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hi yall just a reminder that im a whole idiot

the reason im dumb this time is bc ive decided to make a mini exy magazine for my most recent sketchbook spread and ive stressed myself out now!!

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the finished work is on my instagram @/hesdreaminq because im too lazy to thread it here

perhaps i snapped

#neil josten #all for the game #manip #this is my firstmanip and im so proud of it??

hi yall just a reminder that im a whole idiot

the reason im dumb this time is bc ive decided to make a mini exy magazine for my most recent sketchbook spread and ive stressed myself out now!!

#im an idiot #literally i could have just kept it simple #but noooooo i had to go and be extra and now my hands r cramping and im stressed #im gonna post pictures of it when its dine #and if it diesnt get a decent amount of attention im gonna cry #psu foxes #all for the game #aftg fanart #wip #work in progress

so anyway ive been rereading omgcp and ive realized i did a helluva lot of projecting onto parse.

the thing about parser is we barely know shit all about him, so theres nothing really to justify loving him OR hating him.

what we know:

parse and zimms were best friends in the Q

from new york, went to QC as a teen. possibly by himself. with likely no knowledge on french. yea montreal is bilingual, but the main language is,,,, french

ngozis said hes in therapy

the man is deeply flawed, bro

what is implied-ish

hes manipulative, to a point. (this doesnt necessarily mean hes abusive b ye)

he and zimms had some kind of a kerfuffle thats lead to their current situation ("we both owe eachother a lot of apologies")

hes not that shit of a person? shits said sth along the lines of him being humble? obvs not in appearance, therefore its probs in personality?

^ mans remembered holsters major when the last time they seen eachother was likely around 2 years ago (definitely at least 1 coz hed met holster, but not bitty)

#friends #kent parson #anti-parse #pro-parse #hi my brain isnt working for words so if anythings worded weird thats why!#i hope this is at least somewhat understandable dkdkdkdkk #the projection was self + past friends oop #i used to be a shit person with even shittier friends #im still kinda a shitty person but im working on it

i legitimately want to die,, my back hurts so fuckign much all the tume buti never get help for it, or believed even. and the oain is so bad i cant even sleep most days.

hell, sometines the pain is so bad all i can do is hust cry but then people ckain im faking or doung it for attention and im just,,, no!! i may look healthy but im fucking not and id like if strangers would stop acting like they know my body better than i do ("oh you probably just pulled something" "you dont work out enough" "oh you probably slouch" etc),,

#chronic pain #undiagnosed chronic pain #its probably degenerative disc disease bc thats what my dad has and our symptoms are the same #but im not a doctor so obviously i cant say for sure #if a doctor would actually believe me tho and get me the help i need and tell me whats up thatd be great #being 20 and in constant pain is fun! (sarcasm)#is it just me or do they not believe u if ur like 35 or under?#coz i have older friends who also have chronic pain and #their experience has been the same as mine

not to call myself out but ace rper culture is having that One (or maybe more) muse thats a horny shithead 24/7 and you cant do anything about it except just like, let it happen i guess

#lys is....#she stresses me out sometimes ok #idl how to explain this Properly ok but #its like... yea im the writer but my muses have minds of their own and i just write that shit down #if that makes any fucking sense at all #maybe not #who knows #rp shit #i make zero sense but do i care? not really haha

i still havent figured out tags for starter calls and shit yet yikes

i need to step up my tagging game

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if u ever feel like ur bad at tumblr rp just remember i still dont know how to cut a damn post

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i figured out/found a post on how to do it! now my main wont look like such a hot mess!!

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i figured out an even easier way on my own sooooo ive posted a guide to that

how to cut a post on mobile uwu

right so since im an actual idiot and a newbie to tumblr rp (technically not bc i was first here in 2014, but that was only for a few months and i was such a fucking mess tht i just yeeted put the second i noticed folks gettin fancy,,, anYWHORE) ive only just figured this out but its efficient as shit so here we go!!

first ur gonna wanna chose ur post, obviously. theen select the lil pencil icon

it should take u to this.

see that? click that lil red bitch!

it should look like this now. do ur reply and hit post and ur done! look at you, cutting posts and shit. what a champ.

#how to cut a post #roleplay help #i may have dumb bitch énergie but i can at least help all the other dumb bitches out #or those who are new to tumblr rp #i mean same diff kinda #anywhore #i may post more tips here? who knows. definitely not me

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if u ever feel like ur bad at tumblr rp just remember i still dont know how to cut a damn post

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i figured out/found a post on how to do it! now my main wont look like such a hot mess!!

if u ever feel like ur bad at tumblr rp just remember i still dont know how to cut a damn post

#tumblr rp #im an actual dumbass #i have dumb bitch énergie #its so frustrating bc i Know my blog looks sloppy as fuck #and its probs why no one interacts w me #yikes!!

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