[bloosemood]

this blog may contain sensitive content (its me im sensitive)

[papayajuan2019]

choosing to engage with my despair in new and playful ways

[fairycosmos]

i don’t careee i don’t careee I don’t careee i don’t CAREEEEEEE

[greelin]

you spend more time mourning what you could have had and lost than you do living in this moment. being alive now. you will miss the things that are right in front of you and actually within reach now. this is not the same plant that died because it was never watered or given the sun decades ago. something else is sprouting now. this is completely new soil. you have a watering can. you can open the blinds. Quit walking backwards

[bebemoon]

ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

[riverlarking]

free museum trips are wasted on unappreciative middle schoolers. let me go

[fairycosmos]

lord take all of my pain and sufferig and give it to elon musk

[sackoflower]

i hope we can hang out in my dreams tonight

[stuckinapril]

hey man I found a piece of your soul stuck in the text messages of old friends you don’t speak to anymore. do you want it back

[anancientheart]

the world is heartbreaking every day and the world is beautiful every day and we have to pay attention to both

[steelestallion]

Transgenders NEVER GIVE UP. HOLY FUCK. NEVER GIve up. Never give up.

[misophonie]

does anyone know how to stop the yearning and longing and lingering and the desire and obsession. please. please. please. please. please

[deadnow-deactivated20250507]

I'm really sorry for assuming that you really liked me and had genuine, strong feelings for me it's just cos you acted like you really liked me and had genuine, strong feelings for me but my bad that's totally on me.

[valtsv]

it's rotten work, but without the rot nothing can grow

[valtsv]

it's rotten work but decay is an essential part of the cycle of death and rebirth

[kimdokjas]

on looking back & repetition as metaphors for grief

1. a grief observed - c.s. lewis // 2. spirited away - dir. hayao miyazaki // 3. orpheus tries to hold on to eurydice (c. 1791) - françois gérard // 4. omniscient reader's viewpoint - singshong // 5. gilgamesh a verse narrative - tr. herbert mason // 6. omniscient reader's viewpoint - singshong // 7. on the other side of grief with ocean vuong - aaron schwartz // 8. time travel told in five parts - judas h. // 9. omniscient reader's viewpoint - blackbox art // 10. housewife, the vanishing princess - jenny diski // 11. poem in pieces, a log; a history of too much - adrianne kalfopoulou // 12. the butterfly's burden; cadence chooses me - mahmoud darwish // 13. metamorphoses - ovid

[inkskinned]

sure i find you in my hair and under my pillow and in the car. but i know in my heart you are picking me out of your teeth. i know i am burning through your sundays, sticking to your ceiling.

i hope i'm in every bitter cup of coffee and every candle wick and every bath. i hope my shadow flickers under your door so the empty hallway i have left behind is a swift dart of nothing more. i hope you find me in notebooks and stop signs and fleetwood mac - like i am marginalia on your life, i want my fingerprints burned into your days like acid.

i loved you, and you know i loved you, and for the rest of your life i will be the person you broke. for the rest of your life i hope the shame of that runs like a cattle dog, bites at your heels. i hope every time your cup is full or the moon is a toenail or a cat is purring or a laugh is in your belly or the sky turns pink while the sun is setting - i hope you remember that someone loved you, and you crushed them in your palms. you extinguished every future i lit. i hope that haunts you.

i hope you never fucking forget it.

[kosmogrl]