Whatever Forever

Hey, I'm Eric! I like speaking my mind and giving uncensored opinions on everything. My favorite things: music, horror movies, vinyl records, antiques, & overthinking. I care about saving the environment. I'm an Anglophile & Political junkie.

[dailylarina]

Deep in my heart, I’m concealing, things that I’m longing to say. Scared to confess, what I’m feeling, frightened you’ll slip away.

[themitchme]

Pierre A. Bouvier by Jon Sams

[sleazeburger]

[onlytwitterpics]

[struggling-ambivert]

anytime now

I’m still waiting for an apology from someone who I once considered a best friend. I sent them (among others) a pic of me in Willis Tower, and apparently their drunk family members/friends decided it was cool to throw some homophobic slang at me. Funny, this person also happens to be bisexual...or is that a joke too? What a shitty friend that person had been to me since June of last year. This is why I have trust issues when I get close to people. :(

[splashofocean]

[memewhore]

[struggling-ambivert]

what I do to others and what others do to me lmao byeeee

[struggling-ambivert]

L O L you ignore me for 4 months, and then give me a wave from a bench the other day as I walk past you.  Fuck offfff

[struggling-ambivert]

feeling numb

You might be the worst friend I’ve ever had.  What a shit friend for the past 11 months. I feel completely empty and numb inside. I don’t know how to feel.  Crying is something I try not to do, but it’s been so long since I have, maybe I just need to let my anger out that way.  There’s a good chance I’m going to Chicago for 5 weeks to train for a potential job.  I need to get away and I need to stop thinking of you.  Maybe I should finally go to Verizon to have your number blocked instead of pondering about it every freaking day.  Fuck you and fuck all the times I listened to your personal issues because I genuinely cared...and the fact that you were never there for me when I needed to talk with someone the most.  That upsets me beyond what your ADHD brain can comprehend.  I don’t think a deep apology would even fix anything at this point because you’re probably incapable of giving one.

[struggling-ambivert]

I love how someone can ignore you for 4 months, and then start talking to you again like everything is fine. They apologize for being an asshole, and claim they’ve been too busy.  PLEASE...I’ve been so busy this semester as well but I ALWAYS make time for my best friends when they need it the most.  This is just mentally exhausting.  >:(

[struggling-ambivert]

idk

I’m torn between keeping a certain “friend” or losing this “friend.”  I became friends with this person February of last year.  I feel like we haven’t been friends since May of last year, despite seeing each other almost every day last fall.  It’s destroying me that I can listen to this person talk about their feelings for a solid hour, but when I want to hang out and talk about my feelings/problems, they aren’t around.  I always feel ignored by this “friend”, and yet here I am months later still debating whether to stay friends.  I’ve debated myself on blocking them from all social media and going to my phone company to block the number (not that I really get texts from this person.)  Yet, there’s something about this person that draws me to them.  I love this person, but.....this questionable friendship has dragged on long enough.  I feel like I need 7 bottles of wine.  It fuckingggg hurts and I hate feeling this way :(...

[specialcar]

[sofysticated]

Versace FW16

[struggling-ambivert]

If only I can walk around like this on campus.

[broooooooklyn]

[struggling-ambivert]

Amy Winehouse - Tears Dry On Their Own

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I’m so tired of having a never ending cold twice in the past 4 weeks, and on top of that I lost a great friendship because their significant other acts like a spoiled & sensitive 13 year old girl who gets everything she wants.  Basically this guy Ian and I were becoming great friends last semester and he’s bi.  His bf didn’t like me talking to him (as if I was attracted to him, but sorry he’s not my type) and so he brainwashed his bf into ignoring me for over a month.  The both of them refuse to talk things out with me because I blocked one of them on Facebook (the controlling bf) a long time ago and he didn’t like that.  Sorry I don’t add ppl on Facebook who don’t like me.  The entire situation is laughable and immature on their part.  The rest is hard to explain on here so I’m going to stop.  Also, someone who I’ve been in love with since last March pretty much led me on to thinking they were in to me as well, but apparently it’s not the case.  I’m beyond upset about it so fuuuuck that.  Lastly, at least last night I made up with my best friend after a few weeks of me ignoring her. 

[imoonshine]

[struggling-ambivert]

this is me

[struggling-ambivert]

PLEASE READ THIS.  This is a rebuttal I made to my University’s president of Student Government.  I will always support the legalization of marijuana. It’s a very important topic and if you like Bernie Sanders or Rand Paul then maybe you’ll enjoy this article too.  Reblog this if possible.