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Happy birthday dear my all time best female singer.. AMY JADE WINEHOUSE You are missed like crazy! We love you and we all miss your crazy belting soul-jazz voice, the wings, and the hive.. You are irreplaceable. The one and only Amy we loved. #amywinehouse #amywinwhousetribute #tribute #amy #beehive #singer #jazz #birthday #soul #thebest #unique

#amywinwhousetribute #amy #singer #thebest #jazz #soul #amywinehouse #beehive #birthday #tribute #unique

I have no idea of how to put up things in words to you.

its like my words have ran out, i put too much water into the glass, now it blabbered.

i dont know what to do and what to say. i have no clue how should i have done to you. i have no clue how to not making it worse.

Our Wedding, officially, Mr & Mrs Siswantoruh 04 May 2014

Hi.. its been soooo long since my last post being posted.

I always feel like i want to write something, but then when i log in to this blog, i kinda lost my appetite to write, and those ideas just blew.

anyways.. i want to share a bit about my new life.

yeah, im a wife now hihihihi

Sooo.. yeah nothing majorly changed from my previous life. I just have someone to share everything with beside me now.

i still live in the same house with my mom and dad, only the room we have has changed a bit. we, the wifey and hubby are now staying in this front room that used to be an empty room.

The difference in between being a single and a wife probably... i have to think about sharing the house expenses with my parents. something i didnt really take seriously on before. but now, as we are starting our new life here, i NEED to think about it. And also need to think about the in -laws too. I dont wanna be remembered as the stubborn or else kind of in law.

Thank Goodness i have close married friends, sometimes they can give some picture of what married life could be, yea i was quite clueless before.

some people had ever told me, when we get married you'll know you spouse real traits.. yea im still figuring it out. because so far, i havent found any different, when he was my boyfriend and now as a husband.

he's still the same personality i knew.

but little by little i figure that he's quite independent.

its nice, knowing theres someone who'll always be there for me and to have someone to rely on.

😍 😍 😍

with a carton of black australian grape and Five hundred bucks, real bucks, i really cant compete. my fuckin ashtrays dont mean a thing. its just some junk need to be wasted. yeah.. money fuckin talks.

I love my brows today hehehehe #brows #me #makeup #instabeauty #instamakeup #browshaping #browsroutine

#me #instamakeup #makeup #instabeauty #browshaping #brows #browsroutine

ceritanya mau foto sama kembang api hahahaha sooo happy to the max i spent new year eve with the loves of my life, my family and you. #lastnight #nye #love #couple

#couple #lastnight #love #nye