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thedankmemes

Must be nice being a dad lol

Get to stay up and do whatever you want without having to worry about waking up with the baby for a feed

getting able to sleep in as much as you want.

Not having to worry if the baby needs a diaper change or a feeding.

Not having to worry about bringing kids with you wherever you go

Must be fucking nice 😒

Bro I am overwhelmed. Lol

Been trying to find a pet friendly rental since fucking february and having no luck. Preparing for the baby that's suppose to come begining of August and trying to take care of a bunch the regular household shit plus prepare for a move, I'm so fucking tired LOL. I wanna scream. Cry . Throw shit. Break shit. Feels like nothing is going smoothly and it's really fucking discouraging. Feeling like a majority of the responsibilities have been on my damn shoulders to figure out and stress out about. I just want a little bit of peace. Some time to not have a worry go through my mind. I swear this damn baby is gunna come out anxious and stressed as fuck.

Theres just so many things each damn day that I have to figure out on my god damn own. I'm the one looking for places, contacting places. I'm the one that has to speak to the current grumpy landlords. I'm the one that has to clean up most of the time . I'm the one that sits here all day stressing while our food depletes wondering fuck what do I feed the kids. I'm the one who has acquired all the baby stuff sp far. I'm the one who's sitting here having to clean and sorting through what we are gunna keep and what not to keep. Like I'm grateful he makes dinner most nights when when we have stuff. And cleans up the kitchen sometimes but he doesnt see the parts that I do. The parts that are missed and end up on me.

My plate is so full and I'm so tired of it being so full. I just wanna run away to somewhere quiet and just breathe for a bit. Recharge for a bit. Not have to worry about a single fucking thing. I feel like I'm being stretched so damn thin, how thin can you stretch before you snap? Cause I think I'm about to hit that limit. Maybe I have already? I can't regulate myself aswell. WHICH ADDS MORE FOR ME TO STRESS ABOUT CUZ THE MOM GUILT IS FUCKING REAL. I dont wanna be a snappy mom and I feel like every day lately I cant contain my cool like I use to.

I dont feel good. Everything is wrong.

The pot is overboiling and there is no one to turn down the heat.

Help 😭

quotemadness

“Take a shower, wash away the bad thoughts, cleanse your body, put on some relaxing music, get in to bed, breathe.”

— Unknown

quotemadness

“Continue to share your heart with people even if it has been broken.”

— Amy Poehler

quotemadness

“In school we learn that mistakes are bad, and we are punished for making them. Yet, if you look at the way humans are designed to learn, we learn by making mistakes. We learn to walk by falling down. If we never fell down, we would never walk.”

— Robert Kiyosaki

jennhasadhd

Written by Jennifer Parker, 7/7/17

(i)

Microwave coffee.

Film of milk skin forms on top.

It has a half life.

(ii)

I walk through the door.

Why am I in here again?

What was I doing?

(iii)

Work harder than most-

“You just need to try harder”.

Invisible life.

(iv)

I look for my keys.

I find them in my safe spot,

after half an hour.

(v)

Restricted substance.

My meds get kept in a safe

at the pharmacy.

(vi)

“Everyone does that”

– Stop invalidating me,

the struggle is real.

(vii)

I shift my focus,

back to what you are saying-

but still hear nothing.

studiosissimus

Didnt realize how many of these things the meds help but holy fuck if u have adhd get fucking medicated

quotemadness

“Making one person the only source of love does not work because love is in everything and everyone. When we miss that, we miss the point of life. Really.”

— Banu Sekendur

remanence-of-love

Omg omg omg it's almost been a whole year since I've officially been w my love . Where had the time gone ????????????? What the FUCK . Man it gets me every time when I think about how much I did NOT expect this . I didnt want this. I didn't want him. I didnt want anyone but boy the universe had other plans. Everything flowed way too well. And here we are almost a year later and I am so grateful for him. I am so glad to be able to call him mine. I am so lucky to be loved by him. Frick I love him so much help.