Sylvain stares up at the sky. It's not very bright out today. Overcast. Dimming. It must be late afternoon by now. They set out before the sun even rose and he could still see his breath in the darkness. His horse Delilah was laden with quilted fabric to keep her warm. Where is she now...? He glances down over his own chin to his hands where they're strewn loosely over his waist. The battlefield whirls around him, all smeary paint and garbled voices. It makes him feel sick. When he looks up again there's a familiar face hovering over his own. White scales glimmer still against the grey sky. A little bit of light saved just for her. A smile drags itself slowly across Sylvain's face. Syrupy and sweet.
@heartinhands says, ❝ i’m sorry. i should’ve gotten here sooner.❞
When he shakes his head against the cold, dead grass, Sylvain can feel his head throb once or twice. That's good probably--He's so cold the rest is almost numb. "You know I'd wait forever for you." He can't even smirk, so it just sounds true. When he tries to flex his fingers, they don't hurt under his gauntlets. That's good. Is he bleeding anywhere? His hair feels sticky. "But, uh--yeah, I could've used your help, I think."
This is what you get for not using the lance, he can imagine them saying to him. If Medraut could wield it, Seiros, the damage she could do. Sylvain could ravage the battlefield, too. It just feels so wrong, twisted and evil. A living, breathing creature of a weapon. How much could he ruin with it? Is all of this worth doing that kind of cruelty? Sylvain's killed plenty of people in this war without it. Medraut's cool pale eyes flit over his still form as his armor chills against the frosty ground. Yeah, his head must be bleeding--She almost seems like she's spinning around him. Or leaning in closer, which they probably wouldn't want to do. Sylvain still isn't sure if he disgusts her or not anymore. But that's okay. He feels okay.
"You look good." It's nice to see her. When he props himself up on an elbow, her scales seem even brighter. There's always blood under her claw-like nails. He can smell the iron, or there's just some dripping by his temple. "I wrote to you."












