Stroking the Petals

32/F, into mind control, transformation, other weird stuff. Post-humanist pornography and erotic body horror. CW: lots of stuff, please let me know if you need me to tag anything!

[strokingthepetals]

idk how active you still are here, but i’ve recently discovered an inretest of mine. I’m a butch lesbian, and am always looking to protect and take care of my gf. I love her more than anything, and i always try to be a rock for her to lean on. However recently, usually when my cycle lines up and i’m in heat... i just wanna stay home and be a good obedient housewife for her, waiting for her to come home from work so she can use me. how can i best serve my love as the perfect housewife?

OK, so I’m not really answering these anymore, but I’m answering this one, because I am ALSO a butch lesbian who sometimes dreams of being the perfect housewife for her gf and HOW DID YOU READ MY MIND???

It’s a housewife’s duty to take care of her wife, isn’t it? To kiss her when she leaves for work in the morning and giggle girlishly when she pinches your ass goodbye? And then you can spend all day cooking and cleaning so the house is nice and pretty when she gets home. Making sure you look nice and pretty too, doing your makeup all perfect, dressing yourself in lace and frills and all that other stuff your butch self would’ve hated so you can look beautiful for her, smiling with your red lips when she steps through the door. Keeping yourself nice and wet for her because you just can’t help yourself being so horny all the time, fucking yourself with the handle of the spatula while you make dinner, grinding your cunt against the washing machine while you do laundry, or just lying back on the bed and teasing yourself with one of the many toys she bought for you until you’ve left a puddle on the sheets. Sometimes you even have your other housewife friends over to tease and play with each other, licking each other’s delicious cunts (always perfectly, cleanly shaven, like good housewives) and fingerfucking each other on the sofa (putting a towel down first so you don’t get it dirty, of course, because you’re a good housewife and you keep things nice and clean). You always make very, very sure not to let each other cum, because that privilege is reserved for your wives when they come home and find you, dressed in a cute swishy skirt, makeup picture-perfect, the smell of cooling pie wafting through the house, and your cunt so nice and wet and ready when she slides her hand under your skirt to check and kisses your cheek and whispers into your ear how she loves her good, obedient housewife.

[strokingthepetals]

I didn't know this blog was still up! I thought it vanished after the purge. I hope you're doing alright.

uhhh me too but i just logged in here by mistake and got so confused for a moment. anyway we’re back?????? enjoy this vast archive of text smut. the blog i replaced this with is thatpetalgirl.tumblr.com but i don’t really update either any more. you’re way more likely to get a response there if you message me though

[thatpetalgirl]

An update

Hey all, for those of you who happen to still be around I wanted to give you an update on how my transition is going, because it’s going very well so far. I came out basically everywhere at this point and everyone is very supportive and nobody has really given me any shit about it, which is surprising but great. I’m 5 months into HRT and starting to approach looking like a handsome butch woman. My skin got incredibly soft, I got some titties now that’d be fairly substantial on anyone else but on this big girl they’re just AA cups. Given that I only started getting them in February I got high hopes for having some nice fucking tits though. I just love looking at myself in the mirror and going, god I’m so gay for myself, I’d fuck me. Also my orgasms got way better on HRT and nobody told me that was a possibility?????? It really owns though????

[strokingthepetals]

update update: orgasms got worse somehow, i need to buy a hitachi and fuck around with it to see what i can do about that

[strokingthepetals]

You ok? Youve been pretty quite after your big news. Hope all is well.

Yeah just busy with other stuff mostly! I've been kinda neglecting updating this blog.

