Nervous kitty.

Relevant things about me: Shy. Anxious. Depressed. Self loathing. A Smoker. A Drug user. Julie. Hi there. I made this blog to vent/talk about some personal stuff, and to talk to other people going through similar shit. And it became a mix of a drug blog and venting about whatever's wrong with me. My "currently feeling" status is always lyrics. Trigger warnings for self harm and drug use.

[stupidstreetcat]

Re-opening/ adding to my friends scarification piece. Got paid for it in 1G MXE

[stupidstreetcat]

I've been off opiates a while and I'm just so dead and emotionless most of the time and have no energy and would sleep for days except I take adderall And I have no emotion or personality (or just inexplicably sad) I can play with kittens and not care and my back and neck pain is excruciating if I have to live like this unless I take opiates how worth it is this

[stupidstreetcat]

My boyfriend burned his hand with a cigarette out of stress and and panic and I saw it and he said he wasn't sure how it got there like it was just a scratch but an intentional cigarette burn honestly I know what they look like I have those scars I'm so worried and I can't deal with seeing him self harm he's such a sweet little thing I haven't harmed in a while because of him and I just did a spell for him and please any wiccan and or pagan followers keep him and all victims of self harm i n your blessings

[olimar]

having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful

[stupidstreetcat]

fuck that hits home

[stupidstreetcat]

Everyone who follows this blog

Is most likely because of the drug posts And I just want to say I hope you are ok

[stupidstreetcat]

I feel sorry for you.. like in a human way (no hate) i was just watching your blog and... im ok with some drug use but heroin..... damn,stop atleast using that shit

I did stop. It was bad. You are right to feel sorry. I wasn't right in the head. I was not ok.

[stupidstreetcat]

What is snorting ambien like?? Does it hurt your nose

Yes it burns

[hardlikearock-coldlikeastone]

[artificeaion]

My thighs are huge cuz they’re full of secrets

[4me4us]

Wrap them around my ears and let me hear them all

[mo0ndoll]

Smooth as fuck

[saddslutt]

You can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod, phone, iTunes, etc and write down the first 20 songs. Here are the rules: No skipping, be honest! Then pass this on to 10 people.
Tagged by myself!!

Animal Collective - My Girls Bob Marley & Lauryn…

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Navy Blue - The Story So Far

Beast Of Burden - The Rolling Stones

I’m Not In Love - 10cc

Lovers - Deftones

Believe Me Natalie - The KIllers

Like Eating Glass - Bloc Party

Friend Of A Friend - Foo Fighters

Sliver - Nirvana

Prometheus - The Amity Afflicton

New Perspective (acoustic) - Panic! At The Disco

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

Live & Let Die - The Beatles

Eclipse - Pink Floyd

Dancing In The Dark - Bruce Springsteen

One Day Wemon Will All Become Monsters - Chiodos

The Backwards Pumpkin Song - Dance Gavin Dance

Friends & Lovers - Incubus

Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - My Chemical Romance

Where Is My Mind - The Pixies

Bad Luck - The Story So Far

g-b-w95 opalhaze livefreesmokeweed1168 a-high-ass-ginger n0tmature dabb-soul inhaletheloud earlygraves morgans-addiction the-stoner-sage

[earlygraves]

1. Pathetic - blink 182 2. Sometimes You Have To Ask Yourself - MxPx 3. A Decade Under The Influence - Taking Back Sunday 4. Lost Boy - Real Friends 5. Rebirthing - Skillet 6. Broken Mirrors - Rise Against 7. Cut Me Open - Balance and Composure 8. Don’t Know Why (fav) - Saves the Day 9. Pressure - Paramore 10. Roshambo - Bayside 11. This Party Sucks - The Wonder Years 12. Love Your Friends, Die Laughing - Man Overboard 13. When I Get Home - Capture the Crown 14. Seen it All Before - Bring me the Horizon 15. The First Punch - Pierce the Veil 16. Addicted - Simple Plan 17. All Wrong - The Story So Far 18. Face Value - The Story So Far 19. Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boy 20. Ex - Sworn In

hgirl712 punk2k14 420harry hidingfromfate misss-meoww beanios hotdog-bun -butternuts-

that’s good enough lol

[dextroverted]

Pretty Lights - I Can See It In Your Face Mindless Self Indulgence - Keepin’ Up With The Kids The Killers - When You Were Young The Flaming Lips - Plastic Jesus Lamb of God - Break You Devildriver - Dead To Rights Katy Perry - Darkhorse The Used - Cut Up Angels Lamb of God - Omerta Devildriver - I’ve Been Sober

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Infected Mushroom - Pink Nightmares

Infected Mushroom - Sa’eed

Led Zeppelin - Kashmir

Acid Bath - Scream Of A Butterfly

System Of A Down - A.D.D Infected Mushroom - Cities Of The Future

System Of A Down - Mr. Jack

Led Zeppelin - Going to California

Infected Mushroom - Heavyweight

Children of Bobom - Rebel Yell

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Can’t Stop

Eric Clapton - Cocain

Led Zeppelin - When The Levee Breaks

Black Sabbath - Sweet Leaf

Led Zeppelin - Black Dog

Front Porch Step - Poison

Led Zeppelin - Immigrant song

Foo Fighters - The Pretender

Shpongle - Brain in a Fish Tank

Shpongle - …And the Day Turned to Night

Amon Amarth - Tattered Banners and Bloody Flags

[dextroverted]

Omg dude you listen to acid bath!!!!

[stupidstreetcat]

Under the Waves- Pendulum You and I- Ingrid Michelson Otherside - RHCP To the Sky- Owl City What it’s like- Everlast Nobody Likes the Records- Dougal & Hammer Suddenly- BT Alchemy- Above and Beyond The Good Times are Killing Me- Modest Mouse Sober- Pink Friend of the Devil- Grateful Dead 3rd Planet- Modest Mouse I Refuse- Netsky The Ripper- The Used Rent- RENT Soundtrack Headfirst for Halos- MCR Breathless- Asking Alexandria The Bed Song- Amanda Palmer Nightlife 5(full mix) Andy C Play Crack the Sky- Brand New

[stupidstreetcat]

LSD.

[sjonauki]

you snort lines in the mess of your childhood bedroom and you try to find yourself in the fog of your mind and the smoke filled room feels darker now

- dá  (via sjonauki)

[nathaniel5-deactivated20240708]

*drinks vodka* *gags* “ugh I hate vodka” *drinks vodka*

[stupidstreetcat]

I was sexually harassed today

My neighbor decided I was an appropriate target for harassment. I broke his fucking nose. I have ptsd from being molested and he reminded me.of my.abuser and I'm just tired of being taken advantage of for walking down the fucking street minding my own shit s

[bryanstars-deactivated20251006]

[noitscool-deactivated20160319]

ok but nicki minaj’s verse in monster still gives me goosebumps and gets my pussy wet 

[stupidstreetcat]

me: no one ever texts me

*gets a text*

me: wtf do you want