was used to her friend’s ways -- it was even funny, call her  f r i e n d, considering how contrasting their personalities were. the other girl took a couple of steps back, slowly taking off her unnecessary sunglasses as she looked over at hana. “ why, thank you for actually asking. ” she nodded slowly, a smirk playing on her lips, in which she quickly concealed, nonetheless. “ and i am sure the flowers are also okay, because, you know, i would never hurt them. ” 

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she was pleased -- happy, even, if she allowed herself to be hopeful.the party was going smoothly; and she was enjoying how she was taking, as if it was her own party, to begin with. maybe it was because of all the fights and complete mess that had ensued in a short space of time, maybe because she was feeling s a t i s f i e d  for once since she had gotten in that place. she leaned against the bar, chin in hands -- gleaming with pleasure. in that moment, ilsan had proven itself to be really SOMETHING. it was a new year that was coming, but for her astonishment, someone from her PAST had just walked walked into her sight. haneul smirked, talking over the music and the noise. “ i guess trouble finally found me, and you’re late, by the way. ”

closed / @idckaiden​

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spitfircs

THIS PARTY WASN’T NORMAL. angel had felt that after a few drinks and a few p u f f s. there was more ANGER swarming through him. no matter how much he downed, how much he SMOKED and how much he snorted, nothing could calm the temper B R E W I N G beneath the surface, nothing could tame it. angel wasn’t sure if it was something from today or YEARS of anger that was ready to erupt. he had been walking through the ( party ) when a random passerby BUMPED into him. usually, he would’ve kept on walking, too HIGH to have noticed but this time around, it was the CHERRY on top, setting his f u s e off. angel YANKED the male backwards and was soon in his face, his EXPRESSION serious and his voice terrifyingly l o w.  ‘ you think you can just T O U C H me ? ’ his hands PUSHED the other male back. a crowd was SOON forming around the two and the other male made it clear he wasn’t backing down any time soon, and CONFIRMED it by landing a hard punch on angel’s face, right near his eye and the boy was certain it would swell and darken SOON, causing the drunk boy to STUMBLE backwards. angel stabilized himself only to RUN and grab the other by the collar, LANDING a strong punch on his jaw, an inhumane GRIN on his face when he heard it ( c r a c k ). the other male fell backwards and angel took the chance and got ON TOP, his fists pounding into the other’s S K I N. his vision was blurry and at this point he wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol or the anger. angel finally was able to SEE and noticed the other’s face was a bloody mess. his knuckles were BRUISING and ( raw ) from the amount of the punches and the force he put into each one. but he couldn’t STOP. couldn’t stop relishing in the THRILL of the anger oozing out of him. couldn’t stop enjoying feeling a l i v e for once. it was only until he felt someone HARSHLY jerked him backwards off the other male. angel stared at the bloody mess of a MAN and used his feet to STOMP on his face before FINALLY being shoved out and away from him.  ‘ GET OFF OF ME ! GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME ! ’ he shouted, angrily RUNNING his fingers through his sweat soaked locks. he was FUMING, his skin was hot and he was craving more. he suddenly NEEDED more. he wanted to fight. he wanted the anger to LEAVE his system. he wanted c h a o s. and it was never really a proper party unless he got into a FIGHT.

she was automatically drawn to it. like water finding its own course, haneul quickly spotted the stirring confusing from where she was standing, and just as quickly, she moved to meet who had quenched the thirst that had been scrapping her throat raw. and the same way chaos always encountered her, she always encountered him. like magnets, she also naturally found her way to him -- and it fulfilled her, the sight of blood, the sound of cracking bones, the simply and utter desperation from those around them -- and, above it all, his ANGER. it boiled, it burned; it transformed him in everything she adored. she waited, savored the moment -- she wouldn’t dare interrupt him in his most wonderful form. which most people couldn’t see was that, like his namesake, angel was in all his glory as he descended -- in flames, in something far bigger than most could comprehend; but she did -- and she loved it. ( and loved him in that way ) “ cute. ” she spoke quietly, but she knew she would be heard. eyes scanning his disheveled form, taking in his cuts and bruises -- taking in the destruction within the skin of a b o y “ but really, is that all that you got?” haneul knew of the buttons she had to press, she knew of where she had to touch, the words she had to say -- and with not so careful steps, she approached him, hands already snaking to take its RIGHTFUL place, resting against his neck.  “ or were you just putting up a show for you bitches ”

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ftarisa

          ARISA WAS pretty much always in the mood for a party, even if she wasn’t invited. she loved them, she loved letting loose and having fun sometimes too much fun. so the minute she heard there was a new years party, she n e e d e d to know the details. the moment she arrived, her energy was shining and she couldn’t wait to get some alcohol in her system. “i’ll have you know i’m a pretty sweet person to be around at parties.” she let out a short gasp, eyeing the girl before taking the bottle from her and inheriting her actions by taking a large gulp. “so, what drink next?”

she knew those people rarely matched her desire to see the entire world on fire -- she craved that kind of f u n. she craved something that most people didn’t quite agree on. she smiled a the girl approaching her -- she was feeling good, she was feeling hopeful, even; she half expected some good result would come from that party. “ god, please. no sweetness. ” she shook her head, taking another big gulp from the bottle moments before it had been snatched from her grasp. “ this is what i am after. ” haneul nodded, approvingly. “ and other few things, but, you pick the drink first. ”

