❝ fine young lady ❞

whenever i close my eyes, it all comes back clearly

[stviolentine]

— next time , take the fucking hint .

STVIOLENTINE ; independent, literate roleplay blog for jill valentine. plot driven. low key, sporadic activity, mutuals only, & selective.

♥︎ prompts ♥︎ metas ♥︎ br; @muckraccer, @kataireo, @bloodpinning ♥︎

[stviolentine]

i'm here with re10 leaks

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i <3 writing a woman with no maternal instinct or desire to have children

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when i call jill a milf it's bc she mothered this franchise

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resident evil birthday party: attended

the puzzle portion of the party was way too fun 😭 we also have silly little "gorey" eyeball cupcakes

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i'll be out of town until mid may but after that i am eager to start writing here again ♥

[stviolentine]

FIVE SONGS THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE FOR YOUR MUSE.

01. HARD TIMES BY PARAMORE. hard times, gonna make you wonder why you even try / hard times, gonna take you down and laugh when you cry / these lives, and i still don't know how i even survive / hard times, hard times / and i gotta hit rock bottom / tell my friends i'm coming down / we'll kick it when i hit the ground

02. MAN IN THE BOX BY ALICE IN CHAINS. i'm the dog who gets beat / shove my nose in shit / won't you come and save me? / save me / feed my eyes / can you sew them shut? / jesus christ / deny your maker / he who tries / will be wasted / oh, feed my eyes / now you've sewn them shut

03. SEVEN DEVILS BY FLORENCE + THE MACHINE. holy water cannot help you now / a thousand armies couldn't keep me out / i don't want your money / i don't want your crown / see i've come to burn your kingdom down / holy water cannot help you now / see i've come to burn your kingdom down / and no rivers and no lakes can put the fire out / i'm gonna raise the stakes, i'm gonna smoke you out

04. DUALITY BY SLIPKNOT. put me back together / or separate the skin from bone / leave me all the pieces / then you can leave me alone / tell me the reality is better than the dream / but i found out the hard way / nothing is what it seems / i push my fingers into my eyes / it's the only thing that slowly stops the ache / but it's made of all the things i have to take / jesus it never ends, it works its way inside / if the pain goes on, i'm not gonna make it

05. WORKING FOR THE KNIFE BY MITSKI. i always knew the world moves on / i just didn't know it would go without me / i start the day high and it ends so low / 'cause i'm working for the knife [...] i always thought the choice was mine / and i was right, i just chose wrong / i start the day lying and end with the truth / that i'm working for the knife

tagged by: @blclva <3

tagging: i haven't been on the dash enough to see who hasn't done this yet, so you! and tag me, i'm nosy :D

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one of my irl friends invited me to his "leon kennedy themed birthday party" and i didn't even know he was into resident evil like that ?! 😭 my first experience playing a resi game was him making me play 7 at his house because he bought it then was too scared to play it, but i've never heard him talk about the games again after all these years... funniest text message in the world to receive honestly

[stviolentine]

Which DND class suits your personality?

Paladin

You’re an idealistic person who is not afraid to stand up for what you believe in. You’ve got strong opinions and you are fully prepared to back up those opinions with your fists, if necessary. Sometimes you might come on a bit strong, but you always have good intentions. You’re very determined and you don’t back down easily. You have a protective side and, ultimately, you’re just trying to make the world a better place.

Oath of Vengeance

The Oath of Vengeance is a solemn commitment to punish those who have committed a grievous sin. To these paladins – sometimes called avengers or dark knights – their own purity is not as important as delivering justice. You’re a strongly opinionated person who may be prone to black-and-white thinking. You will not hesitate to confront others if you feel that you’re in the right. You may have been through some very hard situations in life and it has left you with lingering anger and a fierce belief that the same thing should never happen to anyone else. You have no qualms about cutting people who have wronged you out of your life. You don’t know whether or not you would consider yourself a good person, but you do know that you can’t stand to sit idly by and watch injustice be done, not if you can do something to stop it.

tagged by: @buriedabove and @harleyridin <3 thank youuu, i'm a huge d&d nerd so i loved doing this lol

tagging: you! and genuinely please @ me so i can see!!!