[strokingthepetals]

Yaaay congrats on realising that girl! May your transition lead to the result you want! You are great! You do great! Amazing! Sorry, if im a bit weird im just really excited for you

Thanks! I don't think you're weird at all

[strokingthepetals]

Lesbian, very skinny. Into bondage, overstimulation, denial, pet play and spanking. What would you do to me? ^^

Your sensitivity will go into complete overdrive at random times. You’ll get a little bit of warning when it starts to happen, a little tingle or a flush of blood through your nipples that makes you gasp under your breath and bite your lip. It just ramps up from there, your entire body turning into an erogenous zone within minutes. You can feel every inch of you being stimulated, your clothes rubbing against you, the wind tickling the soft little hairs on your arm. You feel how slick you are between your legs the most intensely and it drives you crazy. You’ll need to dash off and find a place to strip naked and touch yourself before long.Despite the oversensitivity, you still take just as long to bring yourself to the peak. It feels agonizingly longer, your cunt screaming for relief, your nipples so hard it’s painful. Just the feeling of you squirming around has its own erotic power and you wonder if you could make yourself cum when you’re like that just by rubbing your feet against the floor.Of course, I’m not going to let you cum. When you get close, your body just locks up, stops moving. You always know it’s going to happen and still you always try, again and again. Your hand locks up against your cunt, your body stuck that way for a few moments just on the edge of an orgasm that will never actually arrive. By the time the hypersensitivity wears off, you’re a wet, ragged mess and you’re hornier than ever. But at that point you get absolutely no stimulation from touching yourself. You just feel the sensations fade away while the unfulfilled need remains.I did tell you, of course, that there was a way to make yourself cum. You carry the collar I gave you around in your purse. Sometimes you take it out and look at it. You think about how I told you that if you put it on in your most desperate time of need, that not only would I let you cum, but you’d have the most amazing orgasm of your life, a whole chain of orgasms actually, lasting for minutes on minutes until you’re drooling and spent.But after that, you’d be mine to do with as I pleased. Body and mind, mine completely. I showed you what I did to all the others and promised you that what I did with you would be something really special. You’d be the prized fucktoy in my collection.You’re still afraid of what I might do to you, aren’t you? So you keep going like you are, turning into a desperate mess every couple days, never able to have another actual orgasm again in your life. Unless you submit to me, of course.Completely mine. Forever.You’re afraid that deep down, you want it.

[strokingthepetals]

Updated my header and FAQ to reflect recent Gender Developments

Also, I'm toying with the idea of adding a Ko-Fi link so y'all can pay me like $3 every time you cum to my blog, please let me know if you would give me money? Bear in mind that it might convince me to write more...

[strokingthepetals]

Could you do some writing of a workplace, college, etc where rape is the penalty for almost anything a girl does wrong? The worse the infraction, the more painful it is. I just love the idea that I might get raped at a moment's notice and no matter what it's technically my fault

Too bad you didn’t read the fine print when you started working for the company… you were wondering why all the other girls there seemed so meek, but it wasn’t until you headed into work one day and woke up several days later in a surgical recovery wing that you discovered the truth: you’d signed over all rights of sexual consent to the company, as well as agreed to have a device planted inside your cunt to control your orgasms and arousal. The doctor explained it was “to enhance your productivity.” When they finally sent you home, your cunt low-level throbbing, it took several hours of fruitless rubbing and teasing for the truth to really sink in.You were new on the job, and you were nervous after that, not to mention hornier than before, so it was only natural you’d make a few errors. You didn’t think it was a big deal, but you got called into your supervisor’s office and he chewed you out. Then he told you to pull up your skirt, drop your panties, and bend over the desk. You refused to obey at first, so he hit a few buttons on his computer and all of a sudden you felt your cunt get shockingly wet, your nipples becoming hard. It was as if you’d gone to the brink of orgasm immediately, but he just left you there. It was almost painful. He explained since this was your first time and just a minor offense, that he’d make the experience pleasurable for you. But you still needed to bend over, or that’d just make the punishment worse. Not wanting to risk it, you did.He entered you almost immediately, and you moaned so hard your cheeks turned bright red from humiliation. You tried to tell yourself you shouldn’t love it so much, that you were being raped, that the only reason you were panting and moaning like a whore while your supervisor pounded your cunt and slapped your ass was because of the device implanted in you. It was definitely the device’s fault that you’d had the best orgasm you’d ever had, that you squirted and screamed so loud that the rest of the office knowingly smirked every time they looked at you for the rest of the day. Later, when your co-worker told you you had cum running down your leg and made you sit on his lap, your legs spread, so he could clean your cunt out with his fingers and made you suck them clean, you hated yourself for how much you wanted him to just bend you over and fuck you. You almost begged for it, even.When you hit your targets, you were rewarded with the ability to make yourself cum, and the orgasms were absolutely amazing. You had to have them on company property, of course, but the provided break room had all the toys and comfy couches you could have wanted. Watching the other good girls masturbate along with you was just a bonus, hearing them cum and watching their faces. There was no touching allowed of course - female employees were not allowed to stimulate each other. A fact that you learned when you tried to feel one up and, before she could stop you, you both had your orgasm privileges revoked and were bound up side-by-side as front office fuckholes for all the visitors to use for a week straight.Yes, you did your best to be a good girl, which made it all the worse when an error in your calculations somewhere derailed an entire project. You got called up by the head of the company that time, and he made it very clear that failure would not be tolerated. He turned your arousal off entirely, threw you against the wall, slapped you around, and took your virgin asshole hard and fast. Then he invited the rest of the board in to come and use you as they saw fit. By the end of the day you were bruised, stretched, and covered in dried cum, your face streaked with tears. The whole thing was taped and sent out to all employees as a reminder of the punishiment for poor performance. Without the artificial arousal to mask it, you just felt utterly violated.What made it sting even worse is that, when you had your orgasm privileges returned, you made yourself cum over and over again watching that video.

