bit of a sour patch

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Looks like I've got a crack on my screen now.

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I had such a nice time.

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I'm not gay.

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I’m going to miss talking to her.

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I think I’m still crying and I really don’t want to deal with anything right now.

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She was happy for me at the very least.

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My hands are still shaking.

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It’s an honest typo don’t read into it.

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Let’s make a list of all the things I shouldn’t have done, but did.

Got a tattoo.

Cried.

Gave a boy flowers.

Became a demigod.

Smoked.

Kissed a boy.

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操

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我将如何面对他们？

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My mother’s a goddess. I bleed gold. I might get powers?

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What the fuck am I doing!!

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What am I doing.

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Stop crying.

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It’s a chance to get away from this house but the likeliness of convincing my grandparents to let me go? Not good.

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I keep telling myself I don't regret it and I don't think I do but I get so scared they'll find out somehow.