*Snap Back by Twenty one pilots playing on repeat*

Midas | She/him | 23 years old

[subjectfirebrand]

Hello! I'm Mi (Midas), or Minerva. In order of preference. Or use my kin names! :D

• I use he/her pronouns. I'm 23 years old. I have many other names that I go by that are not listed here.

• My other blog: @abstrakt-kisser .

• My username used to be @/enerjekafreak

• Mature themes as such as horror may be present on this blog. I will do my best to tag it correctly, but on occassion I might forget.

• I have anxiety and other mental health conditions. I also overthink A LOT.

• Currently I'm interested in No I'm not a human, Castlevania, Dead by daylight, Fortnite, Prototype (2009), Bioshock 2, and Tokyo ghoul. But I have many other interests.

• I am an otherlinker, copinglinker, and questioning fictionkin. Enerjeka guy and Midas here.

⠀

[d3rlord3-kisser]

Enjoying things is fun :D reblog this post and put in the tags three things you enjoy! It could be anything, from a food you like to a show you enjoy watching to something you collect! Liking things is fun, and I think people should like things more!

[dogpuppy]

[justm16-sanr]

🔪🔪🔪

[dogpuppy]

[dogpuppy]

[snapdragon-rawrz]

so this is basically hwo it is

[the-hyperfixated-queer1056]

Guys I saw a post where someone on Twitter reposted Caine’s VA saying that abstraction was less like suicide and more like a mental breakdown and that them visiting Jax in the tent was like visiting a loved one in long term care and they had a drawing of Jax in a psych ward with Ribbit and Kaufmo and it was genuinely so sweet and made me cry can anyone find it for me I wanna see it again

Edit: I found it!

[subjectfirebrand]

I saw a Jinx (Arcane version) edit to the song "Silver Spoon" by Erin LeCount, and oh my gosh the song fits.

I've been listening to this song occasionally for weeks now. I love it. It hits hard.

[transmortifried]

genuinely fucked up that if i want to interact with someone online i have to say words and have a conversation instead of just mashing my face against them like a cat

[anakachow]

reblog to mash your face against your mutuals like a cat

[subjectfirebrand]

I'm hoping to find a place to live (hopefully I can get this plan sorted ASAP and then in the future or near future I will have somewhere to live away from my parents).

Vent including some potentially upsetting topics below. Please be careful when reading:

Dad got all up in my face and yelled at me again a little while ago (he yelled at me because I was crying earlier while he was being horrible to me. It seems he is still angry about me crying).

I'm sadly used to this. My dad does get up close in my face and yells, and he has even harshly poked me on the shoulder or pushed my shoulder in the past a couple times. I'm not afraid of him.

My mom isn't great either. One time recently I told her that I am 90 days free from self harm. What did she reply to that with?

She replied: "Why are you telling me this, don't talk to me about this. Theres something wrong with you!" And then proceeded to get angry at me. I was trying to share my little win and progress of no self harm.

If I ever ask how her day is or just casual small talk, she tells me to go away or shut up because she's playing games with her online friend. I usually don't speak to her because shes always playing video games or tired from her job.

If I yap about my interests and get genuinely passionate about a topic, my mom and/or dad make it into a negative conversation and tell me to shut up or "do you ever stop talking?", "that music band is stupid," "why are you telling me this?" e.c.t

These are only a few examples of how they are with me. And many friends of mine over the years have told me that my parents are toxic.

I can't cope with this house and my parents forever.

[subjectfirebrand]

Vent about my parents below:

Dad aggressively told me to "fuck off" three times. Because I walked into the kitchen where he was and I was about to speak but he looked at me nastily so I said "nevermind" and walked out. I wanted to talk to him about a comiccon but i know him or mom wont go with me anyway.

He yelled at me and insulted me when i walked away saying "youre wasting my time, walking away before saying what you came in to say". He then yelled told me to fuck off and I started tearing up because that was the final straw after the day I've had. I asked him "why tell me to fuck off? dont say that" and then mom got mad at me for crying and yelled at me in front of her online friend.

Then dad spoke up again from the other room and told me "fuck off in your room to bed, youre tired" but ??? im not tired???? all i did was go in there trying to work up my courage to ask him about going to a comiccon with me, and then i chickened out because he gave me a nasty look and I know in my heart the answer to my question already. he will say no, and no he is not going anywhere on a train, and then he will yell at me. because he yells at me for most things that dont require yelling.

[subjectfirebrand]

My Fortnite is up and running again, thankfully.

I was getting concerned there.

[yesiscandyskiller]

The power of imagination is out the charts 😲🌸

🟢 Commissions Open!!

[subjectfirebrand]

What one (1) day of no Fortnite does to a guy (me) :

I found all of these on Pinterest.

[subjectfirebrand]

My game completely crashed, and then gave me an Error message. I deleted it and am reinstalling it.

I've been reinstalling it since 8am. It's still installing, and it's now evening time. We have incredibly slow internet.

I miss Abstrakt... I want to take Fortography photos and videos of him, but I'll have to wait until tomorrow.

[44-axyer-44]

NOTICE FOR PSYCHOTIC PEOPLES LIKE ME AND THE NEW TOMODACHI LIFE: Please please pretty pretty please be careful while playing Living the Dream, esp if you’re currently unmedicated!!!

The game treats the Miis like they’re real people and makes zero mention ever that they are not, and only ever refers to them and their POV as if they are real and you are their caretaker! While playing this honestly messed with my head pretty badly at times and made me worry a lot on if I was hurting real people/not doing enough for real people while I was playing!

I cannot imagine how much worse this would be for someone who’s unmedicated, non-dormant, or experiencing breakthrough symptoms! Do please be careful and PLEASE remember to have a way to reality check yourself while playing the game!!!

Also: If you’re not psychotic, please reblog this anyway!!! It may not seem like a big deal to you but these kinds of things are REALLY important to know for us psychotic folk in a world that is both hostile and negligent to us and our needs!!!

[seeyouonsaturn]

This doesn't affect me, but there's a possible scene in that dream where the miis have a conversation with a lamp where they say something that breaks the fourth wall (I don't remember what exactly), there's a brief moment of silence, and then suddenly the mii whips their head up to look directly "at you", then the dream ends. And while to me personally this was a funny "oh shit he can see me lol" moment, I did very much also immediately think that this is gonna fuck someone up.

Be careful about the lamp dream if you're sensitive about this stuff. Possibly skip it just to be safe