Scheiße

i hate myself and i hate everything i am - at the same time i hate you and i'm better than you - i'm just a convoluted person i suppose. regardless this blog is about what goes on in my head - which isn't much considering how much of a fucking idiot i am and i don't really expect anything from anyone. contemplating suicide is as simple to me as waking up which is already hard too do, so i guess you see why im such a failure at ending my own life too.

[stupidfuckinghufflepuff-blog]

I don't understand how I'm so fucking bad at everything.

[poxes]

[yoloswag444-deactivated20141017]

     ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)                                    ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)       

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( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)        all around me are familiar faces

                 ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)                                 ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

                                    ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)                                  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[stupidfuckinghufflepuff-blog]

He's the first person I ever loved...

[foreverinternett]

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so four nyquil, liquor, beer, and other assortment of pills gets me nothing but a lost phone apperenty

[dollypunk-deactivated20140805]

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Well it's nice to know I totally got my money's worth

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New toy

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Let's see how good my acting is tonight. I'm tired of them asking me what's wrong because I can't say I'm trying to get over my unrequited crush on you but at the same time I put myself in this situation. I did the exact opposite of what Martha Jones would have done. I'm gonna stop by and pick up razors on the way home to cope. And it's sweet because the guy took what I was using to self harm to try and get me to stop. But when you're the unintentional catalyst there's not much you can do for me. But not notice when I buy new tools.

[waystarroyhoe]

it’s almost time to not get kissed under the mistletoe and not get kissed on new years

[kansass-deactivated20230224]

i dont get sexually frustrated i just get romantically frustrated like why isnt somebody holding my hand

[dear-santa-blog]

I SAW SOME GREY FLAMINGOES AND THEY REMINDED ME OF MYSELF CUZ THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THIS SUPER GAY FESTIVE CHEERFUL THING BUT THEY’RE ACTUALLY JUST A SKINNIER, SHORTER, UGLIER DULL GREY VERSION OF ACTUAL FLAMINGOES

[stupidfuckinghufflepuff-blog]

as he fucks her in the next room

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Couldve been a great day like seriously. But when the guy youre kind of pining over always comes to you with female problems it kind of makes it harder to get over him.  Or I just have warped mentality.

[stupidfuckinghufflepuff-blog]

Why will I never be stoned enough to enjoy life fully

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beccause if we're honest guys only hang out with me to fuck the girls I hang out with.