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idcjunko

as much as junko enjoyed going to parties, she wasn’t the type to get too messy. she would rather drink or occasionally do drugs, but never mix the two together. it wasn’t like she had anything against people using drugs or partying a lot, junko just disliked how it turned good people into the worst versions of themselves. it quickly makes people seem… numb to what could be real exciting feelings. waiting near the bar, her happy mood was automatically destroyed upon seeing her. junko makes a disgusted face and but quickly composes herself to speak to haneul. “not every party has to be a shit show.” she places her empty glass cup on the bar and quickly the bartender filled it back up, which junko smiled back in appreciation. she loved how people were always ready to please her. “sorry to break it to you haneul, but this is a classy party. it’s you that doesn’t’ know how to properly party.”

haneul lived immersed in her own anarchy. there was no power above her, and she lived for the sole purpose of satisfying most of her desires. most times she was moved by that -- for the chaotic feeling of freedom. but sometimes, she was moved by hatred -- and hatred alone. sometimes, when she spotted h e r. her clench around the bottle tightened, feeling it crack under the pressure, and, in her wild mind, she imagined it as being junko’s own skull. “ of course not every party has to be a shit show, or else how would you keep on surprising people? ” she smiled softly, but her insides were boiling. “ is it, junko ? are you really sure it is a classy party? ” with eyebrows raised in defiance, she continued. “ because i bet you’re ready to drop on your knees to suck whomever is willing to present you as the queen of this party, aren’t you? ” 

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pvmegranate

    SHE WAS HAVING such a good time, her head was buzzing and a permanent smile was etched onto her pretty, plump lips as she danced her way through the crowds. her eyes were on the bar not too far from her current position and hana was getting giddy about the sparkling drink she’d tried before – some guy had offered her it earlier on and now the female felt as if she was addicted to it. approaching the bar, hana looked over at the figure who’d spoken. “ i really don’t know how to party, i don’t usually go to parties. why are you bored? oh, you’re looking so pretty by the way. ”

her friend was soft -- way too soft in her opinion, even though haneul believed in some undiscovered, terrible force lived underneath it all. she took another swig from the bottle, glancing at her. “ you said it yourself, hana, you don’t know how to party. ” she put the bottle over the bar top, pushing it towards the girl. “ a good party, isn’t truly good unless some fights have happened and someone had clearly cheated on someone. ” and with a sigh, she looked around, “ and neither of those things happened yet. ”

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leesnari

nari glanced at the girl beside her and let out a giggle. parties weren’t really her thing but that didn’t mean she didn’t know how to have a good time. though the event was a little dull the brunette knew exactly how to liven the party up. taking a sip of her beer she shook her head. “i agree, this place is a little stiff but complaining isn’t gonna fix anything,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders. “in fact, maybe buying a round shots could be a great start.”

haneul liked were that was going -- but still, there was too much naivety, it was too i n n o c e n t . she wanted -- no, she NEEDED something brazen, something that would leave people speechless. something that only haneul could imagine. “ this is a cute idea but, ” she turned to the bartender, snatching the pen from his pocket and writing notes on a napkin. dubious notes that would stir some drama between couples in love. “ now, let’s buy some drinks for those lovely couples over there, and i’ll make sure to hand it to them. ”

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lastdrcp

behaviour that would normally just intrigue kihwan and make him feel twice as drunk, he now felt disgust him and annoy him to his very core ; watching the bartender struggle and the girl - his friend - before him snatch up an entire bottle and take a huge gulp of the clear alcohol. oh wow, he really needed to calm down somehow, and he was almost willing to do whatever it’d take or else he’d start throwing punches soon. “ want me to beat someone up? “ he heard himself offer his friend some excitement, or entertainment at the least, watching kihwan bash his clenched fist into the face of someone else, “ can’t call that boring, now can you? “ and the smile that had graced his lips disappeared as fast as it’d gotten there.

that was exactly what she sought in people, in places, and life events -- she sought for that thing that made her blood sing, made the laugh bubble on her throat, made her stand on her toes. the vodka didn’t taste half as good after what he had said, watching him carefully. “ don’t tempt me. ” she spoke in a soft voice, eyebrows rising as a smirk colored her feature. incredibly so, she wanted that -- eager to see kihwan’s raw anger, kihwan’s clenched fists, kihwan fighting, only to entertain her. “ and besides, if at least one of you isn’t carried away straight to the hospital after, it’s still gonna be boring. ”

[tylenold]

it’s not you’re* or your*. it’s all Mine. everything is Mine

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she really had no idea how she had gotten there in the first place -- truly, she had drank at some time before going to the party ( she wasn’t sure, but she k n e w  herself enough to know of that ) , but nearly not enough to obliterate parts of her memory. it didn’t matter, though -- she was in her environment, and she expected great things to come from it; she was going to make great things with it. walking towards the bar, she snatched the bottle of vodka directing only a smirk to the bartende before she took a huge sip off of it, talking to no one in particular. “ don’t tell me this is going to be yet another one of those boring parties. ” she rolled her eyes, “ all of you really don’t know how to party. ”