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i over romanticise any interaction with a girl if we make eye contact or brush fingers more than once. Thats my issue

atleast all form of emotions to anyone have gone now after being told im clearly not in the right headspace for anything

i hope i didn’t ick everyone out and make them not want to be friends with me anymore

officially saying no to drinking for a very long time

i fucking hate this shit oje minute i feel so attached to one person and then they make me feel like im wasting my time and then i meet a nee persoj and then the original person is there and then says she fw me and now but im idk fuck sake man i hate this sm

why do i take every friendly encounter as a love story

another night that i loved but now y feeling’s are more everywhere

don’t let me near the drinks at ALL

my mum used to beg me to go outside to the point she was worried id kms if i stayed alone at home while everyones gone out now when i finally have a little confidence to go out she is questioning it make up ur mind

when i drink alcohol is that close to me being the hulk because once the alcohol takes over im a completely different human

Friday night i felt important to you

the following days idek if i can hold you again

ruhaniya

sometimes its best to just not do anything snd see if things playcout

everyday i get closer to the day i snap and substances are doing the opposite of slowing that down

i want to listen to music with you no talking just music occasionally eye contact cuddling but again its not even been a week

maybe iam idk why am i deeping everything sm when it was one great memorable night that ill probably think abt for the next few weeks

casual,love,one night stand whatever im nit made for that at the moment if they want to have something with me they will make it known i just that kiss had to mean something atleast it did to me im ranting now nenefee give me 2 buzzballs

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