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@stuckoncloud9
I've been gone waaaay tooo long. And lazy enough to post. But I guess i've made up my mind to get back with tumblr. Nothibg much happen for the past year that might interest you though or if there were, it's too long for me to post and I don't have 48 years, so here's a comeback photo (+husband). more posts and blubber to come! festina lente!
Getting cozy and goin' crazy. Nothin like you and i <3 #love #crazylove #mrandmrs #potd (at JPark Island Resort & Waterpark, Cebu)
I kinda need you here bub @thatorangeturtlenono :)
Because it's only rare that I get to prepare his lunch for work since i work on a different timezone as his. So whenever I get a chance or not too lazy enough to get up early, i will always prepare him a good meal ;) LUNCHBOX: cumin rice + korean beef #wifeduties #foodie #omonomonom
Giving in. #sorrynotsorry #peanutbutteroreo #foodporn
I'll find the places where you hide. I'll be the dawn on your worst night. #onerepublicnative #music #restdays #cleanupday #volumesupforgettheworld #potd
Chorizo bibimbap in trumeric rice :3 #homecook #kimchi #ricevore #foodie #foodgasm
We always see our worst selves. Our most vulnerable selves. We need someone else to get close enough to tell us we’re wrong. Someone we trust.
David Levithan (via psych-facts)
So this is really it is.
So this is married life.
I get a lot of different reactions from people when I tell I'm 22 and married. Some are skeptical like I just lost my virginity to some random stranger and worse is that I got married because I am pregnant. Bet you the latter part is a common notion these days huh? Sadly, true. But no, I'm not pregnant. Not yet though. Some time soon.
Jumping on board a married life is not as easy as one two three. Sure, the wedding is such a big event to prepare plus the thought of being able to finally say "I do" to the one you've been crushing/stalking/hoping (not that I've been doing all of that before) for years ago and realizing that all of those awkward firsts, petty fights, make-ups and make-outs would finally lead both of you strolling down the aisle.
I mean, I love weddings, even before, I've been with people who are into wedding planning and coordinating as well. I love the adrenaline it gives me. But it really is different when I planned my own wedding, Hub and I have been hands-on from wedding paper applications to the tiniest detail. We even had a lot of fights and shouting, more than what we had for 4 years of being a couple. I almost went "bridezilla" on him. lol. Nevertheless, the wedding went well, not really on how we dreamed of it to be but how we would want it to be. Thanks to our families and friends that have been there for us and those who helped us on the preparations and even on the day itself.
Being married though is a different story.
I've been dependent to my parents all my life and never lived alone even once. My dad can't even stand me coming home late at night even when I am a legal adult already and it never occur to my mom, (even though I learned a lot from her from taking care of my dad, house cleaning, and cooking and taking care of us,) to let us do our own laundry and how to iron clothes properly which is an enormous challenge for me. Sometimes I even forgot that I'm already married that I forgot to wash important clothes my husband needs, making sure he doesn't ran out of socks and keeping track of the bills. (*insert heavy sighs from hub here).
IT IS A HUGE ADJUSTMENT. and I am still adjusting. Good thing that my husband has been more than patient enough than what he is and is constantly reminding me of our responsibilities although I sometimes throw a fit on him.
And to tell you honestly, I never regret a single day I made the decision of saying "yes" that special day of December last year. I guess I just couldn't imagine myself waking up to a different person than who I'm with now. Heck, I can't even imagine a person at all. But yes, I am inlove with the same person who mocked me on a wrong sent message 5 years ago and the person who I'm waiting to come home to me every night.
So here I am, after 5 months and counting with a new last name. Despite the changes, I would never trade another day, not even for a million wishes, for the day I took a huge leap of faith with the person I want to be with for the rest of my life.
Who would have thought that ubec has a carribean-feel-like place like this? #032 #cebuwestownlagoon #cebukeepsmegoing #1dayvacay #rdmode #happykid (at CEBU Westown Lagoon)
Renovating. #tumblr
And so I begin or shall I say continue.
I've been in and out of my writing/blogging skills lately and though the post before this was a lifetime ago about not being able to blog and being in hiatus as well, then probably I should say that this might as well be an entry I'll have for a long time. HA! But no, I'm actually planning on making renovations for this blog and if you can see or observe whether or not you have dropped by this blog some time ago, then you should probably see that I change the my photo as well as the mandatory "about the blogger" pane.
Yup, 22. Married. Literally. Change of civil status.
Looking back this year, maybe the only regret I had was not being able to blog (regardless of the "many" followers I have) about (1) THE PROPOSAL (2) THE ENGAGEMENT (3)THE WEDDING PREPARATIONS (4)THE WEDDING and the last but not the least: (5) THE HONEYMOON. Well, I guess I can rule out 1 & 5 since I'd like to keep the memory by myself; not that it is censored/r18-ish in particular but maybe I just want to keep it as intimate as possible between hub and me :)
Well, so much for that! Anyway, what can I say more? Guess will be posting more entries soon and some photos of course. Nothing much has changed though except for the fact that I finally have a different last name ;) BEST GIFT EVER! HAHAHAH
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It feels like a decade already passed since my last post and it feels like my writing skills ( as if i have one ) have been daggerd and caged in a coffin like a TVD original vamp. Unfortunately though I still don't have a stable internet connection since it got cut off last July so I'm kinda goin' in and out from the prehistoric era. IG and Facebook still active though since nowadays my laziness prefers the smartphone than the ginormous laptop.
A lot of things happened recently. Fortunate and unfortunate turn of events, many things got lost and found, new friends, a lot of books read, and a new hair color. And some things still remain the same.
It's been so hard lately though, aside from a massive devastation we are facing as country pertaining to the recent devastating events, I myself has my own devastations. Not only that I lost my job - again, dad's recent attacks has been constant unlike before and I have a struggling almost ending relationship with my bestfriend. What is worrying though is that I can't feel anything at all at one time and all emotions I am subconsciously bottling up will suddenly crash in on me on another time. Im constantly finding diversion on the books I am reading non-stop, the movies I watch again and again, church events that kept me busy and a whole lot of dating however it seems like it will never be enough and it fills like I am trap in a small elevator with no mirrors and just a dim light to at least remind me that I am in a small suffocating place. Can't. Breathe. Everything is messed up again. It always happens. It never stopped and again Im back to the same old crap I've been.
Im not losing any hope though and my faith is still in tacked. There are just times that things are really hard and I can't help but be hard on myself as well. I can't explain why. And I can't even answer some of the simplest and easiest questions in my head. And I'm probably not ready to make any big decisions when I can't even decide what I have to do to my current hell hole right now.
I sometimes wish I could just escape and fly away but then again, WHERE WILL I BE GOING? And every step I make, I always end up tripping my own feet. *Sigh! I really don't know how to deal with my situation and honestly, I'm scared of what next year will bring me. But, the thing is, as impulsive as I am, im not afraid to jump to the unknown and the unseen. I already have built the courage to take a leap of faith. And I know someone will always be there for me if ever I hit either my butt or my face (both will still be painful) on the ground.
Gearing up now.
“Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.”
John Green, Looking For Alaska (via porsheohporshe)
I couldn't agree more :]
