elleise

No reporting please, I just post my thoughts and I don't intend to harm anybody. CW: 105lbs of fat GW1: 90 lbs GW2: 85 UGW: 80 lbs I don't promote eating disorders, I just want to be thin. Triggering not intended, you're coming in your own will.

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[callmedead-blog1]

Exactly

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[bonescars]

PSA

* You don’t have to be underweight to have an eating disorder

* You don’t have to have scar riddled arms to struggle with self harm

*You don’t have to miss school to be depressed

*You don’t have to get special provisions to have anxiety

*You don’t have to have been in hospital to be mentally ill

*You don’t have to have attempted suicide to be suicidal

*You don’t have to conform to society’s ‘mental health checklist’ to be struggling

[fatty-x-blog]

Watching the number on the scale go down is so rewarding… But watching it go up is so terrifying.

ana (via fatty-x)

[thindesirexo]

i look at thinspo like boys look at porn.

[brokenbeatxndscarred-deactivate]

Something I've realised about eating disorders

No one gives a fuck about you or your eating disorder unless you’re frail and look like you’re dying. Millions of men and women sufferi from ednos, bulimia, binge eating and even anorexia go unnoticed because they don’t “look sick” This is why none of us get help. Because we all feel like we’ll get looked down upon for saying “hey I have an eating disorder” if we don’t look the part. We feel embarrassed to be getting help because we feel like if we aren’t on the edge of death then we’re healthy. Even though we know in our hearts that we aren’t healthy and that we are struggling, our minds, because of society, force us to believe that we shouldn’t recover because we don’t have it as bad as someone else.

[curlyandthin]

A reminder

a reminder that if you messed up yesterday it’s ok and today is a new day so just pick yourself up and start up again. You can do this! I believe in you!

[rillwastaken]

Reblog if you need to lose more than 10lbs this year.

[ana-greentea]

Reblog if you’ve ever been absolutely disgusted with your body.

[stxrvingbones]

HELP!!

I would love it if you sent me meanspo <3 (don’t be afraid of doing it) I really need it.

[stxrvingbones]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyone who overcame binge eating and reached their goal weight? tips please!!

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[stxrvingbones]

I’m sorry

I’m sorry if my posts make any of you uncomfortable, sorry if they are triggering. I just find Tumblr to be the only place where I can find myself and let out all of this dark thoughts.

I won’t tell you to have a good day, but I’ll tell you to try bearing with life.

Be safe everyone.

[stxrvingbones]

FUCK TRYING TO RECOVER  FUCK TRYING TO LIVE

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