[stviolentine]

sorry for being m.i.a., like many others this has been me lately <3

[harleyridin]

❝    ⠀YOU  MIGHT  WANNA  STICK  YOUR  EGO  UP  YOUR  ASS.   ⠀❞

⊹    𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐈𝐍  . . .   is  an  independent  &  selective  depiction  of  CLAIRE  REDFIELD  from  capcom's  RESIDENT  EVIL  franchise.  infected  by  𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩,  27,  she/her  (CET)  !  since  ²⁰¹⁹.

[primulaceas]

Han Kang, Human Acts (translated by Deborah Smith)

[lookslikevespa]

Saving a couple bucks for the haircut. ✂️

[reseviled]

the line of his mouth ticks up, the tiniest hint of a smile. someone who didn't know him as well as jill might not even recognize the shift in expression. leave it to valentine to find a way around the parasite to threaten him, playing at fearlessness. he enjoys it. he'd missed her.

"how thoughtful of you." behind the dark tint of his glasses, his eyes are calculating. searching for just the right chink in her armor. "i'm glad to see you've kept your sense of humor. it will be fascinating to see whether that remains the case as your infection progresses."

he could have used any subject for the p-30, but once again wesker is gratified in his choice. in his own foresightedness, in choosing her. (although, he'd be remiss not to acknowledge the way the opportunity had practically -- jumped into his lap, so to speak.)

it would be easy for wesker to simply demand that jill tell him what he wants to know -- her mental state. he'd considered bringing in a psychologist to assess the hidden ways p-30 was affecting her, but decided against it. that would be too blunt an instrument. and he'd enjoy handling this more personally.

i imagine v. will resist to the end, he'd written somewhere in his notes, the day after the implantation, when she was still thrashing on the table, leather restraints rubbing raw on her wrists and ankles. not a reason for concern. i have nothing but time. and like a god's avenging angel, she'd risen again. stronger, better, and loyal only to him -- whether that loyalty came organically or not hardly mattered.

"and how would you describe emotional state?" a careful probe, a neutral expression. "do you find yourself missing home?" do you still remember it?

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Of course Wesker needles for more, for the emotional details she'd evaded in her initial response — and how to answer? There's so much she could say. For as much as he sickens Jill now, even with her jaw clenched at the callous casualty of his remarks about losing herself, there still exists a desire to confide in him. Logic would say it's just the P30 at work, but decade-old sense memory makes the feeling too real.

Wesker and Valentine, alone in a room. The SWAT Captain who built a team like a true meritocracy, and the young professional grateful to finally be seen beyond her sex. The traitor who led his team to their doom, and she who followed him, oblivious to the treachery in spite of their proximity. She is even beginning to look like him. They're fighting terrorism with cutting edge tactics, stars in their field. Now she is an instrument of terror he wields with a heavy hand.

Maybe she was always that. S.T.A.R.S. had felt good ; at least this time around she knows better.

"I've missed home every day for almost ten years now. I watched the missiles blow it to hell from the clearest seat in the house." A true baptism by fire. Determination forged in heat like that doesn't break easily ... but the understanding that she is the scourge that brings the missile to the people of Kijuju is one hell of a cross to bear.

( Often she weighs whether, should the opportunity arise, attempting to kill Wesker or just killing herself would be the more effective option. She still doesn't know. A part of her thinks she knows, but knowing and accepting are not the same thing. )

"Why did you kill Spencer?" Speaking of feelings and home, Jill kicks the focus back to him, trying to wrest some control from the interaction. "It couldn't have been for this," a quick motion to their surroundings, "he lost everything, except that labyrinth of a house. And you seemed just as surprised as we were to run in to each other. What were you there for?" It doesn't add up. Maybe it's a flaw, but if she's going to die here eventually, she'd prefer to die with answers.

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what are some past halloween costumes y'all's muses would've done... and if they never experienced or participated in halloween, tell me the hypothetical vision

jill has def gone as audrey horne ('91), a nun (multiple times between ages 13 and 20 tbh), sporty spice ('96), and leeloo ('97). maybe patrick bateman at some point in the early 2000s... thinking about her with slicked back hair, fake blood, and a toy axe 😭

[goofy-art]

If jill was in re9 requiem

[onewingedangels]

Rescuing you is becoming a full-time job. RESIDENT EVIL 3: NEMESIS (1999) dev. Capcom

[stviolentine]

all i'm saying is jill did the form fitting quarter zip with exposed forearms first