lilith

fix your hearts or die

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lilith | 23 | they/them

[bnunybusiness]

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getting so upset that you throw up>>>>

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what if i blew you up

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i love my girlfriend so much i am about to cry at work because what if we can't get legally married 😭 why is that even a possibility that is so fucked

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yeah so my only body goal this summer is to have my entire body glisten synthetically like a g3 my little pony

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why are some people so disgusting and hateful

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i have bruises on my biceps from hugging myself so hard i don't think there's any nice way to say i am so sad that i am angry

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i am losing my mind i hate feeling paranoid constantly and getting terrible feelings about like everything

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i'm so annoyed

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i wouldn't wish the fear i feel of an email or a text from an unknown number on anyone. i thought i might have gotten a text from a blocked number while my phone was dead a couple of days ago so i unblocked literally everyone within 20 minutes and it has been silence. people scare me and make me nervous.

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hello diary i am so happy and the luckiest in the universe and i am going to smile and hold hands with my lady in a field. very soon. for now work which is also okay because i will laugh with my friends and probably play a little. then i am going to be bad after work and they hardly ever let me pay for drinks at my favorite bar i will maybe get charged once in a night at half price and only if i ask them to charge me because they just like to see me which is so sweet. i am finally seen and feel genuinely thought about by the people around me. i love my friends and my family and i am so glad i didn't turn back, i realized i could have and deserved to have more. no sword risen against me shall ever find prosperity.

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i'm so lucky i am more in love than i could have ever imagined. i am planning my birthday and my cool unicorn tattoo and my new princess bed! everything is finally falling into place :) i am going to leave this year so much more myself than last or the few before. i love who i am and i love the people in my life. i can't wait for my birthday karaoke night i think it is so cool and sweet that they are hosting one for my birthday. also it's beautiful outside and it should be nice out for my solstice birthday! everything is so exciting and full of love

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dating the most beautiful girl on earth sorry everyone else

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i wonder how much longer i will know peace

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i love my beautiful butch angel i am so lucky 🍀🦆