Yesterday, we said goodbye to our babyboy Wagner. Four days short of his 4th year with us. At first I decided I was going to handle this alone, because that's how I like to cope but... it's been gnawing at me to say something publicly. I realized it's because not very many people met him but everyone knew how much he meant to me. I just wanted to acknowledge how incredible he's made my life and how different it would be without him. I brought him home August 5, 2016. I'd been dating Kevin for a few months and have suffered the loss of my pug, Bubba. As you all know, Gizmo helped me heal and I felt that since Kevin and I were moving in together, I wanted honor the fact that Bubba was a rescue by getting another. When I first saw Wagner, it was on the Fulton County website, and as Kevin will attest, it was love at first sight. As soon as I laid eyes on him, I knew he was mine. I couldn't take him home because I wasn't sure how Gizmo would take to him so I waited. If I knew then what I know now, I would have given anything to have those days with him. I digress. He came to me at a time when I was considering breaking up with Kevin because I wanted to move back to Colorado and I didn't want to have the weight of a relationship dragging me. A lot of you gossiped that I forced him to come, and that's okay, I paid no mind because I didn't care. It was Wagner that made me second guess that decision and instead, INCLUDE Kevin in my plans to see how he felt about it. This was because I was struggling with the fact that Kevin was trucking, and I am not about that "absent partner" life. But Wagner got me to hold it together and to understand that the concept of absence doesn't have to apply physically. He got me to evaluate the fact that even though Kevin was gone, he never once made me feel alone. I credit Wagner with the life I have because he showed me that I didn't have to be a lone wolf, and that people who want to be in your life will just be there. If I had never given Kevin the chance to say he wanted to get out of GA, who knows what would have happened. Wagner will mean more to me than he knows. I love you baby boy. Forever and Always. https://www.instagram.com/p/CDZ2iXmAVtb/?igshid=1mhykzr6z0oy
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