I'll feel how I want to feel

vent blog for thecollectorwitch, and the mun. probably gonna have lots and lots of both me and my OC thinking the world hates us despite no evidence

[stuckaloneintheforest]

.... people only come to this place when I’m hurt or when they wanna fuck me. 

[stuckaloneintheforest]

What’s the damn point? 

[stuckaloneintheforest]

What am I doing wrong....? 

[amortizing]

:’(

[stuckaloneintheforest]

..... I thought I was getting better.

[sensitivesuggestions]

I don’t think I can do this anymore.

[sensualsuggestion-blog]

kiss me until i can’t breathe and then kiss me some more

[voicelesssuggestion]

i guess i could just refuse to accept it. but then what? what are my options after that? kill myself? disappear? what comes next

[stuckaloneintheforest]

Please forgive me.

[labors]

yeah can i get uhhhhh

reason to live

[stuckaloneintheforest]

..... what if he hates me now??????

I just couldn’t do it I couldn’t make nero hurt he offered me time out I cna’t just give that up i’ve wanted it for so long

[driftingsuggestions]

I like to smile

I like to smile

I like to smile

I like to smile

GODDAMN IT WHY CAN’T I SMILE

[stuckaloneintheforest]

She keeps gettin’ sicker and sicker- and I can’t do nothin’ t’help...

[stuckaloneintheforest]

He doesn’t care he’s never fucking cared.

[stuckaloneintheforest]

May the Lord keep me strong,

May the Lord keep me safe

[driftingsuggestions]

JUST GO  AWWAY GOAWAYJFJSUTSGOAWAYTJUSTGOAWYAJUSTGOAWYAGJSUTGOAWYAYJSUTCGOAWAYJUSTJSCGOAWAYGOAGWWAYGOATWAAYAAA

just leave me alone.

[stuckaloneintheforest]

He forgot.....