𝓑𝓪𝓫𝔂𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵

𝕹𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖘 𝖆𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖓𝒚 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖘

[stxrved7]

Today I was at the drugstore because I needed some new skincare products. I havent eaten anything yesterday and today, and the store was SO HOT that after a few minutes I started feeling dizzy, like close to passing out dizzy.

So I bought a low-cal Proteine bar to eat. But once I was out the store and back into the cold, I felt so much better, that I even walked more to increase my steps.

At home I gave my dad the Proteine bar I bought, so I won’t eat it myself and continued my fast.

I’m so proud of myself :)

[antibiot1cs]

I want my body to be as sick as my mind

[stxrved7]

These last days were such a struggle. After my last post that I wrote myself, not just reblogged, I had such binging days.

I’ve gained like 3 kg, which is like 6 lbs. I felt so dirty afterwards. So for these past 3 days I’ve been restricting and purging again, and I lost the 6lbs !! I’m so happy.

My stomach is literally growling as I write this, and it feels so incredibly good. I feel clean again ^-^

[pinkoinky]

You’d be much prettier if u would just stop eating like a pig.

You can’t have both

So piggy ?

Or beauty ?

Choose wisely

Look at your belly

Look at your fingers

Look at your arms

They’re all so fucking chubby yuck

All the fat popping out of your pants

That is just disgusting

You are full of grease

What’d u expect?

Just the fruit of your habits.

[stxrved7]

I figured I start to use this blog of mine as something like a diary, basically a weight loss diary. I’m gonna post on what I ate, my weight and some quotes/pictures to keep me motivated.

So, some things about myself:

I’m 22 fem.

I‘ve had an ED since I’m 13, but it really started kicking like 3 years ago.

3 Years ago I was about 98 kg so 213lbs.

Currently I’m 60 kg, so 132lbs.

And my goal weight is 50kg, so 110lbs.

English is not my first language, so I hope I don’t make a lot of mistakes during entry’s. I’m actually German. Anyways, I’m gonna end this Post with some pictures that keep me motivated.

[minasoskinny]

Idk how to explain it, but the less I eat the cleaner I feel

[skinnydeer]

don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. don't eat. I'M NOT A FUCKING PIG.

[gabeana]

“You’re acting weird” I’m running on like 2 cups of coffee and an egg white bro cut me some slack

[anabearonline]

In case you need to hear this,

~ That craving will last 10 minutes. Your body will last a lifetime. Choose wisely. Hunger isn’t an emergency. You’re just used to overfeeding yourself.

~ That food isn’t worth it. You’ve already felt the regret before. You’ve had enough comfort. Now you need consequences.

~ The body you want isn’t built through cravings, it’s built through control. Eating because you’re bored? Congrats, you just gave up progress for entertainment.

~ You don’t need motivation. You need to grow up and do what needs to be done. You’ll never be proud of yourself if you keep choosing what’s easy.

[ghostgirldiet]

MEANSPO

Stop. Just stop.

Put down the chips, the candy, the sweets. The ice cream, the pasta, the cake… it’s not worth it.

What happened to the strength you once had? You used to go days without indulging, yet now you can’t make it two hours without eating.

You’re drowning in your own choices, and you hate the reflection that’s staring back at you.

But here’s the thing: bingeing won’t fix a damn thing. It’ll only make you worse.

You’re feeding the very thing you despise.

You can’t keep letting your impulses take over.

If you want to feel beautiful, delicate, like you’ve always dreamed of, start acting like it.

Princesses don’t binge on cake and chips.

They know when to say no.

And you? You keep eating.

Stop pretending it’s okay.

Look at those who seem to have it all together—the models, the actresses, the ones you admire.

Do you think they eat like you?

No. They don’t.

They’ve learned the power of discipline, of control.

They’re thin because they stop when enough is enough.

And you’re stuck in a cycle because you don’t.

It’s time to snap out of it.

Be better.

Be stronger. Stop letting yourself go.

You’re better than this.

[somedaysmallll]

eating food and drinking anything but water has started giving me this dirty feeling of unpureness that i cannot explain.

[st4rrypuddles]

you ate every single pound of fat that’s under your skin right now, you can starve it back out.

[stxrved7]

Excuses won’t make the scale go down.

[stxrved7]

You’re not hungry, you’re bored. Drink water

[stxrved7]

[stxrved7]

[stxrved7]

„Don’t reward yourself with food. You’re not a Dog“.

-Unknown