[strokingthepetals]

Please come back. Your stories get me so fucking hot. If you like you can change me into anything that suits you. I'm a shorter female brunet who's into getting you and everyone around me off.

Alright, from now on you’re the town cum depository. You’ll be naked at all times, all of your holes exposed and available for use, and you’ll be tattooed and marked as such with instructions on how to use you (rough and often) and tally marks next to each hole showing just how many deposits have been made. You don’t have a name any more, you don’t have friends or family, you’re just fuckmeat who isn’t truly happy unless she’s dripping cum from all holes. And to keep you from touching yourself, I’m removing your arms too. Fucktoys shouldn’t be allowed to play with themselves, don’t you think?

[strokingthepetals]

All I wanna be is a brain dead Gothic transgender sissy slut who gives the best oil changes in town. tell me, help me become the dark queen of the dip stick please

I’ve had this in my inbox for way too long because I didn’t have a good idea for it but “dark queen of the dip stick” is such a good phrase!!!Also you and me both, lady, maybe we can be a pair of twin goth sluts who do each others’ makeup and suck dick together? We’d have to practice on each other, of course.

[strokingthepetals]

*one of us, one of us, one of us...* haha, I'm happy to hear you've found yourself :D you and your blog are amazing after all, though we can definitely have more fun transforming you now... ;)

Oooh...

[strokingthepetals]

Congratulations on your moment of self-discovery, may the rest be as fruitful and smooth!

Thanks!

[strokingthepetals]

I'm happy that you realised that you're a trans woman, and i wish I you the best of luck with getting a body you can feel more comfortable in and find more enjoyable. You deserve that. Did you realise becuase_of/partially due to porn? I found out through porn, thinking for the longest time that what i was feeling was just a fetish until one day it dawned on me that "oh, i'm actually a girl. It's not just a fetish" Good luck, and may your days one day be filled with nothing but gender euphoria.

Yes, but also I just stopped caring if I was doing this for fetish reasons. Autogynephile all the way, baby

[strokingthepetals]

I wish I could just transition perfectly like magic that would be ideal

Oh, same

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Do you post pictures of yourself I kinda want to see your new feminine form once you get there

Only for people I like.

[strokingthepetals]

Congrats! Hope you feel good!

Pretty stoked to turn into a buff goth babe tbh

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I wish I could be as honest as you are I'm trans too but I can't admit it to my friends

If you really don’t think they’ll accept that about you, you should find friends you can admit it to.That said I think you might be surprised.